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12-29-2016, 05:43 PM (This post was last modified: 02-25-2017 10:16 PM by Benjamin.)
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The Beast Is Back! (DMSI 3.0.1a)
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Version A - From date of this original post.
Version B - Started Tuesday 21/2/17.
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12-29-2016, 05:44 PM
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Srsly, Ben?

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12-29-2016, 06:34 PM
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Lmao hilarious title

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12-29-2016, 07:33 PM (This post was last modified: 12-30-2016 04:19 PM by Benjamin.)
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Quote:Srsly, Ben?

Haha yes I wanted to keep up the tradition of awesome titles, and I was laughing my ass off when I posted it. Tongue

Quote:Lmao hilarious title

Thanks man haha.

Anyway, nearly at the end of my second loop. For times sake i'm only doing the 2 loops at the moment, because if I do the 3rd it'll be a bit late to goto the gym. Unfortunately this is because I sat there for ages hesitating and thinking "hmm should I put DMSI on".

I will resume with the proper 3 loops tomorrow before I go and do security for new years. Well I don't know if I should do the 3rd loop when I get home from the gym just for today, or just do the 2 and continue as normal tomorrow. What do you think Shannon if you see this?

I'm going to try to do day listening because it sounds like it makes it hard to sleep doing nights. It's a hot day but when I but DMSI on I felt a little hotter a few times and i've been noticing this pressure in my solar plexus that's just getting stronger now.

EDIT: So I mentioned during E2 my motivation for the gym has gone way down. I haven't stopped but i've just been 'going through the motions'. Well interesting, near the end of the second loop I had something build up and I just started watching some CT Fletcher and Lazar Angelov, and i'm feeling pumped from it.

I nearly stopped myself because it's deload week so very light workouts this week, but I thought "why not go with it". But with how i'm starting to feel I may be annoyed at deload week now haha. I hope this feeling builds more as I listen more.

This is one of the videos.

[For some reason the youtube account closed, but it was a Lazar Angelov motivation video]
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12-29-2016, 08:19 PM
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
It sounds like you're trying to sabotage it before you start. "I'm going to use 2 loops of A instead of 3 because [all forms of excuse are invalid]." You could have gone to the gym and then started. Cut the crap, Ben. Do it right or don't do it. You know better than that.

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12-29-2016, 08:45 PM
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Damn, Shannon your kinda going too hard on Ben ,man, he knows is three loops.

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12-29-2016, 09:06 PM
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Haha Ben and Shannon work together. Their dynamic is probably a lot more laid back than it seems on the forum.

WELCOME TO THE SAUSAGE FEST BENNAYYYY.

We got bratwurst, liverwurst, deer sausage, haggis, bull sausage, beaver sausage, and the latest and greatest kitty sausage aka pussy sausage.

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12-29-2016, 09:38 PM (This post was last modified: 12-29-2016 09:40 PM by Benjamin.)
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Quote:It sounds like you're trying to sabotage it before you start. "I'm going to use 2 loops of A instead of 3 because [all forms of excuse are invalid]." You could have gone to the gym and then started. Cut the crap, Ben. Do it right or don't do it. You know better than that.

Not at all, it's pretty valid that I wanted to before the gym so I could observe effects because tonight i'm staying home so I have energy for new years tomorrow night. Just doing that the first day is hardly trying to sabotage it.

Quote:WELCOME TO THE SAUSAGE FEST BENNAYYYY.

Hahaha i'm laughing because that means something entirely different in Australia. A sausage fest is when you go out somewhere and there's only all guys and like 1 girl. I hope not Tongue But a fest of girls playing with my sausage is acceptable.
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12-29-2016, 09:53 PM
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Definately noticed a difference after the 2 loops and going to the gym. I feel weird now, my head is hurting a little. Also I stupidly did 100 curls and my arms are dead, not the best idea before doing security tomorrow night. But interestingly I had no feeling of "I don't want to do it" I took the challenge willingly.

Firstly I noticed while driving to the gym, an increased energy. I hope this builds during DMSI because one thing i'm lacking in general alot of the time is energy. Like a certain energy/drive that I used to have more.

When I was going in it started raining, this girl got out of her car around the same time and was walking to the door, I made a comment about working out in the rain and she replied but I couldn't really hear. But I actually decided in the split second after I talked to her that i'm not interested in her and basically didn't even care what she said. That's unusual for me too.

Noticed a girl stretching that was staring when I come in. I talked to her after I did my warmup, turns out she's a girl who started talking to me one day months ago and asking me all kinds of things about myself, would give me massive smiles when she seen me. But also lives with her bf, so I was confused at the time. Talked to her briefly today, it took me a while to realize who she was as I hadn't seen her for ages.

