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01-13-2017, 01:29 AM (This post was last modified: 01-13-2017 01:34 AM by Shannon.)
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(01-12-2017 09:27 PM)Barba Wrote:  
(01-12-2017 07:54 PM)RisingSon Wrote:  This reads like the stuff of nightmares. I would turn into a dangerous man in this scenario. D-d-d-dangerous!..

Good luck. If DMSI can turn this around...

It can turn around everything. It is confronting.

A thought that came to me afterwards is that you’re not in driver’s seat at all when on DMSI.

Incorrect. You are in the driver's seat as much as you choose to be.

There's nothing in the script that takes that away from you. You just had no experience with this particular situation. Wink

But congrats on the 3-way. Gonna do it again?

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01-13-2017, 04:35 AM
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(01-12-2017 09:56 PM)Barba Wrote:  Man I'm not sure we're on the same page... Big Grin looking back at my post I see it's kind of vague but what actually happened is, we all ended up in bed straight after that. I was in threesome last night.

Dayuum DMSI!! You didn't see that coming, did ya? Big Grin

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01-13-2017, 06:41 AM
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01-13-2017, 06:51 AM
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(01-13-2017 04:35 AM)Lucius Wrote:  
(01-12-2017 09:56 PM)Barba Wrote:  Man I'm not sure we're on the same page... Big Grin looking back at my post I see it's kind of vague but what actually happened is, we all ended up in bed straight after that. I was in threesome last night.

Dayuum DMSI!! You didn't see that coming, did ya? Big Grin

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(01-13-2017 06:41 AM)blackwing Z Wrote:  I LOVE IT

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01-13-2017, 06:55 AM
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(01-13-2017 01:29 AM)Shannon Wrote:  
(01-12-2017 09:27 PM)Barba Wrote:  
(01-12-2017 07:54 PM)RisingSon Wrote:  This reads like the stuff of nightmares. I would turn into a dangerous man in this scenario. D-d-d-dangerous!..

Good luck. If DMSI can turn this around...

It can turn around everything. It is confronting.

A thought that came to me afterwards is that you’re not in driver’s seat at all when on DMSI.

Incorrect. You are in the driver's seat as much as you choose to be.

There's nothing in the script that takes that away from you. You just had no experience with this particular situation. Wink

OK I stand corrected. I was making jokes about threesome on Tuesday as both girls were in the house at the time, and it happened on Thursday. There was no way of predicting that. I’m not even beginning to imagine how it all got conceived between the girls, but to think that DMSI got this ball rolling… is mind blowing.

Yeah you can say that twice about no experience! I’m not new to sex but this is on whole other level. Two beautiful naked women (one whom I’m married to) and me, with all my experience still no clue what to do and not to do. There was a lot of laughing before we worked it all out.

(01-13-2017 01:29 AM)Shannon Wrote:  But congrats on the 3-way. Gonna do it again?

Thanks for making it possible!

In this line-up? Girlfriend is going back overseas in a few days and is staying with friends now… but after yesterday, all is possible! In the future… well, I’ll keep running DMSI Wink
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01-13-2017, 07:15 AM
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Haha you're everywhere!

Hope DMSI will help me with this one, been farming it for a while! Angel

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01-13-2017, 07:37 PM
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Morning after girlfriend needed to be dropped off to friend’s. I offered as it was on my way to work but wifey insisted she’d do it. Girlfriend was in shower and I saw wifey making the bed, she said did you enjoy that, I said yeah did you? She looked down and raised her head smiling, and said yes. That’s all I need to know. My heart’s in a happy place, but I can’t rub smug look off my face Rolleyes
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01-15-2017, 05:51 AM
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I don't remember any dreams this weekend, but I had a dream weekend. The one and only annoyance is... the eye redness, itching, sensitivity, is back. Damn the timing of this. I know MIR would trump this in a day or two (only started noticing infection this arvo), now that I know how to use it properly. But do I really want to lose DMSI momentum now? With all the goodness happening, and getting better, to shut down DMSI for 1-2 + 3 days, to let MIR do it's thing and blast this sh*t,... or get help from conventional medicine and keep DMSI running? I'm having warm chamomile tea soaked tissue on the eye now, it works good in taking the edge off. Will see how I go in the morning, but tonight is DMSI time.

