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DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
01-14-2017, 11:29 PM (This post was last modified: 01-14-2017 11:53 PM by Bookstacks DC737.)
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
Had sex with D.

Probably going to **** G2 tomorrow. I mean:[Image: r34nLwcl.jpg]

So anyway, since the only possible way I can see myself not ***** G2 tomorrow is through death, or becoming paralyzed (knock on wood), my count will be 3 women for 2017. (I have to include the night of the 31st in that calculation, but I'm only setting time back by a few hours.)

That will be 3 women in a little over 2 weeks.
That's 1 new **** every 5 days.

I still haven't even been on a date with L. There are still more matches on my Tinder, as well as my presence is now increasing everywhere I go, and I'm getting noticed where before I was invisible.

The only possible problem for me at this moment is not owning this shit. All of this is still surprising, but there are definite patterns in every seduction now, but I'm still hanging on to my identity as a loser who no woman wants to have sex with.

Edit: I'm probably going to have sex with my neighbors.

Especially when I had D driving me to a party after we did the deed, I was slipping in and out of consciousness and one of the things I kept thinking about was my neighbor, L(2. The second L in this journal lol.) and I just had a feeling it was going to happen. I had the same feeling with P and I didn't think it would happen but it did that New Years Day, so there's legitimacy to feeling this way.

The only thing with P is that I may have willed it so hard from a mental space, rather than with my feelings, because the act was A) not very good B) caused a lot of inner and outer BS.

L2 has the fattest ass and she's very shy and nerdy and someone who I would like to see open up.

Then there's I, who was staring at my crotch for a very long time. I'll **** them both if possible. Shit, I'll shove my cock into my MILF landlord if I have the chance. How's that for rent Tongue
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01-15-2017, 04:17 AM
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
lmao G2 is just begging for it Wink
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01-15-2017, 10:32 AM
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Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeem son!!!!!

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01-15-2017, 01:14 PM
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Lol @ your avatar Book
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01-15-2017, 10:46 PM (This post was last modified: 01-15-2017 10:51 PM by Bookstacks DC737.)
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
The field report for my date with D:

Worst date I've ever had up to this point. I thought we should go explore the campus of a university I don't even go to. Ended up getting lost, and I got mad stressed.

Afterwards we ended up going to exactly the same place where I had an intuition to go to, but didn't go to because "it's not very masculine to change your mind." Okay unconscious mind, I'll listen to you next time Sleepy

Anyway, I took her to the same spot I took S, the top of this parking structure that looks out over the whole city. Pretty romantic I guess.

Then I just invited her over and ***** her. Like seriously, it brings a huge smile to my face because of just how easy it ended up being. I was balls deep and going "huh? this easy?"

Anyway a constant theme seems to be this: exactly what I think I shouldn't bring up with these women is exactly what I should bring up.

With S I thought talking about architecture, cheesy stuff and closing my eyes and fully enjoying an experience would not be attractive.

It's not that I lumped all of that in the category of "not attractive." It was that those were the very specific things I wanted to avoid that night.

So it seems that I'm mistaking intuition for my monkey mind and instantly shutting it down. It can be hard to tell in the moment. This is something I'll have to experiment with.

Anyway, I'm now an artist on a record label, marketing intern and I'm also an actor in a TV show a friend is developing? It seems that people are seeing me as the best vehicle to grow their projects. I've also linked up with somebody who has an interest in persuasion/influence and practicing language patterns with him, which seems to also be part of the trend of people seeing me as a great avenue for their expansion.

Some other tidbits from this run of DMSI is that I have regained an interest in Penis Enlargement. I'm good on length, but I'm trying to increase girth.

I'm also going to get my ears pierced.

And get the names of the businesses I'm working on tattooed on my body. These aren't tattoos to show women actually, these are strictly reminders for me to go as hard as I can with what I'm doing.
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01-16-2017, 07:54 AM (This post was last modified: 01-16-2017 07:54 AM by Shannon.)
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Permanent solutions to temporary issues are rarely wise choices. I wouldn't literally get them tattooed on you.

Good going though, seeing success. It really is that easy when you're sexually attractive enough.

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01-16-2017, 08:23 AM
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(01-15-2017 10:46 PM)Bookstacks DC737 Wrote:  I've also linked up with somebody who has an interest in persuasion/influence and practicing language patterns with him, which seems to also be part of the trend of people seeing me as a great avenue for their expansion.

Sleight of mouth? If not, you should check out that book. I'm reading it right now, that stuff is gold!
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01-16-2017, 08:52 AM
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
(01-16-2017 08:23 AM)Travis Wrote:  
(01-15-2017 10:46 PM)Bookstacks DC737 Wrote:  I've also linked up with somebody who has an interest in persuasion/influence and practicing language patterns with him, which seems to also be part of the trend of people seeing me as a great avenue for their expansion.

