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05-30-2016, 08:17 AM
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RE: Nox - EPRHA >EHPRA2.0(Current)
(05-29-2016 08:47 PM)Shannon Wrote:  Healing isn't as much fun or pleasure in the short term as chasing after one's lower instincts. It's generally going to be the older and more experienced people who pick E2 over AOSI. But that should come as no surprise.

No surprise at all. Smile
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05-30-2016, 05:06 PM
Post: #62
RE: Nox - EPRHA >EHPRA2.0(Current)
Quote:Sex. the solution to, and cause of, all of life's problems. Haha

Hahaha pretty good way to sum it up. Some of my favourite memories are around girls and sex.. and some of my worst memories and frustrations are around girls and sex. Undecided
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05-30-2016, 05:36 PM
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RE: Nox - EPRHA >EHPRA2.0(Current)
5/30/16

Something that has been building basically nonstop for the last day or so is a feeling of love. Just plain, normal and infinite love. I feel like I've found new parts of my heart opening up. Some of it is due to an increase in shen energies, but e2 is also a huge player here, that helped some of the shen be formed in the first place. I basically feel high on life today.
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06-04-2016, 06:31 AM
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RE: Nox - EPRHA >EHPRA2.0(Current)
6/4/16 week 13

Reading through 4kingdoms posts I saw something interesting in a AOSI thread. He has noticed how EHPRA 2.0 users have no desire to journal. I couldn't agree with this more lol. I come on here to try and keep a running journal mostly for others when I have big breakthroughs, but I don't really get anything out of it. I mostly come onto the forum now to check progress on new subs, MHS specifically.

It is cool seeing how AOSI is going for people, though. Might have to do the two loop deal while running AM in the future.
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06-11-2016, 08:48 AM
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RE: Nox - EPRHA >EHPRA2.0(Current)
6/11/16 week 14

EHPRA 2.0 is wrecking me. It seems like I've gotten past a lot of the surface stuff and I'm getting into frightening territory now.

Long story short, I've gotten extremely selfish with my time. I went to my girl's house on Thursday to fix her ac unit up as the heat is building up. She's been sick, and I wasn't hearing what she was needing. Basically she needed empathy and I was all about getting "the list" done. Ac, food,etc.

We got into a decent fight, while she was sick so she was not impressed lol, and I headed home. I felt like it was over.

Friday went back to her place and we talked and I don't know where it came from but I broke down in tears like I haven't in years. I don't really cry anyways besides teary eyed here and there. Huge lump in my throat and lots of tears. Was kind of mind blowing. All I could say was "I don't want to feel anymore." Said that a lot. I'm still not sure where that came from but it seems to go with how my childhood went. Lots of hurts and pains, eventually numbed and moved on in life in a way that I could be functional.

I still feel raw and exposed. Like I just had a layer of skin torn off that I'm used to being there for protection, but it was calloused and scarred and unhealthy. Had to tear it away so that a new healthy layer could grow in its place, how it should have the first time but I needed the protection quickly so I didn't have time for true growth. Kids don't have the wisdom and foresight to see these things, they just do what they have to. Just like adults do, but without the understanding that time can be used to help heal. When time isn't a thing you do what has to be done in the moment. I'm crying again. What in the hell is in is there? E2 is wrecking me.
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06-12-2016, 01:47 AM
Post: #66
RE: Nox - EPRHA >EHPRA2.0(Current)
(06-11-2016 08:48 AM)Nox Wrote:  6/11/16 week 14

EHPRA 2.0 is wrecking me. It seems like I've gotten past a lot of the surface stuff and I'm getting into frightening territory now.

Long story short, I've gotten extremely selfish with my time. I went to my girl's house on Thursday to fix her ac unit up as the heat is building up. She's been sick, and I wasn't hearing what she was needing. Basically she needed empathy and I was all about getting "the list" done. Ac, food,etc.

We got into a decent fight, while she was sick so she was not impressed lol, and I headed home. I felt like it was over.

Friday went back to her place and we talked and I don't know where it came from but I broke down in tears like I haven't in years. I don't really cry anyways besides teary eyed here and there. Huge lump in my throat and lots of tears. Was kind of mind blowing. All I could say was "I don't want to feel anymore." Said that a lot. I'm still not sure where that came from but it seems to go with how my childhood went. Lots of hurts and pains, eventually numbed and moved on in life in a way that I could be functional.

