Mending-MHS 5.75G

[Javier Gerardo]

Yeah i get your point. My stomach pain is like that. It is improving but there are days when I feel I am going back.

[Chris P. Bacon]

Due to life situations, I'm going to be stopping MHS for now. However, I highly recommend it. My arms and hands are the best they have been in a while. other good things as well but I'm going to stop for the sake of my mental health. On MHS I've had some pretty down days which are not related to MHS unless they are detox symptoms, which is possible but I can't say for sure. I also hate my job with a passion and if things continue in the direction they are going I'll be leaving before I would like to have. Probably going to jump on UMS or LTU to ride out the job until the end of summer because it pays well even though I don't want to have it be my career.

This is kind of a bummer to me as MHS was making progress and it's a shame that I'll have to postpone this run.

[Javier Gerardo]

No worries at all there. However can you expound on the mental health problem that you have been speaking off?

[Chris P. Bacon]

No worries at all there. However can you expound on the mental health problem that you have been speaking off?

It was a degree of unhinged emotions that I havent felt in a long time. Since before subs for sure, even during times of resistance I never quite felt it like this on subs. It was anger without a clear reason as to why I was angry, sadness with no point. Quite frankly I havent felt that out of control of my emotional state for a long time. I kept it under wraps for the most part but continuing in that state would of produced a lashing out of emotions that I couldn't take back and would most likely be unleashed on someone who didn't deserve it. I don't know why it happened and I'm not blaming MHS for it so at present there is no answer I can give as to the cause.

[Javier Gerardo]

Got it. Rest assured I think this is a good decision on your part. Good luck on you next sub and keep us updated.
Btw I'm also INFP or ENFP depending on the mood.