I went outside to put something in my car and I said to her "yeah don't go out in the rain" and she said something about it must be raining cos it's hot outside" but somehow in my mind I misinterpreted it as her saying "It must be raining outside cos you're hot" and I very nearly said "It's raining cos i'm hot?" but I didn't. But in the moment I noticed the shift in thought pattern as I wouldn't usually think that.

Not sure what else. I actually feel like i'm kind of shutting down and out of it and strangely tired. My workout was light other than the 100 curls so it has to be DMSI.
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12-29-2016, 10:08 PM
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
(12-29-2016 09:38 PM)Benjamin Wrote:  
Quote:It sounds like you're trying to sabotage it before you start. "I'm going to use 2 loops of A instead of 3 because [all forms of excuse are invalid]." You could have gone to the gym and then started. Cut the crap, Ben. Do it right or don't do it. You know better than that.

Not at all, it's pretty valid that I wanted to before the gym so I could observe effects because tonight i'm staying home so I have energy for new years tomorrow night. Just doing that the first day is hardly trying to sabotage it.

You of all people should know better than to treat the instructions lightly when using a subliminal, and especially one this powerful. The loops cannot be lessened or increased or broken up without damaging the results, and you know this. I'm pretty valid in saying you are willfully disregarding the very means that make it work. That is not a rational thing to do. We have had discussions about this.

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12-29-2016, 10:16 PM
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
(12-29-2016 09:38 PM)Benjamin Wrote:  
Quote:WELCOME TO THE SAUSAGE FEST BENNAYYYY.

Hahaha i'm laughing because that means something entirely different in Australia. A sausage fest is when you go out somewhere and there's only all guys and like 1 girl. I hope not Tongue But a fest of girls playing with my sausage is acceptable.

Yes. That's the same meaning here. It was a punny joke kekekekek

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12-30-2016, 12:05 AM
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Hmm ok, maybe it was in some way fear based. I know I had fear of starting and I had planned to do 3 loops then I left it for ages hesitating. From tomorrow i'm making sure it's 3.

Quote:Yes. That's the same meaning here. It was a punny joke kekekekek

Haha I found it funny imagining some strange language barrier. Sometimes when I say certain terms it confuses people not from Australia.
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12-30-2016, 12:12 AM (This post was last modified: 12-30-2016 12:14 AM by Benjamin.)
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
WTF, I can't see any logical way it could be related. But it's highly unusual.

I had the urge that since i'm not seeing the girl i've been seeing this weekend that i'd message some other girls, including tinder matches I haven't messaged and see what happens.

And I started getting bad stomach pain after eating tea, then had diarrhea. Food poisoning perhaps you could say, but I don't think i've ever had that and this is highly unusual for me. Coincidence I don't know?

So a fear based reaction possibly, i've never had anything like this with other subliminals. The thing that makes it make sense it's connected is that it seemed to come up in combination of wanting to message girls and it's turned me off doing so tonight.. and no shit (haha that pun wasn't intended) I was like "no, i'm opening tinder to do so". And when i've done so I started to feel more sick. And suddenly i've become conscious of physical fear in my body blocking me and my heart has started beating faster.

I've not been aware of physical sensations like this or actual physical fear over just messaging girls before BUT I have been aware for ages of just a feeling of being 'blocked' a numb type feeling stopping me from doing so. Potentially this is some of whats behind that.
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12-30-2016, 12:31 AM
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Lool, the title Big Grin

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12-30-2016, 01:37 AM (This post was last modified: 12-30-2016 01:48 AM by Benjamin.)
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Funny whenever I start something I write alot initially.

The pain in the stomach and such passed. And it's also a strange coincidence that after starting DMSI I went on tinder and noticed the girl i'm seeing had changed her profile. Where she had said she deleted it, and may have because her profile stayed saying 21 for ages when it was her birthday a while ago.

Proves to me I was right in saying no to being her boyfriend. Strangely since stopping E2 and even more since my last SE session i've noticed things going a little strange. Then last night she stopped replying which never happens, and noticably less messages the last few days. I woke up with a similar feeling I had a bit before the last one ended it in that "this is basically over". It's weird that after stopping E2 though i've noticed that happening.

Also when I seen it I got annoyed and it made me get past the fear/blockage and message several girls straight after that.

So I say no to being her boyfriend and don't see her one weekend cos of the distance and because I have to work new years and since it will be so late if I see her the night before and through that day i'll be way too tired to work late that night.

But it brings up alot of annoyance at her going for the boyfriend/girlfriend angle where I seen proof she is most likely sleeping with someone else and now after I said no goes back on tinder. Atleast I don't fall for that crap like some guys would who would be like "oh she's my girlfriend" and think there's nothing else.

Actually since the day I seen the message from the other guy it's gone downhill because I started feeling differently. Then the other day I seen a photo she sent me and I had this weird reaction of "she's a nerd I don't like it" WTF.

