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03-22-2013, 10:45 AM (This post was last modified: 03-22-2013 11:15 AM by ncbeareatingman.)
Post: #41
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
Something stranger different and weird for "Me" it is, is going on.... I cant seem to git outta bed in the morning, and I dont even care if I miss work,its weird. I've missed one day on MY night job last saturday as a result and 3 days on MY day time Job...the guilt has finnaly built up enough to where its really getting to me. IT IS NOT Like Me to miss days from work,ya'll,I Just dont do it. IM a faithful,loyal employee.working Man,same thang in relationships, family,friends, as well as a beloved one,across the board thats how I operatre in life. PLus I cant afford 4 days loss of income,really. Im doubling up my efforts next week and beyound while staying open fer even greater opputunities to show up,be made availabe to me,alike
I dont know if its the 'hye IM gonna do what I want when I want as I want'- programming in BAMM
or the removal of fear, then the removal of fear,guilt and shame or what it all is...I Just know this only started happening once I started using BAMM. sheer force of WILL must Rule here,as I Have to git things done be productive and get paid. sense of accomplishment,as well I need & want,too.
I've gotta git my ass outta bed and get ready for work ,no matter... still working on making sense of all of this and doing my best to 'ask' within 'what is this' why anm I doing this or NOT doing what I've agreed to do,first with MY self and then Other's. Its unlike me. something is being 'un-done' I sense and being re-done,perhaps and its process,I dont know as of yet but I shure as hell am GONNA FIND OUT,here soon. Keith.
ps: THanx Spiral! appreciate it,Man. Keith.

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03-22-2013, 01:21 PM
Post: #42
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
If you have been motivated by guilt, shame and/or fear in the past, that must be replaced with motivation through other means. It demands self mastery, for sure. When you unshackle from the control of others, controlling yourself is a big responsibility, but you will rise to the challenge because you are strong and capable, and that is simply the nature of the ultra successful. And... "it's in there".

But there is a period of transition where you discover the difference between being controlled and controlling yourself, and that difference is discovered through the momentary drifting that you'll see when guilt, shame and fear just don't show up to drive the train anymore.

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03-22-2013, 01:44 PM (This post was last modified: 03-22-2013 01:48 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
Post: #43
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
F***Kin amazing! Yer sooooo right Shannon... I realiazed that today THAT I KEITH McCASLYN have to drive MY ship,more and more over time. MY Ship,MY responsiblity,MY accountabilty,MY Ownership.
YOU are sooooo right Shannon,dang Man YOU nailed it. NO One but me is gonna drive me forward if I really wanna succeed and I DO and I AM.... Thanx for the encrouagement Man I truly needed that confirmation,that which I realized while I was out returning an application and resume' to a place of employment. I May now have 3 jobs, I have the interview Next tuesday,all modular. ONe full time part time 32 hours 4 days a week, one 4 hour part time 4 days a week and one 2 nights in a row friday night,saturday nights only and two days off.

I've gotta drive my own train/ship/plane... thanx again Shannon for making that so CLEAR. that really Helps. BTW: IN case you didnt read my 3rd to last post...I had MY first jaw dropping experinece with BAMM, Last night,with a fellow spiritual traveler.....things are indeed changing,understatement...Day 8 of BAMM
in the month & Year of March,22,year of 2013. Daddy Bear Keith. woofs!(this is a typed in signature just in case my beloved one shows up here one day or night;-)

