Post Reply 
The Beast Is Back! (DMSI 3.0.1a)
12-30-2016, 07:14 PM (This post was last modified: 12-30-2016 07:16 PM by Benjamin.)
Post: #21
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Yes true, but thanks for the reminder. It's funny cos I can identify it all day with other people and tell them that but when i'm emotionally involved in it then it's not as obvious.

Interestingly I had the conflicted thoughts before starting and it's also interesting it come up so soon. I don't think I usually have it so soon.

Anyway, today I just felt for lack of better word 'normal'. I just went out to get some pants for work tonight cos the clip broke on my other pants. I mostly just felt calm and comfortable, and 'normal' you could say. But I was projecting something different, I didn't notice anything with girls other than me being a little more comfortable looking at them.

But I did notice a difference with guys, a few guys I kind of know from somewhere but who we don't really talk gave quite a different reaction. One gave me a big thumbs up from a car, another one happily greeted me. And I noticed some subtle acknowledgement from one or two other guys walking past me that I didn't know that I usually don't get.

Doesn't sound like much, but from my perspective a completely different response from them.

Just started my loops for today. I'm doing Hybrid Ocean Surf and will stick to that unless I have to listen at night for some reason then i'll do ultrasonic. I figured out a way to get it uninterrupted while at home, I am playing from my ipod with my headphones. So if I need to goto the toilet, go and eat or whatever then I still am listening instead of pausing it like I usually would listening on my computer.
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
12-31-2016, 08:30 AM
Post: #22
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
I hear a whoooooole bunch of resistance in Ben's last post. Ben -- don't forget... my resistance convinced me that it'd be better to run BASE 4g (4g!!!!!) over DMSI. Yes, DMSI will move you toward independence. Many people (myself included) have reported having an IDGAF feeling toward women. And it's very profound and pronounced. Boxing coach's daughter is playing games with me right now. Ask me if IGAF.

NOPES.

It's an amazing feeling to finally -- for the first time in my life -- not give a single sh*t about what women think of me. It's honestly one of the most liberating experiences in my life. I realize how many things I held back on because I was afraid of a woman's judgment. Now, it's like, who gives a crap.

The thing I like the most about DMSI is that it's turning me into MY subconscious ideal of "maximum sexiness." Pushing me to MY limits. I have plans next year to fight in an amateur boxing and/or MMA fight. Expand my business to super high extremes. Maybe even start a new career while doing it too. Trust me, I love AM6 -- you know I love AM6 because I gush about it all the time.

But at this point, I promise you -- DMSI is where you want to be. It's gonna touch things that none of the old subs ever did, and you're going to start unlocking latent code from all the other subs you've run.

And on a final note: Guys, I hear a lot of people lamenting about the fact that they're "focusing on sex instead of other things." I hear you. I've said it too. But I've come to the following realization -- the male sexual drive is the most powerful force on Earth. MEN will move hell and high water for sexual access. We will invent and build great things. We will destroy entire nations. ALL for sexual access. DMSI is allowing you to tap into that creative / destructive energy like nothing else. It's more than just "sex." It's going to unlock your latent masculinity.

[INTP] | β€œβ€˜Tis true without lying, certain and most true. That which is below is like that which is above and that which is above is like that which is below.” – Isaac Newton
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
[-] The following 10 users Like chaosvrgn's post:
Have at ye, Aventus45, Bookstacks DC737, Kol, Benjamin, Travis, RTBoss, Inconceivablezen, NoLimit, axisrule
12-31-2016, 05:07 PM (This post was last modified: 12-31-2016 05:07 PM by Benjamin.)
Post: #23
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Thanks man, I like the feedback. The thing that I guess surprised me is that it come up after the first listening where that hasn't happened with past programs.

Quote:It's an amazing feeling to finally -- for the first time in my life -- not give a single sh*t about what women think of me. It's honestly one of the most liberating experiences in my life. I realize how many things I held back on because I was afraid of a woman's judgment. Now, it's like, who gives a crap.

THAT is ***** awesome, I can't really imagine how that would feel but I really would love to his that point.

That post made me feel a little better about it, thanks Chaos. Anyway, i'll post about last night in a seperate post.
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
12-31-2016, 05:55 PM (This post was last modified: 12-31-2016 05:59 PM by Benjamin.)
Post: #24
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
So i'm a little tired because I didn't get much sleep cos of working so late, but i'll write up some stuff from last night.