Sleight of mouth? If not, you should check out that book. I'm reading it right now, that stuff is gold!

Yes that's exactly what I'm practicing! Very interesting, very useful stuff.
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01-16-2017, 02:25 PM
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
Spending every day learning reframing has taught me a lot.

Like today we worked on the frame I have with S and came up with some gold.

What I had been operating on was an old insecurity that related little contact with = she's not interested = I have little value. Unpacking all of this stuff allowed me to see the situation from a few different angles.

One being that she came down to see me which was a 2 hour drive and back, the time we spent together and everything else. She's obviously ***** interested.

So we ran the pattern "in what situation or context would this be useful" on having little contact with someone.

Some of the things I thought up were that going to see her, or her coming to see me, was always an adventure because of the distance.

I live in a college town and she lives in the wilderness so they're two completely different settings.

The little contact is actually a positive in many ways when the insecurity is no longer active, because I actually want that from the women I date - I just had a deeper fear of being unattractive that superseded that.

And because of busy schedules and separate lives it allows me to get far more intimate without risking being put in boyfriend-zone. We're both like vacations for each other since our lives are so far apart.

Anyway, I say all of that to say this: clearing all this insecurity allows me to continue forward with the scripting rather than getting caught in a fear loop.

I'm simply impressed by the number of both internal and external ways the Optimus Engine is getting me to change deeply ingrained patterns. I'm seeing shifts at the identity level for many things. It's awe inspiring.
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01-18-2017, 12:27 AM (This post was last modified: 01-18-2017 12:48 AM by Bookstacks DC737.)
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
I'm continuing to see great results except for the fact that I stop being interested in women for days at at a time.

Every time I get my dick wet I just stop caring. Getting my dick wet always seems like an impossible goal, so i put all this importance on it, then it actually happens, then I'm like "huh? What do I do now?" and my desire for such a thing drops.

On another note, i went to a party with a girl I've had a crush on since the 6th grade. Besides the general celebrity effect, it seems i at least got something out of her in terms of the aura. And in addition, this older girl who's ridiculously sexy that I've had a crush on for months was also there.

If I can **** just one of these two women (I plan on ***** both) I will die a very happy woman. The 12 year old in me is jumping up and down at the opportunity. Long live DMSI!

Edit: you ever come home after a night out and as you begin to drift off into dream land you realize that a certain situation was a lot more than what you thought it was in that moment?

Yeah. That's me, right now.

The older girl was describing how her mom allowed her to bring any dude home because her mom would rather know what her child was doing than not. She talked about it twice. I told her that was really cool. Twice. God damn it. God ***** damnit.
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01-19-2017, 11:26 AM
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I keep going over my dates and I continue realizing that I'm doing more than I thought, and I'm doing it with intent at some level.

Case in point is the switching of venues with women. By going to many different venues with women it increases familiarity and gets over the whole hump of "no lay until we go on 3 dates!" rule that many women have. I wasn't even aware of this but it is part of my game plan. It's always 2/3 places then back to my house.

Very, very interesting. I feel that a lot of my seduction knowledge is crystallizing at this point. With the actual reference experiences to back things up I no longer feel like I'm stumbling in the dark when it comes to dating.

That could also be evidence of the cognitive dissonance I've been experiencing fading away - the dissonance between being sexually attractive and that deep part of myself that was unable to accept such a thing.
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01-19-2017, 11:08 PM
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
Decided to join #BloomGang a few days late. I just deleted DMSI from my phone so I'd have little way to cop out. Let's see what happens now.

Current State:

Very angry, very aggressive. There's something big happening in my unconscious but I'm unable to determine what it is. I feel that the woman I've ***** up til now are so beneath me as to not even register on my current radar. I'm tired of calibrating to these women. If they want to **** me they should calibrate to me.

There's something like letting go as well - trusting the script. The unconscious impressions I'm having should probably be followed. Although I don't understand why I have these impressions, waiting until I have a conscious understanding of it would require far too much time.
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01-20-2017, 12:42 PM (This post was last modified: 01-20-2017 12:47 PM by Bookstacks DC737.)
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
I had a daydream about the very first time a girl approached me, or rather staged multiple, blatant opportunities for me to approach her. If that's what is being cleared then we shall see the design goal being met a lot more in the coming weeks.

The not calibrating continues to gain strength. I'm going backwards as far as certain behaviors ive been using. I'm naturally very slow, methodical, and patient but picked up traits like brashness because I thought they'd be more useful/attractive. Lately I've been taking my time with things.

There's some emotional stuff brewing in the unconscious as well but these thing seem to go in a pattern of spiking up very sharply and dominating for a while, then the change (thoughts,behavior,attitude) is turned back down to a level that was higher than it was before, but not as much as it's peak. Then it usually slips from my conscious attention until I find myself naturally acting in that manner later and by that time I've just accepted it.

