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03-16-2013, 09:40 PM (This post was last modified: 03-16-2013 09:46 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
Moving On...I Love how the OE/5g takes you to what chew need and desire. I Love that. wonderful. This is MY Journal AND I"ll write what I want to write here,of MY expereinces,be it source energy or what ever labels or not,theres NO worry involved. MY energy is directed in the ways that are connected with MY Own Consciousness and Heart....therefore again this is MY journal,as long as Im not violating any of the rules,ect, I';ll write WTF I want to write in the positive. editorials have nothing to do with it. Keith. March 16th 2013.

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03-16-2013, 10:05 PM
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
I put in MY two weeks notice at the Night Gig. 3 more nights in total...2 next weekend and 1 the following Friday. IM done. Doing what needs to be done as it needs to be done,and when...slowly but steady,,,steady as HE goes...I feel relieved knowning this as well as greater and newer oppurtunities await...ahead. Midnight 12:05 am on the 17th of Year 2013.

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03-17-2013, 11:20 AM (This post was last modified: 03-17-2013 11:25 AM by ncbeareatingman.)
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
What IM amazed by is how solution oriented and effective BAMM in many area's of Life.

#2) had a dream last night in which I was str8-tening out MY Middle sister's attitude and telling her what and where I was at in my life,remarkably we hugged at the end of the dream...this sister is one in which I swore I would never ever speak to again much less, Hug,ect. ,@ least its happening in the dream states. very cool. I do NOT feel compelled to speak with her in the waking states...again,least its working on the Sub levels.

The forgiveness set in BAMM is working( forgiving self-forgiving others,recieveing and giving forgiveness) Good sign!
March 17th- of Year 2013

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03-17-2013, 12:40 PM
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
Yes, a lot of people have deep subconscious issues that need forgiveness to dissolve, so they can move forward toward their own success. I found it was so common that it would be preposterous if I didn't include it. I'm glad it's helping you. Smile

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03-17-2013, 03:07 PM
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
Ahh... that's why I feel I have grown in different ways that I havn't really experienced before. It would be hard to explain but for me I am also consciously every moment reminding myself "no judgment" It's my new mantra. My love for everything is ever evolving. I feel no point to hate. If someone steps out of line and disrespects me they'll hear it.. and my ego may get in the way but thankfully I havn't had to be that way. I'm surrounded by people who have no need to get overly upset with me and feel they need to disrespect me. Plus my love is growing and knows no bounds. Just a week ago.. one of my neighbors got pissed I parked in his parkign spot. so who says it's his and how did I knwo he was pissed? He pulled up right next to my truck to where I couldn't get in on the driver's side. I've seen him several times since.. first time he laughs me off with a chuckle after I wave and say hello. Yesterday I do the same and he decides to acknowledge me almost genuinely.. in a submitting way. I think he sees that he can learn a thing or two from me.

Shannon you da man. This is the mac daddy of self development programming.

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03-17-2013, 04:39 PM (This post was last modified: 03-17-2013 05:27 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
Cool and every body is different,has a different path to go ,to walk. yes its good to be forgiving and be forgiven. I Have learned that chew can forgive someone,but chew dont have to spend anytime with them anymore.
YOU can forgive another but chew dont have to spend signifigant time with them anymore. IM done with MY Middle sister,she's stuck,limited,ect,ect long story, but this past fall she pulled some shit that cut to the core and that was it...the last time something of this magnitude happend with Me & Gail,My sister,I didnt go to her house nor speak with her for 14 years...this last time was the 3rd strike out in this lifetime- and thats it. IM done . NO more,were done ! we have no more anything to deal with in this life anymore!
NO More dealing with the Witch,Bio-tch,Im done. forgiveness feels good though. to let da shit go and move on,though there much more to go in light of forgiveness and it may not sounds like it 'feels good' right now,but it does.... thanx for the support.
whoever is reading this do me a flavor...if yer going to make a comment dont make it one of what I need to do,ect,ect...I already know what I Need to do for me and am doing it. Have something positive and supportive to say or please leave me Be! NOT LoL-ing(I swear!!) I AM NOT joking!!