First comment is that 3.0.1 seems more 'subtle' initially than 2.4. On 2.4 I had a fair few full on things with girls and sexual stuff the night I used it then worked. 3.0.1 not as much, but definately still something happening. I think I can probably attribute that to the deeper healing in this version. So far still the most noticable results are with how guys are treating me with respect.

First thing is, one of the guys doing security was a guy I used to be mates with but I had a falling out with, nothing major, we still talk if we see each other. Anyway, he pretty much organized the security and I don't know if he was the boss or what. But he full on was acting over the top dominant, bossy to me.. but only to me and not the other guys. I was annoyed initially and it kept building. We were short and he wanted me to walk around with him for the night, that is perfectly fine and I have no issue with that. What I DO have an issue with is his extreme micromanagement, literally "you stand over there, pick up that glass, come on over here, etc" and then a bit later I was collecting glasses myself and he's like "put that shit down and come out here" then he was collecting more glasses and I went to grab one and he's grabbed it them and pushed the glasses away from me and was like "no don't touch that shit" like WTF. Before that I was getting really annoyed, but I felt a little repressed and intimidated by it because of our past and I let it happen for a while. But then that last part I just had enough and i'm like "You're treating me like a ***** child, I know how to do the ***** job".

What does he do? Full on just gives me a weird look and walks off and proceeds to not talk to me again for most of the night and for hours literally couldn't even make eye contact with me even when I was looking at him. Like he somehow actually become intimidated by me, which is weird because he taught me alot about fighting and could easily kick my ass. But his response made it obvious that all his stupid behaviour and bossing me around to a crazy extreme level was a massive overcompensation. And since it was only happening to me I believe it was something to do with DMSI and how he responded to that like he had to keep me under wraps and try to full on dominate me. But as soon as I had enough he instantly backed down and completely ignored me and wouldn't make eye contact, and kept looking down when I looked at him. Any thoughts on that Shannon or other experienced guys? Because the whole dynamic is interesting and i'd like to learn more about what was potentially going on with it.

I was talking about it on the way home with my other mate who was working and he told me that he was waiting for it because of how the guy was treating me and that it was only a matter of time before I said something so he wasn't surprised. Apparently the guy went to him on a big rant about me and how I was doing it all wrong and "thats not how you do it". But honestly if he talked to me instead of being a big sook I would have told him that I have no issues at all walking around with him for the night to back him up, but what I DO have an issue with is being told exactly where to stand, what to pick up and being micromanaged to a crazy level.

And the other thing that screams overcompensation from him is that every single other guy treated me with alot of respect.

One thing of note is that after I confronted him the 'heaviness' and feeling depressed and repressed and annoyed like I was cleared and then it was like the aura started to project and for most of the rest of the night I felt way more comfortable and confident and where before I was a little uncomfortable with some of the extra attention I was getting I started to feel better with it. I wonder if it was DMSI programming working to get me to the point of enough annoyance to confront him which helped clear it then project. It seemed like that. It was like a big weight was lifted off my shoulders after that.

There was guys i've seen around my town who were there who i've never really talked to. But then last night they talked to me like we were good mates like "Hey man, hows things" like we know each other well where usually they say nothing at all. A guy come to talk to me at the door about the gym and he was telling me I should get into youtube workout videos and I told him the weight I lost and he was stopping people who come out the door and going "put your drink down and give this man a clap" which was pretty entertaining cos they were really confused. Then to a few people he's like "this guy is going to be a youtube celebrity" and talking me up. Which made me think of the 'celebrity vibe' part of the program.

Another guy at the end of the night briefly talked to me then he was like "come and have beers with us" and I told him I was going home and he's like "don't worry, come back with us tomorrow" which I declined. It was a little strange, and I don't have any desire to have beers with a random dude and his friends, well I don't even drink at all anyway. But I was thinking "Shame I didn't get a similar invite from a girl". And in general guys were more touchy feely, in the 'bro' kind of way.

As for girls, I didn't notice a huge amount. A few little things, random smiles.. more than usual but also sometimes doing security I get more smiles than I would usually so can't totally attribute that to DMSI.

It did seem that most girls were not really acknowledging me but then when I talked to them they were really friendly. At one point these girls come out the door, one was crying and she's like "Can I stand near you and you'll protect me" and I said "whats wrong" and her friend is like "boys". And her friends like "tell her she's better than him, that she's really beautiful" and such and I just went "hmm" and looked her up and down and her friend is like "stop checking her out and tell her" and I didn't give in and say that, but I thought about it later and wondered if I should have been like "mmm delicious". The friends talked to me a few times, one I really liked the look of and talked to her when I seen her a little.

