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Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
12-07-2012, 01:41 PM
Post: #21
RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
Yes, Shannon. My physical pain and emotional pain are so connected to each other.
I hope it is not annoying to read. If so please let me know.
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12-07-2012, 01:51 PM
Post: #22
RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
Day 28->Oops, a stress day today ;-) The stress is running through my body and I feel a little bit overwhelmed. I haven't "lost" myself yet. A slight headache is coming and my body is a little bit stiff. I seems that I am more vulnerable today. I felt bombarded with overwhelming energy from 2 of my clients who called. I sense that I am easily stepping into their chaotic flow.

Day 29->Strange dream tonight. When I woke up from this dream the middle of the night I was very scared.... This was just the first part of the day but something has changed and I want to
sing "I feel good from James Brown". My period started today and I am so happy that it all came so easily. I can't describe in a few words how I have been feeling the past 20 years the only thing I know it was very scary and very painful as my hormonal system ruled my life.
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12-08-2012, 11:55 PM
Post: #23
RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
(12-07-2012 01:41 PM)Delight Wrote:  Yes, Shannon. My physical pain and emotional pain are so connected to each other.
I hope it is not annoying to read. If so please let me know.

I am just trying to better follow and understand. Smile

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12-11-2012, 01:32 AM (This post was last modified: 01-12-2013 06:41 AM by Delight.)
Post: #24
RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
Day 30->I am very happy and I feel great today. I feel so much grace. Normally I am sick and unwell during my period but now I can work and do what I normally do. Btw I also want to say that I no longer have nose bleeding since I use the sub. I used to have almost daily spontaneous nose bleeding in this time of the year.

Day 31->A strange dream tonight. I was holding a banner with the words "am I dead?". Feeling a bit unwell day pain in my ovaries BUT it is to overcome! Especially when I know how I felt in the past and how I feel today. Within a few days I can say how much my health improved. My monthly periods are my measure points. It is my first period since I use this sub. So far I am pretty content with the results. The only thing that is strange is that I have food cravings. Also my attitude with the sub is expecting nothing and go with the flow of the sub. Update about hubby. I have to say my hubby had a burnout in 2011. What he tells me is that the pain is not less and not more. He says he is sleeping better since 1 1/2 weeks.

Day 32->No pain today. Crying a lot today BUT I don't feel uncomfortable about my crying. It is ok. It doesn't make me feel unbalanced.
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12-13-2012, 12:20 PM
Post: #25
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Day 33->No pain today feeling ok. Some crying, grieving about my pet.
Started re-reading the book "What happy people know".

Day 34->No pain today. Feeling good and balanced today.

Day 35->No pain today. Great and relaxed day today.
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12-16-2012, 04:10 PM
Post: #26
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I am liking the trend you're experiencing. Smile

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12-17-2012, 05:29 AM
Post: #27
RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
Day 36->No pain today. I woke up tired and I am a bit emotional. My emotional pain releases through
grieving and that's ok.

Day 37->No pain today, emotional but that's ok. It is grieving.

Day 38->No pain today

Day 39->No pain today. Yesterday I did read something in a new book that confirmed my inner knowing about
physical pain and emotional pain. I am so glad with this sub not only for the physical pain but also for the emotional pain.

I have been thinking how long I have to listen to the sub because I don't choose for a quick fix I choose for a long term change.
When I did have these physical and emotional pain for at least 20 years, will listing to the CUPR sub for at least 90 days be enough for a permanent change. I also would love after these 90 (or more!) days to introduce another sub.
High on my list is Luck Magnifer or Ultra Success or Happiness and Joy. At least I think it is important after (at least!) 90 days to listen to the CUPR 5G on maintenance mode????
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12-23-2012, 12:31 AM
Post: #28
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The amount of time required for a permanent change depends on the person and their personality type and a host of other variables which I can't know. You'll have to see for yourself if 90 days works for permanent change, or if you need to refresh it.

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12-23-2012, 03:10 AM
Post: #29
RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
Day 40->No pain today.

Day 41->No pain today

Day 42->No pain today

Day 43->No pain today, peaceful and clear mind

Day 44->No pain today

Day 45->No pain today
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12-23-2012, 05:32 AM
Post: #30
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amazing progress you got there Delight. Smile

we must "be" before we can "do," and we can "do" only to the extent which

we "are," and what we "are" depends upon what we "think."
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12-23-2012, 02:13 PM
Post: #31
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Thanks Yuri :-)
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12-23-2012, 05:01 PM
Post: #32
RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
That's such good news! I'm happy to hear this worked for you.

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There is nothing noble in being superior to your fellow man; true nobility is being superior to your former self. -- Ernest Hemingway
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12-24-2012, 03:41 PM
Post: #33
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Thanks Sean!
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01-02-2013, 03:17 PM
Post: #34
RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
Day 46->No pain today

Day 47->No pain today (in the end of the day emotional unbalanced because of a situation that happened.)

Day 48->No pain today (during the day emotional unbalanced, a bit of hyperventilation, in the end of the day feeling better.)

Day 49->No pain today :-)

Day 50->No pain today.