I still feel raw and exposed. Like I just had a layer of skin torn off that I'm used to being there for protection, but it was calloused and scarred and unhealthy. Had to tear it away so that a new healthy layer could grow in its place, how it should have the first time but I needed the protection quickly so I didn't have time for true growth. Kids don't have the wisdom and foresight to see these things, they just do what they have to. Just like adults do, but without the understanding that time can be used to help heal. When time isn't a thing you do what has to be done in the moment. I'm crying again. What in the hell is in is there? E2 is wrecking me.

That's a great analogy, Nox. I would have thought E2 would have made the transition smoother but I guess its getting done what it needs to, and in a way thats best for you. Your levels have just been upgraded!

In a weird way I would like the same to happen for me. You've managed to release some serious stuff in a healthy, natural way and can now move on with more clarity and experience.

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06-12-2016, 06:32 AM
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RE: Nox - EPRHA >EHPRA2.0(Current)
(06-12-2016 01:47 AM)ArcticFox Wrote:  
(06-11-2016 08:48 AM)Nox Wrote:  6/11/16 week 14

EHPRA 2.0 is wrecking me. It seems like I've gotten past a lot of the surface stuff and I'm getting into frightening territory now.

Long story short, I've gotten extremely selfish with my time. I went to my girl's house on Thursday to fix her ac unit up as the heat is building up. She's been sick, and I wasn't hearing what she was needing. Basically she needed empathy and I was all about getting "the list" done. Ac, food,etc.

We got into a decent fight, while she was sick so she was not impressed lol, and I headed home. I felt like it was over.

Friday went back to her place and we talked and I don't know where it came from but I broke down in tears like I haven't in years. I don't really cry anyways besides teary eyed here and there. Huge lump in my throat and lots of tears. Was kind of mind blowing. All I could say was "I don't want to feel anymore." Said that a lot. I'm still not sure where that came from but it seems to go with how my childhood went. Lots of hurts and pains, eventually numbed and moved on in life in a way that I could be functional.

I still feel raw and exposed. Like I just had a layer of skin torn off that I'm used to being there for protection, but it was calloused and scarred and unhealthy. Had to tear it away so that a new healthy layer could grow in its place, how it should have the first time but I needed the protection quickly so I didn't have time for true growth. Kids don't have the wisdom and foresight to see these things, they just do what they have to. Just like adults do, but without the understanding that time can be used to help heal. When time isn't a thing you do what has to be done in the moment. I'm crying again. What in the hell is in is there? E2 is wrecking me.

That's a great analogy, Nox. I would have thought E2 would have made the transition smoother but I guess its getting done what it needs to, and in a way thats best for you. Your levels have just been upgraded!

In a weird way I would like the same to happen for me. You've managed to release some serious stuff in a healthy, natural way and can now move on with more clarity and experience.

Thanks man. I can say I also wish this last bit had been more smooth, but I would rather have it done like this than not at all. It's been two days since this happened and I'm barely starting to feel balanced out. I'm glad it's the weekend.

I still don't really know what happened or what was worked on exactly. I'm glad I didn't stop using EHPRA 2.0 after 3 months, though. I think I was encountering some resistance before a lot of the heavy lifting came in. Not terrible amounts, but looking back I've been tired and unmotivated a lot. I thought it was just the comfort in love ideas that Shannon mentioned, but after this it seems like it was most likely some resistance. I think, after going through this, that we might ignore some of the deeper gunk inside of us. We probably aren't even aware of it. We fix a few surface issues we know about and then keep ignoring the deeper issues.

I do feel a lot lighter now. Having different thoughts pop up, different ideas and goals are happening. I feel younger. Like the world has gotten back to being bigger than just my daily routine and much more magical like when we were kids. I'm feeling a few different things also, but I'm not sure what they are. Like background music I'm just starting to notice.
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06-12-2016, 07:59 AM
Post: #68
RE: Nox - EPRHA >EHPRA2.0(Current)
(06-11-2016 08:48 AM)Nox Wrote:  Friday went back to her place and we talked and I don't know where it came from but I broke down in tears like I haven't in years. I don't really cry anyways besides teary eyed here and there. Huge lump in my throat and lots of tears. Was kind of mind blowing. All I could say was "I don't want to feel anymore." Said that a lot. I'm still not sure where that came from but it seems to go with how my childhood went. Lots of hurts and pains, eventually numbed and moved on in life in a way that I could be functional.