A funny one is, the gym guy and me were talking and there was a girl standing near us. He was saying that with forearm muscles either youre born with it or not and you can't really build it. And the girl looked at us funny and i'm like "we're not talking about penises" and she started pissing herself laughing and said "I wondered what the hell you were talking about" and i'm like "yeah either you're born with a penis or you're not" hahaha and she was laughing so much.

Older ladies seemed to respond more, a few started talking to me. One was at the door holding a drink for her friend and I started talking to her. A bit of a MILF. In a moment I all of a sudden felt lightheaded and weird and i'm like "what the hell" and then it stopped after like 5 seconds and I was like "could that be state shifting" but the feeling wasn't that pleasurable, it was kind of a light headed feeling but also kind of like it was trying to focus me to be in the zone. That was the only time I felt it.

I can't think of much else of note. On 2.4 when I worked I had all this sexual stuff from girls, very noticable. On 3.0.1 there was none of that, the main thing I noticed was the respect from guys and the extreme overcompensation from my security 'friend' but with girls I felt more invisible.

The respect from guys is a welcomed sideeffect of DMSI though and can only be positive for making cool new friends, like the gym guy and such.

I also didn't talk to as many girls as i'd have liked. Though before the argument with that guy I felt more shut down and after that I talked to some, but security and especially being so short staffed as we were I was more focused on the job. But still not really any noticable signals from them, though alot of the time I wasn't even looking for it just doing the job.

So i'm hoping that's just the fact that the healing is deeper so it's not initially projecting as much as 2.4 did.
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
[-] The following 5 users Like Benjamin's post:
yeah!, RTBoss, chaosvrgn, Have at ye, Gandolf85
12-31-2016, 10:38 PM (This post was last modified: 12-31-2016 11:57 PM by Benjamin.)
Post: #25
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Went for a drive and a walk at the beach town near me. Well first I went to get a protein bar from the chemist, the girl that served me was noticably affected more than usual.

When I was walking over I heard her say her legs are sore to another girl and then she seen me and stopped her sentence instantly and just went quiet. I said "are your legs sore from running around drinking all night" and she's like yeah but just was mainly quiet like she didn't know how to act, I said something else when I left, I can't remember but she looked full on stunned with this massive smile. And I become aware of a pattern of mine that I hope DMSI heals and I assume it should since the awareness of it come up in the moment.

When I get interest like this from a girl, I kind of in that moment become disconnected and distant, like I don't fully look at her or see her properly and kind of just see it out of the corner of my eye. Or I shut down and don't make eye contact because I feel the vibe and some fear blockage comes up.

And I went to the supermarket and noticed I was more of a perve than usual (that's a good thing haha) and when I was driving I started getting horny and got a hardon. But the same ***** stupid ***** sabotage come up as on other subliminals, and it seems to have got worse.

It goes like this "notice positive thing/change happening, and i'm like oh this is good" then my mind says "can I let it go" and it seems to go.

This happened after that girl in the chemist, and then after I was perving and then when I got the hardon. It also happened earlier where I got this sudden rush of drive to work on my own business related stuff and the next moment my mind let it go. WTF, I just can't stop this process and it's *****.

When I went to the beach town, I didn't notice a huge amount other than more desire to want to talk to girls than for ages especially during E2. I did talk to a girl in macdonalds while waiting for my coffee and I got this dirty angry look from this old man. In my mind I had these aggressive thoughts like "why the **** are you looking at me like that" and kind of just glared at him. Though a few minutes later the staff was messing up his and his wifes order and he gave me a look of 'oh look at what's happening' like he was trying to make a connection with me and wanted me to comment on it.

Didn't notice much else I can really comment on. The brief comfort I had looking at girls in the supermarket went after the supermarket. Oh and combined with that at the time was alot of sexual thought like "I'd ***** bend her over" "I'd love to finger her as she's sitting there" etc.

If I could just **** off this stupid sabotage that seems to happen whenever I notice a positive change that'd be good.

On a unrelated note, I have no idea WTF is up with this girls housemate. I mentioned in my E2 journal he would randomly send me little meme things of how i'm important to him then not really reply after. He sent a happy new year thing that said "I will see you in 2017. Pass this on to people who you want to see in 2017." And I replied and said thanks man, and asked him how his night was. He's read it and no reply. ***** weird dude.