Friend at whose place wifey's girlfriend is, has called for a party at his place yesterday. We went and were reunited in original you-know-what lineup. It was funny but I tried not to act too smug as I mingled around. Also I was aware at all time where each of them were, possibly what made my eyes strain, and I felt a little absent in conversations... We only briefly spoke to each other, just the three of us, and it was understatedly joyous and sexually charged although we kept really cool and intentionally talked trivial rubbish. Host passed and took a picture of us.... so, yeah, business as usual. Angel

One thing that was funny is, I said I'll text girlfriend and send her one picture from the other day, but I don't have her number, and wifey said she'll do it instead. It looked like she didn't want two of us to get in touch directly, but through her. OK I can understand it, partially at least.

I was aware that DMSI is working it's magic (although tbh it doesn't feel it's fully charged yet, and I'm only seeing a fraction of it's power... like, I'm unsure of aura still, maybe it's there but I can't feel it), because I noticed ioi's from other girls there, and there were a few tidy ones... and best thing is, wifey noticed it, too. So at one stage, girls were all around the table, and the host was the only guy. I sat next to wifey and put my hand around her shoulder... and later I had my palm resting on her thigh, intentionally a bit too high up the leg but not so high to look trashy and tasteless. She had a super high summer dress on. Then she swapped legs around and trapped my palm between her thighs... we just looked at each other and smiled. Chilled like that for minutes. The look on other girls faces was priceless. We must have looked like the king and queen of the world. Felt like that.

There's a pool there so we all had a swim in the afternoon, then bbq, then drinks under patio. Around 1AM I called for a night swim, host joined me... wifey came in too, as did one couple, then wifey's girlfriend. When they all went out except for us, we made out in the dark corner of the pool, just the three of us. So I'm guessing at some time in future, maybe I can hope to have one more of those.
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01-16-2017, 03:44 AM
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DMSI does it’s thing; today I got a text from this woman I used to know when I worked up north. She’s a single mother, fun to be around and very promiscuous, and now she’s in town. She worked for client and we became good friends. She knew wifey and still flirted with me. Today she sends a what’s up, I was at lunch break and replied with a few short ones – couldn’t help but flirting in the last two (as I found when I re-read the texts), so she texted if we can catch up to get some wine and get drunk together. How’s that for blatant. But I won’t do that this time. If this is your manifestation, thank you DMSI nonetheless.

Eye infection is pretty bad but antibiotics have soothed it; apparently, you can get one in a pool. Look no further for cause, if that’s the case.

Regarding pool night. I notice wifey is quiet and distant since that night. She’s been on a buzz after our big night together, but after make out with girlfriend the other night she’s been withdrawn. Recapping never does us any good; I won’t ask her what she’s thinking about, she won’t ask me. All I can do is give her a kiss on the cheek when she’s sitting by herself outside, tell her I love her and that everything will be alright.
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01-16-2017, 05:15 AM
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(01-16-2017 03:44 AM)Barba Wrote:  DMSI does it’s thing; today I got a text from this woman I used to know when I worked up north. She’s a single mother, fun to be around and very promiscuous, and now she’s in town. She worked for client and we became good friends. She knew wifey and still flirted with me. Today she sends a what’s up, I was at lunch break and replied with a few short ones – couldn’t help but flirting in the last two (as I found when I re-read the texts), so she texted if we can catch up to get some wine and get drunk together. How’s that for blatant. But I won’t do that this time. If this is your manifestation, thank you DMSI nonetheless.