The only thing of note right now is anger at my little sister and the ways in which we were treated differently growing up.

When I speak to her she complains about things like our dad not wanting to go shopping with her, so he just gives her his card and lets her run it up. As soon as she gets her license she'll have a brand new car waiting for her. I had a far worse time navigating life when I was her age, so it's a bit irritating to see her complain about a life neither my brother or I would never have experienced - just because we have a penis. /end rant.

I'm also curious why this is being brought up and how it relates to the goal of the subliminal. If anyone can offer some insight, it would be appreciated.

Off-topic: I've also come into some money and have managed to not spend any of it. I used to be a very impulsive buyer so this is new for me.
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01-20-2017, 02:38 PM (This post was last modified: 01-20-2017 02:38 PM by Travis.)
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(01-20-2017 12:42 PM)Bookstacks DC737 Wrote:  Off-topic: I've also come into some money and have managed to not spend any of it. I used to be a very impulsive buyer so this is new for me.

Were you running version A? It helps you control impulsive behaviors. I have almost no urge to play video games, masturbate, or smoke weed since I started. I've easily stuck to my budget also. When I was on version B, all of those behaviors came back unfortunately Sad.

It's one of the biggest differences I've noticed between the two.
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01-20-2017, 03:22 PM
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(01-20-2017 02:38 PM)Travis Wrote:  
(01-20-2017 12:42 PM)Bookstacks DC737 Wrote:  Off-topic: I've also come into some money and have managed to not spend any of it. I used to be a very impulsive buyer so this is new for me.

Were you running version A? It helps you control impulsive behaviors. I have almost no urge to play video games, masturbate, or smoke weed since I started. I've easily stuck to my budget also. When I was on version B, all of those behaviors came back unfortunately Sad.

It's one of the biggest differences I've noticed between the two.

Yeah I never noticed that effect exactly but you're absolutely right. That's a really interesting and helpful side effect.

I also just overcame the emotional storm that was brewing. I have a date scheduled for 8 tonight and I'm seeing D, the bisexual chick, next week so I'm back on track for DMSI's goal. What a weird, emotional side track though. I'm not sure if this has anything to do with the large amount of vitamin D3 I just took though, but wanted to note it.
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01-21-2017, 12:08 AM
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
Data:

Becoming depressed whenever I'm inside the house too long. Not like a faint sadness or something,but a heavy, heavy depression and need to socialize.

My attitude towards depression has changed. I no longer want to get rid of it. Maybe I can't get rid of it. It's a useful tool that my body and evolution created for me. My depression isn't the problem, my expectation that I shouldn't be depressed is the problem, constantly forcing me to doubt myself and the reality of what I'm feeling.

My depression isn't my bodies way of punishing me, its trying to tell me that it needs attention and care - that something's missing, a need isn't being taken care of. Being depressed doesn't make me a freak, it just means I'm human.

There are things to heal, yes but nothing to fix. Everything is working exactly as it should be. The directions need to be changed, different instructions given, but nothing is wrong. I'm okay. And my eyes feel heavy like before you cry so I don't know what's actually going on, but it seems that something really big is being cleared.
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01-21-2017, 01:47 PM
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Really nice journal Book !

I recognize myself in a lot of situation you're describing !

I also have the urge to run Grow Taller or PE (but that would be after GT),
my logic mind is telling me it's because I'll be sexier when I'll be taller / have a bigger penis but I'm almost certain it's resistance !

"There is a fine line between consideration and hesitation. The former is wisdom, the latter is fear."
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01-22-2017, 01:55 AM
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
Blooming is going great, I have so much mental clarity. I wasn't aware of just how much energy and attention DMSI was occupying.

I had some feeling of, I dunno, shame? come up earlier.

It was something about the fact that I'm getting laid and talking to women, but I'm really, really awful at dating. That if I was better at dating and was more charismatic I would be getting laid more and on my own terms. It was specifically targeted towards a woman I dated and groped, but haven't seen since.

I stayed with the feeling for a bit and eventually it went away. Where I am vs where I started are a universe apart and I'm still growing.

I've also started to attract haters. A cashier at a grocery store I frequent saw me and had an instant attitude, scanned my stuff quickly and then jabbed my item at me.

My room mate stayed up til 3 on Thursday to passive-aggressively clean the house lol, banging doors and shit. I retaliated by doing the same, but eventually I just stopped and let him have his little victory. Who the **** cares? He's the real life equivalent of an internet troll. I have better things to do than go down to his level.

My increase in status/the celebrity effect must have dramatically increased. It will take some time to get used to it because I'm very low key. It just feels like I'm in a new world and I don't really know how to navigate it. Like with the cashier should I have said something? Or with my room mate, what would have been the most appropriate response that wasn't being a 5 year old? I'll just have to trial and error my way through until I settle on things that I like.
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