EDIT: Another thing to note is that I had like 5 hours sleep barely and I haven't been tired at all today which is unusual. Usually if that was the case by now (7pm) i'd be really tired and almost wanting to goto bed.
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
[-] The following 3 users Like Benjamin's post:
eternity, Have at ye, SargeMaximus
01-01-2017, 09:45 AM
Post: #26
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
(12-31-2016 10:38 PM)Benjamin Wrote:  On a unrelated note, I have no idea WTF is up with this girls housemate. I mentioned in my E2 journal he would randomly send me little meme things of how i'm important to him then not really reply after. He sent a happy new year thing that said "I will see you in 2017. Pass this on to people who you want to see in 2017." And I replied and said thanks man, and asked him how his night was. He's read it and no reply. ***** weird dude.

LOL, I know exactly the kind of person you mean. Those weirdos just essentially spend their time passing on chainmail crap via social media for attention. He doesn't reply to you? **** him, I wouldn't bother ever sending him another message.

Jab him in the face next time you see him for being such a social retard.
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
[-] The following 1 user Likes PDjunkie's post:
Benjamin
01-01-2017, 04:55 PM (This post was last modified: 01-01-2017 05:06 PM by Benjamin.)
Post: #27
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Hmm good point about the attention part, I can't say I considered that. If he just wanted attention why send it but not reply. Most of them have "oh send this back" so maybe he's upset I don't send it back haha.

The first few times he replied again but it was like pulling teeth trying to converse with him. I think i'll just ignore them in the future. I laughed at the jab him in the face part but he's one of this girls friends and he's okay in person.

Oh ****, do you remember those "Oh i'm looking for (whoever) please tag him?" with a really ugly photo? Going around recently. It'd be funny to send one of those with his name hahaha.
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
[-] The following 1 user Likes Benjamin's post:
eternity
01-01-2017, 05:09 PM
Post: #28
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
While reading that last post of yours, not only did I laugh at you wanting to send the pic with his name on it, I imagined a guy's voice with an Australian accent in my head saying the words I was reading. Hehehe

Confused ENFP

............c__c......................................g__g
......e__e.....o__o...........................n__n.....!__!
b__b................m__m................i__i...............!__!
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
[-] The following 1 user Likes eternity's post:
Benjamin
01-01-2017, 05:22 PM
Post: #29
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
You guys are bad influences! Haha Tongue

Unfortunately if I did send it he would probably nearly cry. He strikes me as a little like that. I mean seriously, he didn't like The Inbetweeners, me and the girl were watching it and after like 30 seconds he goes "this is shit" and walked out. It's basically the funniest show ever.
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
[-] The following 1 user Likes Benjamin's post:
FREAK4LIFE
01-01-2017, 05:26 PM
Post: #30
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
(01-01-2017 05:22 PM)Benjamin Wrote:  You guys are bad influences! Haha Tongue

Unfortunately if I did send it he would probably nearly cry. He strikes me as a little like that. I mean seriously, he didn't like The Inbetweeners, me and the girl were watching it and after like 30 seconds he goes "this is shit" and walked out. It's basically the funniest show ever.

No...that'd be the US-version of The Office. Big Grin But, I'll look up the Inbetweeners...
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
01-01-2017, 05:39 PM (This post was last modified: 01-01-2017 06:06 PM by Benjamin.)
Post: #31
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
I'm glad I made myself goto bed last night. I'm feeling a little drained today so I guess I did need the sleep. I'm wondering if it's kind of like a stimulant like coffee in that if DMSI keeps me awake it's like i've had too much coffee and I still need to catch up on the sleep. It kind of feels like that.

I feel a little sick today, and a little light headed but I don't know if I should attribute it to DMSI or a cleanse thing i've been doing. Though i've been doing the cleanse for a while and not felt like this before and i've felt it several times since starting DMSI.

I haven't been hungrier, but i've been feeling this kind of weird, empty feeling around my stomach that I can't explain that well.

Don't remember dreams specifically but I know they were related to girls. And I woke up thinking about a few situations with girls in the past that pretty much were forgotten about and I haven't thought about for a long time. Though when those thoughts passed I can't even remember what they were now, I just know at the time I was thinking "damn I haven't thought about this for a long time".

Ok, i'm around half way through my listening for today and I just started to get really sad and slightly have tears coming to my eyes. Who knows what that is. And a feeling of just wanting to curl up in a ball and escape everything, which is a pattern of mine and has also come up several times during SE.
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
01-01-2017, 05:42 PM (This post was last modified: 01-01-2017 05:47 PM by Benjamin.)
Post: #32
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Make sure it's the UK version of the series. I just was searching for the trailer and I see there's a us version. I watched some of the trailer and it looks shit and doesn't seem to capture the vibe of the original uk version.