Eye infection is pretty bad but antibiotics have soothed it; apparently, you can get one in a pool. Look no further for cause, if that’s the case.

Regarding pool night. I notice wifey is quiet and distant since that night. She’s been on a buzz after our big night together, but after make out with girlfriend the other night she’s been withdrawn. Recapping never does us any good; I won’t ask her what she’s thinking about, she won’t ask me. All I can do is give her a kiss on the cheek when she’s sitting by herself outside, tell her I love her and that everything will be alright.

I don't know her very well, obviously, but with my last girlfriend withdrew whenever she felt insecure about the relationship, and that happened after every threesome. She would feel that maybe I was more attracted to the other girl instead of her, a good date where it was obvious I put in some effort and a passionate pounding would make her forget her insecurities.

Just a thought.
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01-16-2017, 05:38 AM
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Having multiple females at a time requires that each of them know her place in the order of things, and feel like she has that place stable and secure.

You may need to reassure your wife with extra focus occasionally, and make sure friend of wifey knows she is just the secondary.

Wifey appears to have determined that you are so high value sexually that she has to give you some freedom or you may cheat/leave. Be careful not to let her feel undervalued in all this.

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01-16-2017, 10:12 AM
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(01-16-2017 05:38 AM)Shannon Wrote:  Having multiple females at a time requires that each of them know her place in the order of things, and feel like she has that place stable and secure.

You may need to reassure your wife with extra focus occasionally, and make sure friend of wifey knows she is just the secondary.

Are you referring to threesome... or in general? Big Grin Girlfriend played her role so well, it made me think she's done it all before. But yeah, in big scheme of things, she is a passer-by.

(01-16-2017 05:38 AM)Shannon Wrote:  Wifey appears to have determined that you are so high value sexually that she has to give you some freedom or you may cheat/leave. Be careful not to let her feel undervalued in all this.

I know. This high value perception and spiking wifey’s sex drive were actually my goals for DMSI; it has been journaled. Other girls were secondary to that goal. In that sense, DMSI has hit the target perfectly. I will do my best to boost her self-esteem and bring us closer and not apart.
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01-16-2017, 11:35 AM
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Girlfriend or lover. It matters not. She must know her role and feel safe with it. Especially the lead female. In this case I would try to find a way to reward your wife for the three some. Make it something she wants to do again and again for as many reasons as possible.

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01-17-2017, 06:48 AM
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(01-16-2017 11:35 AM)Shannon Wrote:  Girlfriend or lover. It matters not. She must know her role and feel safe with it. Especially the lead female. In this case I would try to find a way to reward your wife for the three some. Make it something she wants to do again and again for as many reasons as possible.

I understand what you are saying. Reward good behaviour. I am doing that. And I hope for more threesomes in the future, and I want her to initiate. Wink

I’m annoyed that now I’m stressed with work and short for time, but am I complaining to her about that, and promising I’ll make it up to her later? No, I do the right thing by her as you mentioned and do whatever else is needed as it comes. She doesn’t need a man who’s struggling.

I have my own life which doesn’t involve her all of the time. I’ve changed from being passive and obsessed with her for my validation, to being my own man. I am who I am now and she can’t change much about that. There are things she doesn’t like about my attitude, but she respects me a lot more now.

And sex wise, well, the sex appeal is on whole other level now. Example – I’ve taken her out to the best restaurant in town on top storey in office building in CBD. As sign of appreciation. In the lift, I stood close to her, hands in pockets, and just looked at her in the eyes. In seconds her jaw dropped, lips grew bigger and eyes drooped. She looked around as to see if others in the lift are looking, and what she can do with her hands, lips or body to please me. I wasn’t even touching her!! And when we reached top, she ducked straight to the bathroom to “freshen up” lol!! I own it. Tongue

Don’t know if you saw in my AM journal but I’ve had someone else for a few weeks prior to Christmas; I’ve even spent a week with the other girl, out of town on a business trip. I’ve got nobody to apologize to, but I’m thinking that’s not what a high value man whom I hope to become, would do sneakily on the side. I’m still attracted to the other girl, strictly physically; and although she hated me when I called it off, she’s beginning to come around and gauge if we can do another round. And she knew I was married from day one. If I ever decide to have her again in my life, I’ll find a way to let wifey know; and exactly what her position is; wifey is my number one.
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01-20-2017, 07:27 AM
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Now I’m at day 29 of DMSI, that’s 12 of DMSI A and 17 of B.