Day 51->No physical pain, emotional unbalanced at the moment, hyperventilation in the end of the day deeply depressed.

Day 52->No physical pain, very emotional. I cried a lot today.

Day 53->No physical pain

Day 54->No physical pain, intense dreams these days.

Day 55->Physical pain today. I've been sleeping most of the day.
Give myself an B12 injection. I felt much better in the end of the day
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01-02-2013, 03:22 PM
Post: #35
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I love seeing results like this, well done Shannon.
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01-02-2013, 09:15 PM
Post: #36
RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
Lion, I only wrote the instructions. She's the one executing them. Smile

Delight, is your husband a "hard" type of guy, very set in his ways and resistant to change or doing things in any way but his own?

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01-03-2013, 03:29 PM (This post was last modified: 01-12-2013 06:44 AM by Delight.)
Post: #37
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(01-02-2013 09:15 PM)Shannon Wrote:  Delight, is your husband a "hard" type of guy, very set in his ways and resistant to change or doing things in any way but his own?

Oops :-) Yes :-) change is in most cases "fight"/discussion. He is the type of "hold" on to what you have.
Maybe sounds strange but the base of this behaviour is fear
AND he also has learned in his childhood to ignore pain.
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01-04-2013, 03:13 AM
Post: #38
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Day 56->unwell sick during the day a light headache and sick very emotional. I am very frustrated today that I am not in control of my emotions these days.
I feel a lot of shame anger and frustration.

Day 57->I am just a few days before my monthly period and again I experienced that I am energetic much more vulnerable and sensitive in the days before my monthly period and
each time it is an horrible experience it feels like getting sucked with some elses energy.
Past days I also did have some slight nosebleeding but not as heavy as I've had before.
I have to say that I am still going forward with this sub! Insight is also getting forward!!

Today I feel much better and after these rollercoaster days since day 47 I am back to my self.
No pain, mental clearer and emotional in balance. I say hurray to that! What I really would love is to introduce beside this sub is "attract positive energy" to protect myself because when I read my journal back the only thing for now is the few days before my monthly period that I am to vulnerable and sensitive for energies. btw I also would love to tell that I no longer have these intense grieving about my dearest pet that I lost in June 2012.

btw I am also very dedicated to the sub each night I listen to the ultra and during the day
to the masked version.
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01-07-2013, 05:19 AM (This post was last modified: 01-07-2013 05:21 AM by Delight.)
Post: #39
RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
Day 58->No pain today.

Day 59->No pain today. I've dreamed intense this night couldn't remember all parts.
I've dreamed that my hubby was for fun/for a joke driving (or something like that near a cliff)
me to the side of a cliff, in my dream I remembered the place where we where from dreams before (btw a beautiful beach area) and I was freaking and he was laughed about my "his joke" and scaring me. I also dreamed about my grandfather. My grandfather died last year 3 weeks after my pet died. This is the second time, since I use this sub, that I dream about my grandfather. This time I dreamed about the last days he was in hospital before he died.

I've done 2/3 of the sub. and I'll have to listen at least 31 days to the CUPR sub. Although I have a huge urge to the next sub I still have to be patient! I feels like I am ready to the next step (sub :-)) I think and feel that I have reached my goal around the CUPR and I have to work further on the stability of my emotions because when I read my journal I see that a few days before my monthly period I am vulnerable for toxic energies. Also I would create more success in my business with work that is more in sync and balance with me and my physicality. The work I do know in our business is mentally to heavy for me. That is nothing to be ashamed for, it is reality.
I tried before to change the work that I do into something else but I have never succeeded with it. More and more I get the feeling that I deserve also a successful and happy live.
I have had too much pain for too long. More and more I experience what I want in life. More and more I am aware that I deserve living my own choices instead of having the feeling of living the live or dream of someone else or carry the worries of someone else.

I have 3 subs on my list and 1 or 2 are following when the CUPR is done.
On my fav. list for now is;
*Overcome Guilt, Shame and Fear
*Ultra Success
*Attract Positive Energy

Day 60->Last night I dreamed about my the pet that I lost in June 2012. It was a weird dream. In my dream my hubby, I and our other pets where on a holiday and there was also my dear pet that died last year. In this dream it felt so natural that he was there and then I realized that he was there only because we where on holiday and that he only would be there when we where on a holiday because I know that he was actually "dead". This morning I also went to the dentist. I have had a huge fear for the dentist but I was calm and when I was there and it was
my time I felt a slight fear. The weird thing was that there was playing a song on the radio that has a special meaning for me related to my lost pet. The last time I was at the dentist the song was also playing so it was a very nice coincidence that the same song was playing again. It gave me a nice feeling that I was not alone in a situation where I was a bit fearful.
No pain today.
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01-07-2013, 07:26 PM
Post: #40
RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
It is actually rather blatantly obvious that stubbornness usually comes from fear. It's how the "physical core" personality deals with their fears: they slam on the brakes and refuse to budge. The lesson for them is that they are in control of their pain, and that they are suffering needlessly by refusing to accept change. But that it is based in fear is a pretty obvious truth.

I think he would do well with 3-6 months of exposure to OGSF, and you too, after CUPR.

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