Here you go.



Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
[-] The following 3 users Like Benjamin's post:
RTBoss, FREAK4LIFE, CatMan
01-01-2017, 09:49 PM (This post was last modified: 01-01-2017 09:56 PM by Benjamin.)
Post: #33
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
A few more things.

I won't say much about it yet, i'm hoping it will build but yesterday I had a little bit of time where a whole lot of drive come up around work that I haven't felt in a long time. Drive, inspiration and such. I won't expand more yet but it was pretty moving. Unfortunately i'm not connected with it today, it's like it was a preview and if that keeps building it'll be awesome.

And noticing increased focus at the gym again, like getting my gym mojo back a little. My focus and drive at the gym died alot during E2, I still went as normal but I was struggling.

There wasn't really any girls at the gym, 2 come in near the end but noticed nothing. Though when I first come in a cute asian was sitting at the table and looked at me, then kept looking in a noticable way. I picked up on it but then the next moment when I got on the bike she left.

One thing I can mention is interesting. I've been picking up on patterns I do, like driving a certain way, doing a thing a certain way and slightly varying it. Only on little things but it was noticable as an affect i'm getting.
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
01-02-2017, 04:48 PM
Post: #34
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
One interesting thing is now back on DMSI my old fb that I haven't slept with for ages now is really keen again. On AM6 I met her and we were sleeping together for ages on and off. Now I lost alot of interest, especially during E2 and was with higher quality girls that I liked more.

We would talk every now and then on E2 and she would send me messages but then not reply. On DMSI as with AM and even WM she sent me heaps of messages, commented on my facebook posts like she used to. It seems she is a good person to see how she responds to my changes with different programs. And this is more interesting, on E2 I had no interest in seeing her or ***** her, now on DMSI i've been thinking about ***** her again. And on E2 she would annoy me alot more with her being kind of challenging and certain banter, on DMSI i'm back to engaging with it and bantering back and enjoying it. Interesting. On E2 I kind of hated that, and in some ways I felt like it was her being kind of mean and I didn't want to engage with it at all. Now again i'm just enjoying it and I know it's just how she flirts.

On the whole the girls I attracted on E2 I liked more, were significantly younger and that's what I prefer. But this is an interesting read of what i'm projecting differently on different programs. I'm hoping that what I found on E2 with attracting much younger girls means I cleared something out of the way so DMSI will attract more of that aswell.

The other interesting this is I attracted her when I was visualizing sex on PSTEC, now on a sex related program she's becoming more attracted again.

But it's best not to **** her again because i'm just going down in quality again.. but it reminds me of what Shannon said to Eternity yesterday that DMSI will get the easiest results first (eg the easiest girls to sleep with).

I'll post about healing related stuff last night in a seperate post.
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
[-] The following 1 user Likes Benjamin's post:
eternity
01-02-2017, 04:51 PM
Post: #35
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
ben what is your MBTI type, if you don't mind me asking?

Confused ENFP

............c__c......................................g__g
......e__e.....o__o...........................n__n.....!__!
b__b................m__m................i__i...............!__!
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
01-02-2017, 04:56 PM
Post: #36
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Definite healing stuff last night. I went to bed early to catch up on sleep from the weekend.

One thing on DMSI is I can't remember my dreams like on E2, Shannon said somewhere that is the improved shielding. It's kind of a shame in this way specifically since I actually tend to enjoy the dreams I get from subliminals and it shows me things are happening.

Anyway, this happened once on E2 I think but it never has in my life before. And it happened atleast twice last night where I had a dream (can't remember what at all) and I woke myself up kind of growling "ahhh" in fear.

Then a bit later I woke up all sweaty and it wasn't that hot, another definite sign.

The only dream I remember was before I got up. I was laying in a double bed that reminded me of the spare room where I lived when I was younger. There was a single bed on the wall facing the opposite way. I was looking at a map or something trying to figure something out then I looked up and there was a guy in the bed with 3 girls all over him. 2 girls were kissing each other and there was a girl on top of the guy. I watched a little and I was like "why isn't that me".

Interesting dream haha.
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
[-] The following 2 users Like Benjamin's post:
eternity, RTBoss
01-02-2017, 05:35 PM (This post was last modified: 01-02-2017 05:36 PM by Benjamin.)
Post: #37
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
Quote:Ben what is your MBTI type, if you don't mind me asking?

Didn't see this post, I guess you posted it when I was writing my other one.