Things I’ve done this week. Sex was good. One night we did it to soundtrack of Iggy Pop and The Stooges “Raw Power” which is the dirtiest, sexiest and most f*cked up rock and roll album ever made. Sums up my mood and attitude in a good way.

I’m getting wifey to initiate more and more, and I got a thing to get her started. The lift scene from the other day? Exactly that. I’m not suggesting it to her, saying or hinting at anything. I just look at her in a certain way. I’m not thinking of anything in particular except turning her on, but close approximation of thought process, or the gist of it would be “I know and I can see you’re interested; it’s written all over your face. I’ve seen it before. I eat girls like you for breakfast. Things I can do to you, your girlfriends only read about. But you’ll have to do the first move and earn my attention now”.

It’s too easy and too much fun.

I was in training at client’s office all week; once out of boredom I’ve texted Freckly and she said she was sick, but I didn’t quite get her message so I called, and she actually sounded pretty bad and delirious, and even scared. I worked out that she’s by herself, that her mom will come in afternoon (it was morning) and I offered to come over, in same breath she said no don’t, then yes do. I went during lunch break, it is 5 minutes down the road, bought her a fluffy toy; and when I came she looked terrible and said she’s exhausted from fever. I was then surprised she agreed for me to come in, but then we got talking; I was sitting next to her in bed. She said a few things about when she was a kid, how when someone was sick at her house, they’d put them in a room alone and not disturb them until they got better. Basically, left them to die. We laughed. She then asked me to share something. I said a few stories from childhood and she loved it. Then she finally sat upright and went to have a shower.

We talked more and had tea, she was looking better by the minute. I had to go but she dropped a bomb and out of the blue said “I want to f*ck you so bad right now”, and I was surprised, I thought I’d never hear anything like that from her. Strictly language wise. She even silences “sh*t” to a whisper usually. I said really, I think you’re hardly in shape now, and she said yeah, I know, but you look hot right now, it’s not fair. Later she texted and thanked me for coming, said she felt heaps better. I’m wondering whether it’s to do with DMSI addition 14. Added scripting to the AOSI to cause the affected to forgive and heal themselves in the ways that will result in sex with the user, or aura or whatever. Anyway, glad I went.

That's it. I’ll keep running DMSI.
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01-20-2017, 08:38 AM (This post was last modified: 01-20-2017 08:38 AM by K-Train.)
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"She dropped a bomb and out of the blue said “I want to f*ck you so bad right now"

Sounds like DMSI's getting closer and closer to realizing its goal!!! Props to you man!

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01-21-2017, 04:15 AM
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(01-20-2017 08:38 AM)K-Train Wrote:  "She dropped a bomb and out of the blue said “I want to f*ck you so bad right now"

Sounds like DMSI's getting closer and closer to realizing its goal!!! Props to you man!

Thanks mate!

These things wouldn't have happened a year ago, are becoming a commonplace now and I'm not even giving them a second thought. This alone is a testament of how powerful Shannon's subs are. Obviously I'm very happy with results but I'm always trying to push the limits as well. So it's for certain that the results aren't just luck or coincidence.

What is primary DMSI goal, becoming sexually irresistible and getting laid? I'm responding well from what I can see. I'm very keen on ultra success programming to catch on, and report on results there. I'll run version A again for some clearing, I didn't enjoy it very much but then again I don't have an issue with shame or sexual escalation, maybe clearing that it does is not closely main goal related in my case. I'm sure it will be beneficial at some aspect, I'll have to run it longer to see clearly. I was impatient to jump to main event which was DMSI B.