I still feel raw and exposed. Like I just had a layer of skin torn off that I'm used to being there for protection, but it was calloused and scarred and unhealthy. Had to tear it away so that a new healthy layer could grow in its place, how it should have the first time but I needed the protection quickly so I didn't have time for true growth. Kids don't have the wisdom and foresight to see these things, they just do what they have to. Just like adults do, but without the understanding that time can be used to help heal. When time isn't a thing you do what has to be done in the moment. I'm crying again. What in the hell is in is there? E2 is wrecking me.

I am NOT looking forward to this on E2.
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06-18-2016, 08:47 AM
Post: #69
RE: Nox - EPRHA >EHPRA2.0(Current)
06/18/16 week 15

I am so detached from negativity now that i think I annoy people. When people start complaining they get mad because I don't want to engage in it with them. This comes into play mostly with my girlfriend, as she is dealing with some major current family drama as well as the past stuff. I don't bring her personal details into this, bcause it's hers and not mine, but this is pretty impressive so I'll break my rule... She'll just get mad at me a little if she finds out. Tongue

Her family is very against her due to some choices she's made. Nothing crazy, mostly just her refusing to continue with her families negative lifestyle. Her grandma is very sick and not receiving the help and care she needs, even though all of her family lives within driving distance. My girl is taking two months away from where she works to go help her grandma get back to health and back to enjoying her life. She got a temporary transfer from work so she'll be able to work full time at the location, but then the rest of her time will be providing care and support. She's going into the lion's den because she loves her gram, and will be basically fending off her entire family while there to do it. She has some pretty major issues with her father and brothers, but she's standing up to all of them out of love.

Be warned! There's a whole lotta love in this sub.
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06-26-2016, 08:30 AM
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RE: Nox - EPRHA >EHPRA2.0(Current)
6/26/16 week 16

4 months on this baby. Don't really feel like posting anything. Life is good, I'm awesome, peace is usually constant. Got a lot of big stuff coming up and I'm not stressed at all. Just think about the time I have and ease into them.

Two more months of this.
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07-02-2016, 08:02 AM
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7/2/16 week 17

Don't feel like writing anything. Life is good. I will say that I am constantly surprising people with what I say and do. Judgements and opinions can't touch me, so I do what I want and it cracks me up to watch people while I do so. Life is funny and I spend a good amount of time laughing with it.
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07-07-2016, 09:30 AM (This post was last modified: 05-24-2017 09:51 AM by Nox.)
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Week 17 07/07/16 final update

Well, I've decided that my time on the forums is over. There are a few inconsistencies that bother me here, but really all it comes down to its that I don't see a need to post here anymore. I was thinking about explaining a few energetic processes that would make subliminal more effective for a final post but I changed my mind. Just doesn't seem like a good idea. I'm rambling lol

I'm going to continue using Shannon's subliminal and will log on every niw and then for new sub info but that's that. Not really anything to say.
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07-07-2016, 12:29 PM
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RE: Nox - EPRHA >EHPRA2.0(Current)
Hey Nox,

I'm sad to see you go, but if that's what you've decided then I hope it's the best course of action for you. Yours was one of the few journals that I've always looked forward to reading, so you've got my thanks as well.
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07-14-2016, 12:29 AM
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I am glad to see you go as I see departing from this forum as having reached a certain amount of growth. Peace!
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12-06-2016, 12:49 PM
Post: #75
RE: Nox - EPRHA >EHPRA2.0(Current)
Just want to drop a quick thank you to everyone while I'm stopping by. I really appreciate all of the kind comments and messages you've all sent me. I hope all of you find everything that you're looking for. Smile

Also a quick update on my subs if youre curious.

Finished e2 after 6 months and then took a break and am now into stage 4 of AM6. The resistance was noticeable, but not horrible. If anyone is looking at a pathway to begin their subliminal journey I would definitely recommend this as what ive experienced during the initial stages of AM6 weren't as bad as some of the other user journals I have previously read through.

Ive noticed a lack of peace that E2 had set in, but i also feel morr motivation and drive. Since I'm a very content person in general I'd say that the peace and drive ia the most noticeable factor. Some minor things have also come out, which I'm grateful for. I can definitely use some work in the sexuality area which is why ive xome back to the forums for a bit to gather information.