I have no idea what my MBTI type is. I never really bothered with that type of thing.
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
[-] The following 1 user Likes Benjamin's post:
eternity
01-02-2017, 06:51 PM
Post: #38
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
(01-02-2017 04:56 PM)Benjamin Wrote:  Definite healing stuff last night. I went to bed early to catch up on sleep from the weekend.

One thing on DMSI is I can't remember my dreams like on E2, Shannon said somewhere that is the improved shielding. It's kind of a shame in this way specifically since I actually tend to enjoy the dreams I get from subliminals and it shows me things are happening.

Anyway, this happened once on E2 I think but it never has in my life before. And it happened atleast twice last night where I had a dream (can't remember what at all) and I woke myself up kind of growling "ahhh" in fear.

Then a bit later I woke up all sweaty and it wasn't that hot, another definite sign.

The only dream I remember was before I got up. I was laying in a double bed that reminded me of the spare room where I lived when I was younger. There was a single bed on the wall facing the opposite way. I was looking at a map or something trying to figure something out then I looked up and there was a guy in the bed with 3 girls all over him. 2 girls were kissing each other and there was a girl on top of the guy. I watched a little and I was like "why isn't that me".

Interesting dream haha.

Perhaps after the first few weeks you'll remember more dreams. I've had a lot of crazy, vivid dreams. Some nights are better than others, but I feel this version is causing more dream recollection for me personally.
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
[-] The following 2 users Like RTBoss's post:
eternity, Benjamin
01-02-2017, 09:30 PM
Post: #39
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
I just had a thought that possibly the more painful dreams are shielded, because the most dreams I have been remembering are about girls like the one I remembered last night. With E2 also remembering dreams was on and off at different times.
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
01-02-2017, 09:42 PM (This post was last modified: 01-02-2017 10:09 PM by Benjamin.)
Post: #40
RE: The Walking Sausage (DMSI 3.0.1a)
So i'm seeing the start of intuitions coming into play. Shannon has mentioned intuitions like "go to this restaurant" and such.

I went down the street to get a coffee and go for a walk. I stopped doing so during E2 and have had the urge to go out more again.

Anyway, on the way down the street I started thinking about a girl I talked to a while ago on tinder and facebook that didn't go anywhere. I know she works in a clothes shop but i'd never seen her in there. Well after thinking about her I walked past this shop and seen her working, I walked past then i'm like "hey that is too much of a coincidence" and I went back in there and talked to her. I don't know if she recognized me from tinder but she talked to me in a familiar way, which may also have been from the way I talked to her.

Even when I went to look at some shirts she said something else from the distance, then went to sort out some clothes while the other girl was behind the counter and I talked to her a little more. When she went back to the desk I ended up leaving, when I left I was wondering if I should have got her number. Though when we talked on tinder and facebook she stopped answering both times. But interesting I had the thought of her then walked past that shop and there she was, the first time i've ever seen her working there.

I am getting better responses from people serving me in shops, talking to them more than I have for a while which shows something is happening. But as for the sexual aura I don't feel like i'm really projecting that and i'm not seeing any signals of interest. Other than girls serving me being friendlier than usual.

Anyway, i'm doing something else that will give you some different feedback Shannon. There has been the theory that DMSI may be increasing testosterone, well I decided i'm going to get my testosterone levels tested then in say a few months get it done again to see. I can't get into the doctors for a week so it will be around 2 weeks in, but it should still show something I hope because 2 weeks isn't that long on the program. I'm hoping it will show actual proof of it happening instead of just thinking "maybe it is increasing testosterone" because of some of the things we're noticing.

I mentioned earlier my old fb being more interested on DMSI. Well i'm also seeing signs that this girl i'm currently seeing is getting a little more distant again. She usually answers really quickly, today even though I replied half an hour after her message she took like 4 hours which she has never done. Still she's sending me messages every day, but way less. Though still stuff like when I went to the gym she didn't message me after like she usually does but when I got up in the morning a random goodnight message come through from last night.

And on another note, I decided to clean up my computer room and spent an hour or more doing so today and will do more tomorrow. Threw alot of crap out, even some things I didn't want to let go of such as old workout journals, then I thought "Do I really need to hold onto this?" and the answer was no because i'd rather go forward instead of look back on that. Then when I got home I cleaned some rubbish out of my car that I hadn't bothered with for ages.
Find all posts by this user
Like Post Quote this message in a reply
Post Reply 


Forum Jump:


User(s) browsing this thread:
2 Guest(s)

Return to TopReturn to Content