I've laid a very good foundation before DMSI with one run of AM6. I went sex crazy in last two stages which may mean that I've executed at least a small part of script very well. In that sense, DMSI feels like a late bloom of AM6. I want to execute it to the max and I think I'm on a good course, although DMSI mastery is probably a long way away still!
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01-21-2017, 11:42 PM
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Random coincidences keep on happening – I’m still waking up as soon as last loop of DMSI runs. Or, I think of someone during day, and then they call out of the blue, within a minute. I think of a song, turn on the radio and the song just starts playing. No big message is popping up, no clues or conclusion.

I know of a possible obstacle that healing and clearing in DMSI A may be tackling when I feel like sh*t while running it, that’s the victim mentality and refusal to take full responsibility for my life and actions. Same putrid issue that plagued me before, that I thought a run of AM6 has cut at the root. It is now lesser in magnitude but more easy to notice, as I’ve noticed it stick out like a sore thumb lately. I said I’ve asserted myself as a non-shit taking grown up man, and wifey has let go of her obsession to control everything, and instead trust me that I'll sort things out. Week after her girlfriend was with us, was the most turbulent for her emotionally, and coincidentally sh*t just unloaded onto me at work in a way that I had to try to catch up and couldn’t control almost anything for days. Only once or twice I’d bitch about it at her earshot, and she’d give me a “get your sh*t together” look. That made me recognize instantly that I’m being overwhelmed by an issue and dragging someone else into it, instead of owning up to it and tackling it - without “poor me” bitching. If I want to receive respect all the time, and the panties to drop every time I want it - and I do, I feel I got to be a man I claim to be in every aspect of my life, all of the time. I would check myself at the spot and connect with her instead, and recognize it’s her that needs support, not me. Not saying that she doesn’t try and support me when needed, but she stepped outside her comfort zone big time, and needed reassurance; while situation at my work has been turbulent for years, and it’s my choice to keep working there. Most of the time work is a challenge that keeps me going more aggressively; sometimes I grow complacent and lazy and hope problems will go away. That is not an attitude I want to carry forward and I’ll weed that sh*t out completely. That’s how I feel about it, for my own sake, not her or anybody else's.
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01-22-2017, 07:10 PM
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This is the nature of sexual consumerism, how it succeeds, “if I only manage to f*ck HER, only THEN I’ll be truly HAPPY. That's the only thing missing in my life!" It’s got to be IDGAF all the way, while you’re chasing and succeeding, and when you fail. IDGAF makes you attractive in the first place, and shields you emotionally if sex doesn’t happen/chick bails/is not interested. All personal realizations.

Admin girl is back at work next to me, bless her little cotton socks. She still likes to chat, and when someone else is around, she drops in random boyfriend references. Like her boyfriend likes that or doesn’t, that’s what he says too, etc. I realize it’s not aimed at me, she’s just framing the conversation for the onlookers. Once we were away from the rest of them, and there was a vague reference to sex and I said what does your boyfriend say about sex? Because I am pretty sure they’re both virgins. She just stared at me, then waved at me dismissingly and turned around. I usually don’t allow that kind of gesturing at me, but I just laughed at her; she was back to chatting minutes later. I like it when she gets heated up about conversation, she gets animated and even says a swear word or two, so funny to see, as it doesn’t fit her at all.

And brother in law jokingly called me a “spoiler of women”, because sister in law had headache morning after they had dinner at our place; I was making her Sailor Jerry and Coke cocktails just to see what happens, and how happy and red she gets. Apparently, I make women drink, and swear. Eeexcellent!

Unrelated rant, when someone is telling you to grow up, they might actually be telling you to stop enjoying life and being yourself. Tell them to f*ck off!
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