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12-28-2016, 04:03 PM
Post: #41
RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
Wow that's ***** (that she was gonna break up with him, but the jacket). Dodgy. :Z

Apart from that, awesome stuff happening for you Wink
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12-29-2016, 01:51 PM
Post: #42
RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
Current Experiences:

Had my first real EMDR therapy session. Lots of interesting things there, but how is this relevant to DMSI?

We began with the first memory I can remember of getting hit and sequentially worked through any and all memories that came up, ending with one of me at church.

I was in the 3rd grade and this girl at my church was in the 6th grade. She blatantly told one of my friends that she wanted to **** me, because she heard black guys had big dicks.

We ended up going to Summer Camp and I 100% confirmed it. ...but I wimped out. I asked her and she smiled and leaned in and everything but part of my head couldn't believe it. + she was the pastors daughter and I couldn't conceive of any real way to get her alone and **** her, since we were surrounded by adults.

Just a lot of confusion, shame, fear of hellfire and what not.
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12-31-2016, 11:05 AM
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
Everything is proceeding just as I described from previous posts. Not really much to report. EMDR therapy + DMSI healing seems more than capable of handling the symptoms of my PTSD at the moment and I will be getting off one or two medications, and tapering off a third in January.

I have scheduled trips to Africa, Colombia, New York, San Francisco and San Diego in 2017. That is radically different from the boy who stayed at home for weeks at a time.
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12-31-2016, 04:10 PM
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
(12-29-2016 01:51 PM)Bookstacks DC737 Wrote:  Current Experiences:

Had my first real EMDR therapy session. Lots of interesting things there, but how is this relevant to DMSI?

We began with the first memory I can remember of getting hit and sequentially worked through any and all memories that came up, ending with one of me at church.

I was in the 3rd grade and this girl at my church was in the 6th grade. She blatantly told one of my friends that she wanted to **** me, because she heard black guys had big dicks.

We ended up going to Summer Camp and I 100% confirmed it. ...but I wimped out. I asked her and she smiled and leaned in and everything but part of my head couldn't believe it. + she was the pastors daughter and I couldn't conceive of any real way to get her alone and **** her, since we were surrounded by adults.

Just a lot of confusion, shame, fear of hellfire and what not.

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01-01-2017, 10:14 AM
Post: #45
RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
***** P. Thanks Shannon.

She was just waiting for me to make a move. Called her the wrong name. She got butt hurt. Sucks.

State changing got me out of my feelings real quick. Happy 2017 y'all. I will put my dick in many a vagina this year. Yay.
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01-01-2017, 03:03 PM
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
When you do EDMR, what is the process like? Do you have to choose something to work on or does it just come up as you do it?

Does it seem to conflict with the subs at all or does it seem totally complimentary?
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01-01-2017, 03:24 PM
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
(01-01-2017 03:03 PM)yeah! Wrote:  When you do EDMR, what is the process like? Do you have to choose something to work on or does it just come up as you do it?


We start with a specific memory, become aware of the specific feelings attached to it, rate them, and then from there we just work with whatever comes up.

Quote:Does it seem to conflict with the subs at all or does it seem totally complimentary?

It seems to interfere with subliminal usage.

I think recovery from trauma and gaining access to all the abilities of your brain, body and person can only be beneficial to your development though, and I'm confident that Shannon's technology is powerful enough to work alongside EMDR. If anything I feel that the Optimus Engine led me to EMDR.

Also, after going through the turbulence after a session, I usually reclaim some sort of ability and skill.

For example, I could never "vibe" with people because I felt so emotionally closed off. After working through that in therapy, I'm able to do it now and DMSI seems to have made it even more powerful for me, where I can stop thinking and just by intuition take proper action.

That's my experience.[/quote]
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01-01-2017, 05:35 PM
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
I have always wanted to try it but subs were always a priority. Maybe I will try it.
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01-01-2017, 06:00 PM
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
I can't say I recommend using subs with a therapy like that. For the same reason I don't recommend doing multiple forms of mind programming at once. Which is what you're doing, using this therapy with subs.

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01-01-2017, 06:14 PM (This post was last modified: 01-01-2017 06:19 PM by yeah!.)
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
I find any kind of mind programming I tried with subs brought immense resistance. This includes AOSI during AM.

How much of a break from subs and vice versa would you recommend Shannon. Timewise I mean.
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01-01-2017, 07:03 PM
Post: #51
RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
(01-01-2017 06:14 PM)yeah! Wrote:  I find any kind of mind programming I tried with subs brought immense resistance. This includes AOSI during AM.

How much of a break from subs and vice versa would you recommend Shannon. Timewise I mean.

I already detailed that in the thread on how NOT to use subs.

32 days. Use one or the other, and give it 32 days in between.

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01-01-2017, 08:50 PM
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
(01-01-2017 07:03 PM)Shannon Wrote:  
(01-01-2017 06:14 PM)yeah! Wrote:  I find any kind of mind programming I tried with subs brought immense resistance. This includes AOSI during AM.

How much of a break from subs and vice versa would you recommend Shannon. Timewise I mean.

I already detailed that in the thread on how NOT to use subs.

32 days. Use one or the other, and give it 32 days in between.

Hmm, maybe I can take a break from DMSI in that case. The programming will still continue to run and I'll get some effects.

New Year's Eve and Today

Went to a party with P and N who are room mates. Began to progressively get more and more drunk. Playing beer pong with P and having a great time losing. She was rubbing her boobs all over me and what not.

"Is she just drunk or...?" Was the response from my resistance.