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03-22-2013, 02:30 PM (This post was last modified: 03-22-2013 02:49 PM by HMoody.)
Post: #44
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
Kieth..Funny..I've felt exactly the same thing as I'm running OGSF. There are days when I just don't want to get to work. Like today, I decided to work remotely from a hotel instead of going into the office even though technically I should have gone to the office as I was onsite. I didn't feel any guilt or fear about it as I realized that going into the office would not have changed the work I would be able to do. It made me realize that getting into the office by a certain time or feeling like I should be there everyday was motivated a lot by Fear and Guilt. Now I also have to find the way to control and direct myself to do what needs to be done. Funny how the absence of fear and guilt changes your set patterns and you find yourself adrift until you find a way to direct yourself. I do still need to get into the office by a certain time but if I happen to be late I don't feel fearful or guilty about it. It's a strange feeling sometimes. Interesting how quickly BAMM is affecting you. Great reading your journal so far! Please keep up informed.
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03-22-2013, 02:52 PM (This post was last modified: 03-22-2013 03:21 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
Post: #45
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
Cool. Thanx Man. I shall keep things updated and keep yawl informed. thanx for sharing and HMoody and yer feedback as well...Yes Indeed,I am amazed @ just how 'fast' BAMM is working. its like it digs right in and drills the tunnel so the flow can go where it needs to. keep up the good work with OFGS
Daddy Bear Keith.

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03-23-2013, 01:30 PM (This post was last modified: 03-23-2013 01:33 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
Post: #46
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
Day 9 ,March 23 of the year 2013; After a very loooooong Night of work,all night.... I wewnt to bed approx 7 hours ago.... about 1o minutes ago as I as I was in the waking-semi-consciously awake-twlight-state...I could 'sense' MY future waaaaaaaayyyyyy off in the distance,but I could sense it,clearly....like the smell of popcorn on the wind,waayyyy down the road but I got a wiff of it and clearly knew it was none other than popped-corn.... I could feel MY future 'faintly'.....very cool....


I got an image of being waaaayy out on the outskirts of the city, and from afar I could 'see ' the center of the city...I was on a sidewalk,unusally far out side the city and it was on a high hill,or plataue...yet the city itself was in like a bowl-slightly sunkin-valley land but it for shure was a city...the center of this city,was MY future,MY destiny,MY goals reached.... I was able to tune in ,in this semi-alterted state,of brain wave activity slown down- that this was 5 years off in the distance,yet that I would be half way there in two years...all the while I felt NO fatigue @ All about this mentally or emotionally- like I do right now in My waking states,after intense physical activity all night.


This all happened in a 'few" minutes....nothing was forced about this at all...IM too damn tired for all of that and In not interested in made up stuff anyway, besides... I Know its real and its real-lly happening,from the INSIDE OUT.
brothers and sisters this stuff is as real as it gets(BAMM) and Im watching it all happen with and to me, and that at such a rapid speed. Wow...that the time thing is almost immaterial compared to the expereince ' your IN' as its happening....hard to describe,but very real. Day 9 of usage... good lord whats gonna happen on Day 90 or level-stage- 9...whew.... If 6 was 9 Jimi Hendrix...watt-chowt-baby! Grinzzzz.

Daddy Bear Keith.

PS: I can feel,sense and see now outwarly as well, MY Inner power growing. ding! Very cool. deep breathe and the journey continues.

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03-23-2013, 02:46 PM
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
It's a little like becoming a superhero version of yourself! Big Grin

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03-23-2013, 03:27 PM (This post was last modified: 03-23-2013 05:38 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
Post: #48
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
Yes (BIG Smile) Shannon,indeed it is! I was 'told' psychically last night at work, that you have powers within you,that you will discover that will enable you to do things you never thot of yerself as doing or being able to do. This is amazing.
I wish that every person on this site could do this programme and expereince its magnificance. I know its not for everybody but man for those that can and want to,too,I shure hope ya do for yer sake.
its like bestowing the blessings and gifts upon yerself. thank you again Shannon.
Yer the Man,Mis-tah! Daddy Bear Keith.

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03-23-2013, 04:35 PM
Post: #49
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
I personally look forward to the Charisma, Carpe Diem, and Seek the Challenge programming. Personally the OFSG has been hitting me subtely.. no nightmares but incredibly odd dreams so far. There are days where I feel totally confused and lost but also days where I feel almost completely unshackled and free. I can say that I havn't felt too depressed. I did the other day but I sort of just.. got over it. Sucked it up and took it like a man.

