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SargeMaximus: V is for... Victory [DMSI 3.0.1-A]
01-21-2017, 10:01 AM
Post: #701
RE: SargeMaximus: V is for... Victory [DMSI 3.0.1-A]
I sure am burning up most nights. I'm not as bad now, but still am a bit hot. Must be the bloom.

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01-21-2017, 10:24 AM
Post: #702
RE: SargeMaximus: V is for... Victory [DMSI 3.0.1-A]
Ever since I started taking nofap seriously I would get randomly hot. Or whenever I was passionate or focused.
I see it as a good thing, the male gender has always been considered "hot" and why we are capable of such awesomeness.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vital_heat
This could also be akin to "gathering generative force" I was reading about in a Taoist book. When enough is gathered it is transmuted into "vitality" and "positive principle" then circulated in the body. The book even said it could grow new teeth (in 500 days)...
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01-21-2017, 10:34 AM
Post: #703
RE: SargeMaximus: V is for... Victory [DMSI 3.0.1-A]
(01-21-2017 10:24 AM)RisingSon Wrote:  Ever since I started taking nofap seriously I would get randomly hot. Or whenever I was passionate or focused.
I see it as a good thing, the male gender has always been considered "hot" and why we are capable of such awesomeness.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vital_heat
This could also be akin to "gathering generative force" I was reading about in a Taoist book. When enough is gathered it is transmuted into "vitality" and "positive principle" then circulated in the body. The book even said it could grow new teeth (in 500 days)...

Awesome man. The nofap thing happened on it's own. One day I just realized I hadn't fapped for 2 weeks lol.

I agree about the male being the "hot" one too. In more ways than one.

Philisophically I even assume this is an energy thing where the woman has to get "filled" with the males heat.

In more ways than one of course haha.

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Yesterday, 09:09 AM
Post: #704
RE: SargeMaximus: V is for... Victory [DMSI 3.0.1-A]
Crazy dream last night. Very long and vivid.

I was infiltrating some gang in post-apocalyptic land. At some point, they were onto me so I tried to escape. I went behind some buildings and went to the right. There was a boat full of female mercenaries in full flak gear.

Then I went to the left and there was a boat full of male mercenaries in full flack gear. Both were coming my way.

Then there were more males who weren't in gear but were part of the same team.

The one guy had a weird looking pistol and shot at me a bunch. I dodged and took him out and stole his gun. It was out of bullets but I knew it was my only leverage.

When more mercenaries came I used my gun to threaten the one guy, get close to him, and steal his gun, which was loaded. I then shot a bunch of guys and got away.

Then the dream changed. I was now at a house and sneaking around. There were lots of women in this house and I was shooting all of them with a tranquilizer dart, then moving to the next room.

The dream was about reproduction and DNA sequencing. At one point, a woman extracted blood from me, but also injected me with nothing. When she injected me, a bar filled up with a darker red color, just like how when she extracted blood a bar filled up with a lighter red color. That was weird.

Anyhow, I tranquilized her as well.

My aunt and female cousin were also in this dream and I was about to tranquilize them when another woman saw me, so I had to tranquilize her but she set off an alarm just before I did. I then tranq'd everyone in the room and then I woke up.

Lol. So... unless the dream is about roofie-ing girls, I find it strange.

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Yesterday, 04:00 PM
Post: #705
RE: SargeMaximus: V is for... Victory [DMSI 3.0.1-A]
Gonna go out and approach soon.

After yesterday I'm wondering if I should do TRE again. Can one do TRE when on DMSI? Has anyone done TRE while on DMSI?

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Yesterday, 07:38 PM (This post was last modified: Yesterday 07:41 PM by SargeMaximus.)
Post: #706
RE: SargeMaximus: V is for... Victory [DMSI 3.0.1-A]
No approaches today. Saw 5 girls I wanted to, but just couldn't. I'm torn between being congruent (and prolly not getting anywhere) and being "fake" and still not getting anywhere (because it's not congruent). F*ck. How did I ever end up making out with a hot milf a few weeks ago??

I gotta figure this shit out soon.

Part of me wants to just trust myself and do whatever, but that hasn't worked very well in the past.

I dunno, what seems to work is a combination of fakeness and congruence.

But only if you feel comfortable doing the fakeness. If you don't it comes off as creepy.

It's like I'm only comfortable doing what doesn't have a high chance of succeeding.

And you know what's weird, is that women aren't responding to my messages online anymore...

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Today, 10:10 AM (This post was last modified: Today 10:16 AM by SargeMaximus.)
Post: #707
RE: SargeMaximus: V is for... Victory [DMSI 3.0.1-A]
Feeling a bit better today. Had some weird dreams I can't quite remember. Something about an old guy who looked younger but had grey hair and who replicated 3 times. So triplets of himself. I dunno lol.

Been thinking about DMSI and what it needs or rather, what I need to be a DMSI executor. I'm on the fence as to if it's about mindset/frame control or techniques. A bit of both, prolly.

Also, despite sending the same exact, word-for-word messages to girls online, my response rate has plummeted. I haven't gotten a reply since last week, so DMSI definitely does something. I'm hopeful it can take me all the way. I have such things I want to do. Hmmmm.

One thing I'm pessimistic about regarding DMSI is whether or not it can achieve goals with girls you are interested in but have nothing in common with. This seems to be a common theme in relationships (especially sexual) where people have to be more or lesss "relatable". If that is a law of nature, then I'm afraid no amount of aura or mind set will be able to get a girl if she isn't relatable to you.

Obviously, this won't do, but I'm having my suspicions about it recently.

Anyhow, a bit of my "aloof/higher value" mentality is coming up in regards to girls. I imagine I'll be able to approach today. Feeling good about that.

But for now, I have work to do.

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