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04-03-2013, 12:57 PM
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These are the type of posts I love reading.

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04-03-2013, 02:37 PM
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I love being able to write them. Car's washed. Smile I'm gonna take a break and figure out dinner and then if I have the mental energy, I'll see about upgrading some 3G stuff.

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04-06-2013, 03:43 PM (This post was last modified: 04-06-2013 03:53 PM by Shannon.)
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I keep getting up and cleaning. I bought a pressure washer so I could pressure wash my driveway. Did that yesterday and this morning until my hands were numb. Then I went to lunch, and came back and realized there was more to wash, so I pulled it out and started pressure washing again... ended up washing the front of my house and the fence around my front patio. I had no idea it was so dirty, and yet now with the pressure washer in hand, it all seems so obvious. My neighbor seems to really like the difference. I sure do.

Been cleaning like a madman, but at the same time, doing almost nothing with subliminals. It's like for some reason I need to catch up with everything I have been ignoring for the business, and now I'm taking a vacation from the subliminals to focus on cleaning. And odd that I am doing all this work to clean, exhausting myself every day doing it, and yet it seems like a vacation. I guess it seems that way because I don't have to think at all while I am cleaning.

I'm not entirely sure what will happen once I have everything cleaned, but I feel a very definite sense of urgency to be time efficient and accomplish a lot. And I have been... the focus seems to be my home. I cleaned the floors inside, and the outside now. It's kind of got me perplexed as to what this has to do with being a multi-millionaire, but I suppose it makes sense that one's home reflects on the person, and I guess it could be said that it makes me feel better to have a presentable home and be presentable myself. Where I used to really never think about it, it is now my main and undeniable focus. I must have a clean house.

Perhaps this is preparing me for and laying the groundwork for being more social. Whatever is going on, it's definitely something that feels important and urgent, and I am undeniably responding.

EDIT: After reviewing some of the Key Script of Stage 4 of BAMM, I can see where this is coming from, although what it has to do with becoming a multi-millionaire still eludes me. But by looking at this script, apparently this needs to happen for the success to happen, so it's being dealt with.

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04-06-2013, 03:49 PM
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When I borrowed a friend's pressure washer, suddenly everything that couldn't run away fast enough needed to be pressure washed. My dog wouldn't leave the house.

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04-07-2013, 01:07 PM
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This is years since the house was painted without being washed. Everything I washed with it, you could definitely tell the difference before and after. For a bit I was thinking maybe I should have rented one instead, but I have definitely got the cost out of it in just a few days of use. Once a year from now on should be good.

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04-09-2013, 09:04 AM
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Where do I find BAMM 2.o?
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04-09-2013, 12:31 PM
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You apply here:

http://www.become-a-multi-millionaire.com/
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04-09-2013, 07:52 PM
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There is a certain certainty... in that I am on the path to my goal... and I see it reflected as the glint of sunlight on something reflective when the sun is behind me yet during the day. I see the effects, I see the coming of it, I see it in how things are shifting. And it feels safe, now, to begin relaxing into that certainty in a way I was not relaxed about it before. Not relaxed as in, "I don't need to try anymore," but relaxed as in... yes... it is there and I am moving towards it, and I can relax and just know that I am on the right path.

The changes I have created in myself through this program so far have been wonderful, and I am enjoying them more and more as they unfold. Nudging new discoveries as my proverbial petals unfold and I become what I have always had within me as potential only. It is as if I am the lotus and the sun is rising. The subtlety of this program in some of it's effects is truly stunning and awe-some in both the contrast to the obviousness of some other changes, and in how smooth and blissful the more subtle changes are. I can feel myself connected to what I desire and it is as if, from where the anchor landed when I threw it into in my future, I am being pulled to rejoin and become.

Difficult to describe. Sublime in experience. It takes genuine awareness to see what all is happening. Truly a wonder if you can.

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04-09-2013, 10:12 PM
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I concur whole heartedly. INdeed.

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04-12-2013, 05:26 PM
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Stage 4 is challenging. I find myself in a state of... hmmm, confusion, in some sense. As if I am not sure what to do next, as if I am unsure where I am or what's going on. I sense changes happening, but I am not sure where or what is changing. I find myself being surprisingly unproductive after the first few days, as if that productivity tripped a switch and suddenly there is something trying to fight it. But this is bigger than me, and I am not capable of resisting successfully. BAMM is responding as I programmed it to do: when it encounters a boulder, it flows over, under, around, until that boulder has nothing to support it and it is washed away. It does everything else it can do, building it's strengths in such a way that the boulder must move eventually because everything else disagrees with it's presence. I am helpless to stop just because there is this boulder. The whole world is flowing past it regardless.

I find myself confused lately, literally. It's a fog sort of, which has my awareness diffused in such a way that I missed an appointment for the dentist yesterday. I feel like I am not just "in a fog", but I am the fog, and I cannot be stopped, yet I have not formed enough solidity to act yet. Something is "becoming"... in me? Of me? From me? For me? As me?