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03-24-2013, 02:21 PM
Post: #50
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
IM already experiencing seeking the challenge some what I did as early on as 3 or 4 days into BAMM vertaintly or inadvertaintly, either by' default' - as in becos of the removal of fear,the removal of Fear guilt shame,forgiveness(set),ect.... or direct programming of BOTH.
Next subject
ALso MY confidence is waaaay Up.... yesterday I had a most negative expereince with a 'thug' looking solictior, knocking at my door - as if the place was on fire - I chastized the solictitors harshly ,that was after I was shure they were gone as I looked out my front door and into the hall way,both ways,got on thier ass about it for scaring the living shit outta me in my own home..SLAMMED the door, 3 hours later the asshole police show up,coming over to MY residence,using bullying and intimidation tactics,without a warrant(trespassing) in to my place...interigating me,being overbearing and pushy, I stood my ground and yes I was nervous as hell,and at one point I was shaking,but I kept at it an d stood my ground as best I could which was 3 /4th's the way thru this whole ordeal of some damn soliticors bull- sh*t non-sense...

clearly the police tactic was to come over here intimidate,bully and "Make me wrong" for standing up for my self in MY own Home. I made phone calls,directly to PD,spoke with a head supervisor,shift manager Sergent So & So....made complaints,twice,badge numbers,names of the officer A-hole # 1 and especially A-hole #2 "Custer" - I will be filing some formal complaints IN writting and contacting some 'higher up's " about this unwarranted,unnesssasry un professional protocol-behavior.
Yeah BAMM's working. IM really wondering even after the day before I'd really determined to stay in this town and find a new roommate,as of May 1st and go on with MY 2 soon to be 3 jobs,ect or work my ass off in the month of april and just get the hell out.... and take my business assocaite up on the ticket he's reserved for me via Train on May 1st from 2 months ago. I Might 5g/OE be 'pulling' me away from here.and guding me to 'relocate' elsewhere??? Doing MY best to see and know this and more. Dang ,full Moon weekend fer shure. Intense.

off work fer two days, now I relax and recover emotionally and physically,alike. Nonetheless BAMM is working,regardless. Daddy Bear Keith

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03-24-2013, 04:29 PM
Post: #51
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
Talked with MY roommate(deputy sheriff) about yesterdays fiasco. I feel sooo much better...dan dan-dahhhh! BAMM strike's again,in the positive. whew. whaddha relief. moving forward. Keith.

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03-24-2013, 09:34 PM
Post: #52
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
I felt this earlier today even the middle of what was major 'upset'...after the fiasco last evening/last night....that I AM on the verge of a major breakthrough. This program has been anything but subtle for me over all this far. OH there have been and are Im shure subtleties ,however its been clear from the on set things were up front and center for me using this program BAMM stage 1.
March 24 Year of 2013. Daddy Bear Keith. woofs.

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03-25-2013, 01:52 AM (This post was last modified: 03-25-2013 08:51 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
Post: #53
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
I feel like IM on the verge of a major break thru or experience soon.... I'ts like hearing echo's from a canyon....in the distance but they're calling Me or sending a message of some sort....in the next fer day to week,I sense I'll know or expereince whatever all this is....I sure am enjoying knowing this already. wow. BAMM's solution oriented programming is outta sight. I feel so fortunate to have this 12 stage set. Truly thankful and more. Love it. Daddy Bear Keith.

PS: BY the way a Long time Friend of mine is a fully intergrated Transendant Alpha Male... He has been like a Father to Me and I his Son,for 13 years now,though he lives in Indiana,we still connect by phone,once a week or so. I Lived in his house,had my own room for 2 years, just platonic connected-ness. I Love him dealry,like the spiritual and emotional father I Never had and he has taught me much about life and MY own Alpha-ness. Truly a great standard of Manliness and Alpha way of being,if you will. I feel so bless and fortunate to have him as a dear Friend and Daddy Bear in MY Life...Keith.