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03-17-2013, 04:54 PM
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
Thanx Shannon it is indeed helping Man. IM also seeing Alpha traits( I call'um) coming up with peoples stupid thot-less,& inconsiderate & direspectfully non-sense...as in irratiblity with the abouve,rendered.
THat means IM moving to a higher level in my life that will naturally be reflected in my outter world soon. IM already headed that way...whaddah A GROOVE. GROOVE is in da house!
IM soooo being elevated I swear to da Highest I am, so being elevated & all this in four flipping days man!! Yeah this shits da Mac Daddy fer shure. Daddy Bear Keith. Woofs!

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03-18-2013, 11:45 AM (This post was last modified: 03-18-2013 12:07 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
Day 5 of BAMM... I am so amazed at how easily it is to be do something I decide Im gonna do,even when tired. its seemless. Im just on purpose as I need to be and BAMM EO/5g just seemingly' brings "it" to Me',as well.
MY abilities to be more self reliant,is moving right along steadily, as well as to disconnect from other peoples negativity or my own internal negativety is going up fast. Thier 'stuff' is having less of an effect on me. remarkable!! Definitely lots more to go....but man IM diggin this! What an improved ride,this is.

THis program this thang, is worth so much more,than I can say,what it does for ya internally, outside of becoming a Multi-Million-Aire.its worth a a helluva lot more than that...the millioniare part is great,but its the whole Shah-Bang that gets me,thats impresses me its who you become along the way. That to me is so dan Inspiring and Is inspiring right now!
Bless YOU SHannon, this thing is something else. Keith

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03-18-2013, 12:43 PM
Post: #29
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
This thing is like living a DREAM- Keith

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03-19-2013, 12:19 PM (This post was last modified: 03-19-2013 12:22 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
Day 6th the 19 of March year 2013 2 in the afternoon:
THis stuff is no joke and Andrew was NOT Kidding when he said it was NOT for the faint of Heart.
I Knew that then and I Knew tha ton MY own waaay before I evrer started this Program. I've got some deep deep stuff up thats being de-toxed out of me,purging...but it has to come to da surface to be cleared and lord knows it is...man,everything from I hate this world to I hate my roommate's BS
ect. this program ,Its comprehensive,understatement.

IN addtion a Total Brain work out....I wake up so tired and bushed from it,and yet Im NOT in a bad mood,from it,just tired. I Know all of this is a work out just like at the gym( of which I dont go to,least not yet) and eventually tough its painful now and IM sore emotionally from its usuage,I know Ill hit a point where I'll take a leap a jump in MY level of awareness and related. meantime the purging continues....sludge....de-toxing. Im gonna go some more lighthealing,Light realization process(lightealing.com) and more,prayer,deep breathing,going for a VERY BRISK WALK of course its brisk I Live in friggin North Dakota. :-) least I Haven't lost my sense of humour. Pro-active,whether I Like it or not
The work out goes on..... Keith.
PS: Last night I felt such incredible loneliness,it was almost unbearable,I rode thru it,let it run its course,I did NOT run away from it nor try to....today I feel better,I did some clearing last night and it helped tremdously. going for a shower,walk and groceries a vigorous work out on foot, heck I call it a Hike in the Town( 35 thousand folk ,its still a town ,thus far) and back hauling groceries in my back pack and in my carrier....I can get rejuvinate,have a work out sweat,rapped up & Layered,and lose a little weight in the process...now thats what I call creating a win win.
Woofs ,Daddy Bear Keith.

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03-19-2013, 05:09 PM (This post was last modified: 03-19-2013 05:37 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
I got out and abou today and did MY carido-vascular work out,hking arcoss town and haul groceries on MY Back Pack... is colder than a well digger's ass in the Klondike up here today,but sun was out... BAMM is so showing thru in everything from standing up for myself more to feeling such deep love within,for life and appreication of others. A mixed Bag but defnitely feeling more enpowered and more....( hard to describe and put it all down in words,especially to do it all justice).
peace N Love,Daddy Bear Keith,woofs!

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03-20-2013, 07:25 PM
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
The journey gets deeper. Keith.

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03-21-2013, 01:07 PM (This post was last modified: 03-21-2013 02:16 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
day 7 March 21st in the year 2013.... Synchronicities starting to happen very cool. Using BAMM.
quietly waiting for the jaw dropping stuff to start happening here and there and or a lot more often,but NO complaints here,Im just digging the process and whats linking up.Love it. again day 7 on BAMM. Daddy Bear Keith, woofs!