I don't understand yet. Maybe this lack of productivity isn't an attempt at resistance... maybe it's just confusion. Whatever is changing is hard to describe, as are the changes. It's as if I have become a proto-something that is too embryonic to have sufficient coherence to do more than continue "becoming" right now.

There have been some rather extreme mood swings in this stage a couple of times, both times concerning the same thing. It's an experience I have had before, long since past, but it happens now without the element that made it dangerous in the past. I think it is a tempering, part of what BAMM is demanding of me in order to achieve the goal. There is no room for anything else: all else will be stripped away and removed, and I will be purified and made strong toward the goal. It simply is. There is no question; but at points, it hurts. A lot. Then again, I expected that, I knew it was coming, I knew this was going to happen because that's how I made it. You want to prize? Do what it takes. Tempering metal makes it stronger. But tempering it requires repeatedly stressing it in ways that make it stronger, purer, but couldn't be called "easy". BAMM is designed to change the person using it into the person who will naturally result in a multi-millionaire, and do so regardless of everything else. It's a "take no prisoners" approach. Not for the faint of heart; you will get there, even if becoming what and who is necessary is painful sometimes. Just like boot camp.

I find myself also much more interested in reading lately. I have been purchasing books more frequently, and reading more. My XBox has been gathering dust, in spite of not making as much progress on subs as I wanted to so far. I am still finding ways and pushing myself to work, but it's as if there is something in a state of gaseous form that needs to be solid before I can use it to express my will and drive. That "becomingness" that isn't finished yet. I suppose it makes sense that some times, one must pause in order to continue moving forward.

I'm also spending a lot of money cleaning up loose ends lately. Things I have been avoiding because of fears or expectations or embarrassment, whatever. I'm doing it, dealing with it, getting it done, even when it's expensive, inconvenient and yes, sometimes also painful. Physically, emotionally... doing what needs to be done isn't always fun, but once it's done, it's done.

One of those things I am doing, and spending a lot of money on, is dental work. I find it surprising how calm I am while it's being done. While aspects of it are unpleasant, I just deal with them. The Novocaine needles? Yeah, it's kind of freaky to feel the needle traveling through my jaw flesh, but it's a lot better than the alternative. I can handle it. The ultrasonic scraper? Sure, it sucks, but it's necessary, and I only need to listen to that awful sound for a few more minutes. Suck it up. The sound and feel of the drill? Sure it sucks, but it's necessary. Deal with it. That painful price tag? Yes, this is necessary, even instead of the things I had planned to do this month. Priorities.

I would like to thank you all, by the way, for making it possible for me to do things like go to the dentist. It's important to be grateful for things like this.

So basically I am not entirely sure what all is being done in this stage, but it certainly seems to be getting the stuff that was holding me back dealt with and cleared away. Not always fun, easy or pleasant, but if you want to succeed, you do what it takes.

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04-14-2013, 07:10 PM
Post: #31
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Stage 4 is the stage with the longest script of all the stages. I wondered for a little while if perhaps I had not managed to push the complexity of it beyond what is possible for the mind to handle. Then I realized some things that made me know that could not account for the confusion. After thinking it through, I believe that Stage 4 is so massively changing me at so many levels and directions and in so many ways at once that I am simply "in process" too much to focus as I used to. And then there is the internal effort to resist... I think that's what it is. But I know that this too shall pass.

The design of the program was difficult in many ways. In many ways, I had to literally out-think and outsmart myself. I had to know how the script of each stage would be responded to, and how to defeat the reactions that might be given to work against it. I had to know how to defeat those responses, and the efforts to defend them, and the efforts to defeat the efforts to defeat them.

This is why this program is so difficult to build. It's not just a script, and a metascript, and it's not just 57,000 words long, and it's not just based on a decade of research. It's also managing to pack huge amounts of extremely complex scripting instructions into a very small time-space, and do it without self contradicting. And do it without being stopped by the reaction, or the reaction to it's response to the reaction.

BAMM 2.0 is serious. It is not a joke. It is not easy. It is not always fun. Sometimes, you will have confusion. Sometimes there will be pain, as it forces you to become stronger. But there is nothing here that you would not experience anyway if you were the person for whom this program represented what they already were, had made themselves, had become. The process differs only in that now more people can become that final product who achieves multi-millionaire, and they can do it a little faster. But the steps you must climb remain. Some steps are fun and easy; others are challenging and difficult. Sometimes you feel high as a kite on life and success. Sometimes it's all you can do to hang on blindly, because you know that the only thing you can not do is give up.

This is why I set the price where I did. This is why we have an application process. This is why not everyone gets cleared to use this program. It's because I want to know that the people who are using it, are going to hang on even if they have to hang on blindly. They will keep using it. They will make it through the tempering process, and the growth, and they will continue using it through the highs and the lows until they succeed.

BAMM 2.0 is no different from the journey any other self made multi-millionaire must make to achieve their goal in that it comes with ups and downs.

Do you want it? Do you want it as much as you want to breathe? Easy to say when we're all high on enthusiasm. Not so easy to say when you're holding on without even knowing why anymore because it seems hopeless in the moment.