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03-25-2013, 08:54 PM (This post was last modified: 03-25-2013 08:55 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
I am NOT the same person I was 10 days ago.... after being on BAMM for 11 days now....seems small but the strides I've made and the growth are NOT in the least small. I am still amazed at how well things are going and growing. MY recovery time from negativity has been remarkable be it the cops,a freinds negativity,family stuff,ect or my own....wow. growth. BAMM sam,thank you Man. Keith.
March 25th year of 2013... 6 months from now I'll be on level 7...I can not yet imagine what its gonna be like...and more. Daddy Bear Keith.

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03-26-2013, 12:12 PM
Post: #55
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
WOOT! 10 days and you're seeing this much change!? Keep rockin' and rollin' buddy!

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03-26-2013, 07:00 PM (This post was last modified: 03-26-2013 07:02 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
Post: #56
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
I"ve been working on some stuff for 23 years now,clearing the ground and removing many many layers of karma and ingornace,even the veil of asleepness was removed some 23 years ago and more,and so therefore the ground was very fertile and still is for the Magic and Power of BAMM.

I Knew in the depths of myself I was ready for BAMM....all this clearing ,ect,THATS WHY its working so well and so fast,cos I was more than ready and willing. T'aint over yet and I know I'll have my challenges ahead of me with the usage of BAMM,even still.... the ground was ready for such to land and eventually for its take off.BAMM. goes ta show ya,doing yer homework before using this kind of program really can pay off....after all LOOK at what Sargent Maximus is doing with OFGS,its remarkable or all yawl Alpha Brothers,that have cleared the ground for the next step,be it BAMM,WM,Alpha 6.0 eventualy,ect. it pays to do your homework. IM so glad I did,im so glad I am.
peace be with...... Daddy Bear Keith.
Edit: Thanx Sean!

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03-27-2013, 11:37 AM (This post was last modified: 03-27-2013 11:37 AM by ncbeareatingman.)
Post: #57
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
March 27th year of 2013 --- Last night was the first time in 3 1/2 years of using these products,that I had a 'dark night of the soul' it was very very intense and came from a number of thing,circumstance's and goings-on in my life right now...including the BAMM expereince...I hit a very very Low point last night,I then called in a FULL seesional clearing form lighthealing.com this morning I was a new man with MY Mind back where it belongs with me n a sane,centered and balanced way.

It was rough last night on a full moon night and I hardly slept any,but during the night as I did attempt to sleep I was being cleared of all kinds of old worn out sofware,programming,worn out belief systems,script and the innner software got updated majorly. I feel and see ,soooo much better now.
thank goodness for all good resources to help in the healing,restorative and recovering process! Moving forward.

Shannon if you're reading this: ANY new developments on the Virus/Baterial/INfection 5g/OE program thats similar to Cold n Flu Killer? hope so I wanna kill this candisis dead and get it outta my body for good. thanx Keith.

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03-28-2013, 05:19 AM
Post: #58
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
That program has had only one test so far. Testing it is not easy. I'm thinking of putting it up as an experimental for a short while.

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03-28-2013, 06:06 AM
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
OK. please let me know when and if that does go 'experimental'. thank you. Keith.

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03-28-2013, 06:04 PM (This post was last modified: 03-28-2013 06:48 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
It'd be so nice to live out in Bum F**K Kentucky waayyy out in da woods as well as Have a nice well to do Condo,in the suburbs of the suburbs,NOTICE I didnt say city or smack dab in the middle of a major city. NOT! It would be equally nice to have a hired Chef to come and cook my meals especially supper.... I Look forward to the day when I can easily afford all 3,a House in da Stix and Condo in the burb' burbs and a personal chef who makes what I want for supper NOT what is PC....

I was told by one of my 3 life coahces at the time 10 years ago.... most millionaires cars are 9 years old(guess thats how they got to be millionaire's!!) and two He said to me" Oh I KNow you Keith,yer a good stewart with a dollar and a good stewart with a dollar,would be a good stewart with a Million'
and so it goes two place's owned By ME and a personal chef,I could git real used to that,and more so being on purpose with my spiritual,emotional reasons for being here on this planet,and related
2 weeks into BAMM Now March 28 in the Year 2013. Daddy Bear Keith.

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