PS: Im hoping that thru BAMM since I'll to be on it for soooo long that I'll infact meet a beloved one along the way,thatll be in my life,here to stay for a lifetime! I shure want that,I swear. its the companionship and the touch,I miss more than anything,being single. The sharing,the loving,good energy and connection & deep conversations.

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03-21-2013, 01:37 PM (This post was last modified: 03-21-2013 01:37 PM by Andrew.)
Post: #34
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
(03-21-2013 01:07 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote:  PS: Im hoping that thru BAMM since I'll to be on it for soooo long that I'll infact meet a beloved one along the way,thatll be in my life,here to stay for a lifetime! I shure want that,I swear. its the companionship and the touch,I MIss more than anything,being single. The sharing,the loving,good energy and connection & deep conversations.

I got that very early in BAMM too. I have some intuitions that in Tasmania and/or my subsequent travels will result in me finding a lady.

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03-21-2013, 02:50 PM
Post: #35
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
Day 7,march 21st-year 2013... later on, same day....
Sometimes when Im listening to BAMM I feel like IM floating,Like Im in a dream and yet IM right here focus and now easy to say hard to describe. I Love that feeling its sooo super feeling,so smooth and empowering....like I could really fly,alomst like MY spirit is soaring while my body remains stationary. Love it. Daddy Bear Keith.

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03-21-2013, 02:53 PM (This post was last modified: 03-21-2013 04:23 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
(03-21-2013 01:37 PM)Andrew Wrote:  
(03-21-2013 01:07 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote:  PS: Im hoping that thru BAMM since I'll to be on it for soooo long that I'll infact meet a beloved one along the way,thatll be in my life,here to stay for a lifetime! I shure want that,I swear. its the companionship and the touch,I miss more than anything,being single. The sharing,the loving,good energy and connection & deep conversations.

I got that very early in BAMM too. I have some intuitions that in Tasmania and/or my subsequent travels will result in me finding a lady.

Very cool Andrew,IM soooo glad you said that,Man cos I am so feeling and sensing the same thing. amazing. I Never would';ve known, had you not said anything about it,of course...gives me hope and Inspires Me that I could meet a good Man,a Life time Mate,a good Daddy Bear Bearded Masculine Soul- One to another cos IM l that,too! Shure would be nice to share the journey,understatement. thanx for sharing.
I sense you, will indeed, find your beloved one-a foxy lady that makes you slightly tingle,makes ya slightly jittery and smile so much yer face aches with Joy,Man,when you see her and/or think about her,Andrew!
YOU definitely more than deserve it and I do too ,sincerely, Keith.

PS: there something magical about all this stuff mixed in with BAMM,and that on many levels. wow!

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03-21-2013, 03:28 PM
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
Day 7,march 21st-year 2013... later on, same day....
Sometimes when Im listening to BAMM I feel like IM floating,Like Im in a dream and yet IM right here focus and now easy to say hard to describe. I Love that feeling its sooo super feeling,so smooth and empowering....like I could really fly,alomst like MY spirit is soaring while my body remains stationary. Love it. Daddy Bear Keith.

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03-21-2013, 05:40 PM
Post: #38
RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
Keith I truly hope you find that companion. I am whole because of Mrs AYD. I dread to think of life without her.

I wish you, Andrew, and Shannon that same completeness.

AYD
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03-21-2013, 09:27 PM (This post was last modified: 03-22-2013 11:21 AM by ncbeareatingman.)
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
thank you soooo very much Man,thats sooooo beautiful for you to say and so compassionate!
I think I May hve just met him tonight..5 hours ago.... we for an hour online then 4 hours,nearer to the heart and in coversation ONLY, it felt almost effortless....if it unfolds as such,continues that is the way its looking right now, then either it will be one of the deepest friendship,I've had in a long long time or a deeper level of love n light will emerge...as the buddist would say" Dont push the river",IM not pushing the River @tall. IM flowing wth BAMM. I BS YOU not.
Me thinks I may have just met one of my soul mates,or least a soul kindred spirit companion,either way its notta losing propostion,as it were. I Just had MY first Jaw dropping expereince with BAMM. daaayum sam this stuff worx in da real and is sho'nuff for real. dang bubba ,YOU Bad!!(SHannon)

BLess you and yer beloved one AYD & Mrs.AYD. sincerely,Keith.

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03-22-2013, 04:22 AM
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RE: Journey of a Natural Alpha from here to Infinity and Beyound
Keith, sounds pretty awesome. Smile

Have fun.

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