But those who want it so badly that they will hold on, they will make it. They will succeed. They will manifest themselves as the multi-millionaires they always have been.

How much do you want it?

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04-14-2013, 07:22 PM
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I want it! Just not yet. I have too many other things I still need to do first. I am making progress on those things though! Have you checked my thread lately? It's like WOW, and I'm not even done with Voice yet! Someone on another site said it was "like two totally different people" Big Grin

I'll get to the point where I'll be applying for BAMM eventually... It's just going to be a few years for me. At least two anyhoo.
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04-15-2013, 06:26 AM (This post was last modified: 04-15-2013 06:30 AM by ncbeareatingman.)
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U Nailed it Shannon. Yesterday I listen to BAMM fer 6 to 8 hours,I had to sleep for 13 1/2 hours, its accumulative....over many weeks now and it does indeed use 100% brain capacity, still working out with it though in the mental emotional Gym. From The Very High Spiritual stuff to the very low's of F**K YOU letters to some assholes from the past,"I 'll catch chew in the spirit world Man,Like Billy Mahoney from Flatliner's the Movie ,and we're gonna deal with it Bitch! in the Real and YOU can't run,just like Keiffer Suthernland couldnt in Flatliners' had to deal with it and finally it got resolved!!
Hard heads Man, take some serious waking up to git their attention. Yeah so I want BAMM bad-der than I wanna hate, and just as deep as I wanna forgive eventually<---THATS gonna take some time!!)
Yes Ya gotta wanna Live,Ya gotta wanna Live and BAMM Must be wanted at that level or deeper.... IM in the middle of it and growing and going. thanx for the deep & real sharing,Shannon. This sucker(BAMM) KEEPS it real...like the saying goes 'just keepin it real,just keepin it real'. Daddy Bear Keith. woofs!
Edit: Stage 2 begins tommarow for Me. Whew,the journey continues.

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04-16-2013, 08:54 PM
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More and more I find myself confused, depressed and frustrated, and what I originally thought was BAMM in all this, I am now thinking is not. I am recognizing the influences from a time in the past when something that is happening now also happened, and they are definitely related. What BAMM is doing is trying to drag me forward to the goal, while I am being crushed to death by this other influence. It is definitely making things difficult, but there is no escape. I must go through it, and therefore I must do my best to make this work.

To this end, I am fighting the part of me that is fighting me on working on subliminals. Today I created a new title. It was like pulling teeth, and took me twice as long to do, but it is done. Now it goes to Tier 2 testing.

Part of me is tempted to build another 3G-> 4G upgrade, before bed, but I am genuinely too tired to think straight.

Tomorrow (later today) I will pick another target and drag myself to its completion, come Hell or high water.

Movement must happen. Whether or not my inner self wants to comply... movement forward must happen, because I absolutely cannot stay where I am now.

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04-17-2013, 07:38 AM
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Shannon, when you fight yourself, you may win, but you are also guaranteed to lose, because the part of you that you are fighting will lose even if the part of you focused on the goal will win.

My unsolicited advice is to accept the part of you that is struggling against success. Treat it like a young frightened child and reassure it that everything will be OK. Reframe this from a fight to a coming-of-age experience for another aspect of your Self.

There are a ton of details involved in something like this, and I would be surprised if you've not encountered advice like this in your previous research and study. If not, I will elaborate at your request.

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04-17-2013, 09:41 AM (This post was last modified: 04-17-2013 09:42 AM by Shannon.)
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How do you get a bull to move and do what you want? You can force it, you can make it want to do the same thing you want it to do, or you can find a willing bull.

There is no way to option 3, and there is no time for option 2. I don't have time to be patient with blind fear based stubbornness in the face of the sort of circumstances I now find myself facing. It must get done, and it will get done, and I will drag my stubborn inner child along for the ride as long as it takes.

I understand he's afraid. I understand how to handle that. But that takes time, an time I do not have. Now is not the time. What I need done must be done asap, and there is no other option. He will deal with it, just as I must deal with it.

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04-17-2013, 10:17 AM
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RE: Shannon's BAMM 2.0 Journal
If I may suggest an alternate reframe: it's not a fight, it's leadership. You're going there, he's coming along, regardless of any tantrums.

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04-17-2013, 10:53 AM
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It's never been a fight. It's been two aspects of my whole self who have different desires and levels of motivation, and the one who was most motivated won. The shift is that now my conscious awareness is more motivated than my subconscious awareness, and while my subconscious may have eternity to pull against it, what needs to be done doesn't require eternity. In the mean time, BAMM is working on the fears.

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04-17-2013, 11:20 AM
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(04-16-2013 08:54 PM)Shannon Wrote:  To this end, I am fighting the part of me that is fighting me on working on subliminals. Today I created a new title. It was like pulling teeth, and took me twice as long to do, but it is done. Now it goes to Tier 2 testing.

(04-17-2013 10:53 AM)Shannon Wrote:  It's never been a fight.

I based my re-frame advice on the quote above, emphasis mine.

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04-17-2013, 12:49 PM
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Correct, and what I am doing is taking your advice and showing you the resulting point of view.

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