But strange it accelerated after I stopped E2. Or possibly also the SE session disrupted something from E2 that i'm not aware of aswell.

The fact that happened tonight made me wonder if it's also a coincidence or not.. because it has brought up some definite emotions to work on so maybe like E2 it's bringing it up to deal with it.

And the whole thing buys into my trust issues with girls strongly which also doesn't seem to be a coincidence.

It's like getting off E2 and some of the SE sessions shifted my taste. Like i'm less interested in her, all of a sudden tonight i'm more interested in my old FB.. maybe because of the focus on sex. And if I wasn't working late tomorrow night I may have went to see her tonight.

Though the thing is the girls I attracted on E2 made me happier and I enjoyed them more. It was like E2 moved me towards what made me happier, younger girls, whatever.. but maybe what it was doing wasn't complete. Because what my mind is telling me now actually seems more 'societal programming' than anything else like "girls your own age" "strong independant woman" and all this crap. Logically I know it's dumb but that stuff has started coming into my mind in that it's what I want. But it isn't at all, neither of those ever made me happy.
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12-30-2016, 11:25 AM
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
The title and first pic had me laughing way more than I expected. I like your sense of humor, dude. Smile

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12-30-2016, 04:21 PM
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Hahaha thanks man, I was laughing my ass off when I was posting it. It's just as good as sometimes when I send a girl a funny message and i'm laughing my ass off when sending it.
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12-30-2016, 04:37 PM
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Last night I had the worst sleep ever. I don't know if it was DMSI or what, but I also had it the night before. I felt my better sleep was due to nac so maybe the effect of that is wearing off too.

And tons of doubts, they seem rational. First is about the intution to do AM6 and how DMSI may have ***** up my progress. E2 got me to a point combined with SE where I was thinking more about independence and AM6 would have continued that. I felt something opening up the last few weeks, now 1 day of DMSI that seems to not be in my awareness now and I feel like DMSI will get me further away from it by distracting myself with sex yet again.

It's not likely DMSI will move me towards more independence as I want, or money and such or motivation for that. Though it has for others. Because in my own experience i've never needed money to get sex.

AM6 stuff like "self image of a man instead of a boy" and focus on independence and such seperate from girls seems like what I should have done and now I think my intuition was about that.

But I don't know if that's simply a fear being triggered by DMSI or what because the thoughts are pretty reasonable and seem true.

Potentially the healing of DMSI could bring me further ahead in those directions then I could switch to AM, but I strongly just want to be like "nah i'll just start AM now".

The other weird thing is I woke up in the middle of the night and realized that yesterday I completely forgot to do Qigong. I've been doing it for over 6 months and NEVER forgot to do it on the days I usually do it.

But I wonder if that was DMSI, because I do Male Sexual Qigong which has allowed me to last as long as I want in bed basically where I was having issues before. So I wonder if possibly DMSI made me forget because it could conflict in some way.

I started the Qigong again during WM when I had an embarassing situation where I couldn't last that long and then that woman didn't talk to me again after it so I told myself that wouldn't happen again.

I think I had a DMSI related dream, something about an asian girl. But I can't remember, I feel like crap, no ***** sleep barely. I feel like when I had that dream was the only time I slept a little.
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12-30-2016, 05:30 PM
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
What better way to resist an instruction set that frightens you than to have perfectly reasonable "justifications" for not using it or not using it properly?

Come on, man, you know it's just resistance.

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12-30-2016, 07:14 PM (This post was last modified: 12-30-2016 07:16 PM by Benjamin.)
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RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Yes true, but thanks for the reminder. It's funny cos I can identify it all day with other people and tell them that but when i'm emotionally involved in it then it's not as obvious.

Interestingly I had the conflicted thoughts before starting and it's also interesting it come up so soon. I don't think I usually have it so soon.

Anyway, today I just felt for lack of better word 'normal'. I just went out to get some pants for work tonight cos the clip broke on my other pants. I mostly just felt calm and comfortable, and 'normal' you could say. But I was projecting something different, I didn't notice anything with girls other than me being a little more comfortable looking at them.

But I did notice a difference with guys, a few guys I kind of know from somewhere but who we don't really talk gave quite a different reaction. One gave me a big thumbs up from a car, another one happily greeted me. And I noticed some subtle acknowledgement from one or two other guys walking past me that I didn't know that I usually don't get.

Doesn't sound like much, but from my perspective a completely different response from them.

Just started my loops for today. I'm doing Hybrid Ocean Surf and will stick to that unless I have to listen at night for some reason then i'll do ultrasonic. I figured out a way to get it uninterrupted while at home, I am playing from my ipod with my headphones. So if I need to goto the toilet, go and eat or whatever then I still am listening instead of pausing it like I usually would listening on my computer.
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