3.1 DMSI: Change is Coming

[Dutchman610]

This last week, I've been feeling off. I tried many things to get out of my funk, meditation, more loops of DMSI, rest and relaxation, everything I could think of. Today, I turned on my pc for the first time in over a year. I was going though it to see what I had on it as far as games and whatever else I had. I pressed play on an self-help audio I had downloaded back in 2016 of January. It was prefect for my state, it was about valuing the physical and flirt with women over the fantasy. To be honest it was what I needed at that moment. It goes to show you what listening to your intuition can do for you.

Another thing I realized this week, is the more you look for happiness the further away it gets away from you. I found when you stop thinking about yourself and help others you the happiness is already there. So, I well be keeping up with this journal because if I help only one person I'll be a happy man.

I have been self medicating for the last week, so this release of emotion has helped me. I have been staying positive by saying to myself "DMSI has an emotion shield, so whatever it's letting you feel you can handle" It has helped, because It was self medicating at lose doses. I have a smile from ear to ear now that hump of my resistances is finally over.