DMSI and SM are the two subs most likely to work directly at the issues but I'm also needing to look into them some before making a decision. Especially with the energetic components and materialization additions. Not to get overly weird but I basically manifest whatever i want.

I might stick arouns for a bit depending on how quickly I find the answers I'm looking for. And i wont lie, I've been curious about how a number of the users here are doing. Hopes for some and concerns for others
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12-07-2016, 09:21 AM
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RE: Nox - EPRHA >EHPRA2.0>AM6(Current)
Shannon did an excellent job at answering my questions

http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-5838-p...#pid146471

The rest is up to me to figure out as I get to where I switch. I'm thinking I'll end up trying DMSI and hope things go well and then if problems happen stop, rest and then reevaluate. Not being driven towards sex is probably the biggest thing as Shannon mentioned SM does drive you towards it.

And with that I feel like ive found my answer for now.
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03-10-2017, 09:17 PM
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RE: Nox - EPRHA >EHPRA2.0>AM6(Current)
3/10/17 finish AM6 (basically)

Will be finishing this over the weekend and so ill write this now as I have a few minutes of kick back time.

Overall the greatest thing that has been enhanced is humility. Sounds weird possibly, but it fits perfectly into my understanding of reality.

I have nothing to prove, and even less now it feels like. I have no problem with owning up to a mistake or even outright apologizing for an incorrect perception. It isn't a big deal either way and since I'm already coming out a winner either way it's always nice to turn situations into win-wins instead of winner-loser scenarios.

I've also cut most people out of my life except a handful and am considering which ones to let in and for what reasons. I help a lot of people all of the time, but I'm talking more about who I choose to have in my life as friends instead of associates.

Procrastination could use some more work, but I also have so many projects going that it's always hard to keep up energy levels and so some of this might be a way for me to sneak some extra rest. Either way that'd be nice to fix permanently.

Lots of gratitude along with the humility. The only time I get in people's face anymore is when I feel others are being mistreated. I don't really care what anyone says to me. I'm too busy to be bothered.

Attraction is there and has definitely gone up over the past few months as some unconscious behaviors have adjusted. I've always been a fast talker when I've gotten excited but I now find myself making shorter statements and pruning my words. Less is more.

Fashion I don't care about lol

Past two days I've noticed a huge spike in female interest as I decided to run DMSI beginning end of next week as opposed to MHS with my girlfriend. Little time funkiness there as I've also felt my sexual thoughts spike up out of nowhere with the decision.

Reasons: I've ran into some past sexual issues i want to wipe out completely and I'm looking to take advantage of the energy sourcing Shannon has come up with. Seeing as how I can already direct and control sexual energies it should be interesting. I've already hammered some new ideas on what is sexy into my subconscious to help the sub push into reality. I've also created and boosted some interesting energy sources that are pretty potent to help fuel the sub. So yeah, I've switched around my subconscious and preprepped myself with the idea that in addition to whatever the subs goals are these specific things are also super sexy. Should be exciting.

Probably won't be on much until end of next week for a break when I'll start posting results. Not sure if my log can stay in the family friendly section while doing DMSI or if I should make a new log. I'll figure it out later.
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05-24-2017, 09:51 AM
Post: #78
RE: Nox - EPRHA >EHPRA2.0>AM6(Current)
Here is my DMSI log as its not suitable for the family subforum

http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-8616.html
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06-14-2017, 01:51 PM
Post: #79
RE: Nox - EPRHA >EHPRA2.0>AM6(Current)
6/14/17

Quick update:

My neck, shoulder, arm and down my back was injured. Couldn't move without pain. Spoke with some people and it wasn't looking good. Switched over to MHS and used some "alternative therapies" that I have to enhance subliminal usage and energetic healing on its own and I was right as rain in under a couple of weeks. The funny part is that now the people that I'd spoken with are thinking that the issue wasn't as severe as they thought... Either way I'm good.

I'm beginning MLS now for I don't know how long. My readings indicate that starting 5G and using it going into 5.5 is the way to go. As soon as I'd decided on the course of action my retention and interest in new topics spiked. P6 possibly?

Just a quick mention of what I'm doing. Current goals are at least 3 months of new MLS when it's completed. No idea after that. Life is quite random right now.
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