Anyway, at the end of night I just told her straight up "let's go ****" and she was giddy and ecstatic. "I've been waiting for you to say that!"

So we ****, everything is going well and then I called her by her room mates nameHuh and then she just ***** left...Huh

It was quite a confusing experience. She left mid-stroke Big Grin The lack of completion is the only thing bugging me. But she lives down the stairs and there will be plenty more time for us to hook up again.

She seems quite casual about the whole thing and I'm glad.

On DMSI

Ever heard the saying "success attracts success?" It works for pussy too. Today I seem magnetic and the celebrity effect is in full. Discounts, stares, the whole gamut.

Whatever was blocking DMSI's effects seems to be going away.

There is one thing that is bugging the shit out of me and it has to do with completion. Things not being complete and just ending is bugging the hell out of me today. I even got into my feelings earlier in the morning and called an ex to talk (she didn't pick up, thank god).

One thing I learned from yesterday was that you just gotta express yourself. I feel like a chump for wanting completion or to further talk to her, but it is what it is. The more I try to present a self that's perfect, the worse my results get. I have feelings and they're not supposed to be suppressed like this. That's probably a big part of the depression I face.

Once I just allow that feeling to be there and possibly be expressed, there's a good chance I won't even speak to her about it. The feeling just needs to be acknowledged.

And typing that out the feeling disappeared. Would you look at that...
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01-01-2017, 09:00 PM
Post: #53
RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
At least next time you go with P you can "blame the alcohol."

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01-01-2017, 09:08 PM
Post: #54
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Bro, you called her the wrong name in the middle of f*ckin and you're REALLY confused why she left? Great story tho!

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01-01-2017, 09:10 PM
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(01-01-2017 08:50 PM)Bookstacks DC737 Wrote:  
(01-01-2017 07:03 PM)Shannon Wrote:  
(01-01-2017 06:14 PM)yeah! Wrote:  I find any kind of mind programming I tried with subs brought immense resistance. This includes AOSI during AM.

How much of a break from subs and vice versa would you recommend Shannon. Timewise I mean.

I already detailed that in the thread on how NOT to use subs.

32 days. Use one or the other, and give it 32 days in between.

Hmm, maybe I can take a break from DMSI in that case. The programming will still continue to run and I'll get some effects.

New Year's Eve and Today

Went to a party with P and N who are room mates. Began to progressively get more and more drunk. Playing beer pong with P and having a great time losing. She was rubbing her boobs all over me and what not.

"Is she just drunk or...?" Was the response from my resistance.

Anyway, at the end of night I just told her straight up "let's go ****" and she was giddy and ecstatic. "I've been waiting for you to say that!"

So we ****, everything is going well and then I called her by her room mates nameHuh and then she just ***** left...Huh

It was quite a confusing experience. She left mid-stroke Big Grin The lack of completion is the only thing bugging me. But she lives down the stairs and there will be plenty more time for us to hook up again.

She seems quite casual about the whole thing and I'm glad.

On DMSI

Ever heard the saying "success attracts success?" It works for pussy too. Today I seem magnetic and the celebrity effect is in full. Discounts, stares, the whole gamut.

Whatever was blocking DMSI's effects seems to be going away.

There is one thing that is bugging the shit out of me and it has to do with completion. Things not being complete and just ending is bugging the hell out of me today. I even got into my feelings earlier in the morning and called an ex to talk (she didn't pick up, thank god).

One thing I learned from yesterday was that you just gotta express yourself. I feel like a chump for wanting completion or to further talk to her, but it is what it is. The more I try to present a self that's perfect, the worse my results get. I have feelings and they're not supposed to be suppressed like this. That's probably a big part of the depression I face.

Once I just allow that feeling to be there and possibly be expressed, there's a good chance I won't even speak to her about it. The feeling just needs to be acknowledged.

And typing that out the feeling disappeared. Would you look at that...

* Achieves design goal.
* Fucks it up MID STROKE and she just leaves.
* Decides he's going to stop using DMSI for reasons.
* Thinks ***** up enough to make her leave MID STROKE is going to be easy to recover from, because "she lives close by".

Riiiiight.


I smell self sabotage.

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01-01-2017, 09:13 PM (This post was last modified: 01-01-2017 09:22 PM by Bookstacks DC737.)
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RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
Thanks for calling me on my ***** Shannon and chaosvrgn. Love you guys Big Grin

Edit: I didn't think it was that much of a problem, calling her the wrong name. I was drunk off my rocker at the time.
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01-01-2017, 10:01 PM
Post: #57
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Damn.. I did laugh at that scenario but I feel the pain too. I never tend to say girls names during sex so i'm glad I haven't made that mistake.
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01-01-2017, 11:12 PM
Post: #58
RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
I wouldn't sweat it too much, especially if it's a casual hookup.

I once called an old girlfriend of mine by the name of another of my ex's. And the sad part, I wasn't even drunk when it happened...

Needless to say that relationship didn't last very long after that.

Moral of the story, it could always be worse.
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01-01-2017, 11:19 PM
Post: #59
RE: DMSI 3.01A - Back To The Grind
Easiest way to extract from calling a woman by another woman's name:

Rule #7: There is absolutely no reason to ever speak a woman's name, any woman's name, during sex.

Second easiest:

Hahahaha, I love ***** with you like that.

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01-02-2017, 09:15 AM
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The first time I said "I love you," to my wife was during sex, 2 months after we started dating. Afterward it came out, I was like, "Oh, dang, I didn't mean it like that! I just meant you feel really good!"

Sometimes shit pops out of your mouth you don't mean to. I like Shannon's advice.
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