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Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
06-19-2017, 08:16 PM
Post: #3241
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
I have completed the build of GPR12 for release. Build environment passes and is verified.

[shannon@localhost Arena]$ md5sum *
739c8a3e9d56e059277ce43c9393885e General_Pain_Relief_Prototype_12_5_5G_Subliminal_flac.zip
32102898dfb5c699ba2e09931f4ed1c2 General_Pain_Relief_Prototype_12_5_5G_Subliminal_mp3.zip
e71db44bb157bd4e452c46ca18368be6 General_Pain_Relief_Prototype_12_Hybrid_Subliminal_5_5G_(Ultrasonic_Ocean_Surf).​flac
10e1fe7c4e837ee251b73357435b5a33 General_Pain_Relief_Prototype_12_Hybrid_Subliminal_5_5G_(Ultrasonic_Ocean_Surf).​mp3
5fd48978b0ad5f0093748f44bff644fc General_Pain_Relief_Prototype_12_Hybrid_Subliminal_5_5G_(Ultrasonic_Trickling_St​ream).flac
475eed1e2ff1771a84486e4e6882c15e General_Pain_Relief_Prototype_12_Hybrid_Subliminal_5_5G_(Ultrasonic_Trickling_St​ream).mp3
980364bffebf4da864194c3b4f39dd09 General_Pain_Relief_Prototype_12_Masked_Subliminal_5_5G_(Ocean_Surf).flac
406141e26237bd71cab026f8714ea3b7 General_Pain_Relief_Prototype_12_Masked_Subliminal_5_5G_(Ocean_Surf).mp3
05282b8eb8146fbe67ed83af6d982537 General_Pain_Relief_Prototype_12_Masked_Subliminal_5_5G_(Trickling_Stream).flac
dcdb76c0a0288097bd7714090876164f General_Pain_Relief_Prototype_12_Masked_Subliminal_5_5G_(Trickling_Stream).mp3
5408216d5d9b4d32d2501b5c21be3059 General_Pain_Relief_Prototype_12_Ultrasonic_Subliminal_5_5G_(Silent).flac
d3a90699736e791a151ceb62231174dc General_Pain_Relief_Prototype_12_Ultrasonic_Subliminal_5_5G_(Silent).mp3
[shannon@localhost Arena]$

From here we will return to MLS 5.5G and focus on that. I'll be releasing GPR12 in a day or two. Now to upload.

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06-20-2017, 02:03 PM
Post: #3242
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Going to be releasing GPR12 tonight in a few hours or so.

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06-20-2017, 03:19 PM
Post: #3243
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
GPR12 is now live. You can get it here:

http://www.subliminal-shop.com/product/g...totype-12/

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06-20-2017, 09:49 PM
Post: #3244
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
During the peak of these cycles that happen to me every 7 years, there is a huge amount of stress and pressure on me. Aside from the theme of "failure, frustration, delay" there is also a theme of "Make a move - ANY move - and you're WRONG!"

So during these times, and their "fallout periods", I tend to try to do as little as possible and avoid social contact because this results in speaking without thinking and misunderstandings and miscommunications.

This time, I do not have the luxury of simply withdrawing until it's over. I'm trying to be as cautious as possible in what I say and do, but even that, under this influence, leads to negative consequences. There literally is no good solution or option a lot of times. I'm damned if I do, and damned if I don't.

I cannot "don't", and I cannot simply sit around for what amounts to 9 months and wait this out, however boring and annoying it may be to do so. So again, I am trying my best to function in this "weather", and it is, again, often a situation where even my best efforts to prevent issues -- only cause different or more issues.

I know a lot of you don't see this, don't believe this sort of thing can happen, etc. It is rare that it happens with this much focus and obviousness to a person, and you cannot see how it plays out on a day to day, and sometimes hour to hour basis, so I can understand why. Therefore, I ask the following.

Please bear with me. This is a time when challenge forces me to "level up", and to say the process is difficult would be laughably understated. I couldn't even hope to remember all the shit that goes wrong during these times, but apparently this is when I am forced to finish up with one type of lesson goal and make myself ready for another.

Please remember that during this time frame, I must work slower to avoid issues, when I can work at all. Remember that the theme of this time period is "failure, frustration delay". Remember that this is usually a "no win situation" for me.

I have learned that there is no way out of this. No thinking my way out, no planning my way out, no laying in bed and doing nothing my way out. It is at times frustrating, infuriating, humiliating and even painful emotionally and physically. It is something I must deal with, and it is as far as I can tell, a form of tempering to make me stronger and better. As they say, pressure makes diamonds. Apparently someone wants me to be a diamond some day.

If during this time I am brusque, or I am offensive, or I speak before I think, or I speak out of frustration or anger, please remember these things and don't take it personally. It is never my intention to offend - with the exception of rare cases like Dzemoo, who push me too far for too long by skating by just under "not breaking the rules" while acting as a toxic and corrosive influence. I try to avoid banning people when possible. The backlash, when we have someone like Dzemoo doing what he was doing, may include being blunt with my point of view, and offending the person be damned.

My interest is in having a community here where we all get along, trust as much as possible in one another and help one another grow and improve. I am interested in having a healthy business in which I am motivated, active and on point with what I am doing. During these periods, my energy is sapped, my motivation falters and I make mistakes from exhaustion. This is why I must slow down on my work significantly. (More delay and frustration.) We cannot afford mistakes.

So I am here and I am on the job, even though I would much prefer to sleep for the whole 9 months if I could. I am doing what I can. We are just past 4.5 months in, and there will most likely be another major period for me of failure, frustration and delay in October/November/December.

For those I may be abrupt with, short with, crass to, insulting to or rude to who would normally not receive that treatment from me when this influence was not in play (i.e. people who are not intentionally trying to drag down the forum and the business, skate just under the rules, piss me off for the long term and act as a corrosive and toxic influence), please accept my apologies in advance. It is not my intention to be less than a gracious host, even when I am frustrated or the pressure is on.

That said... now is definitely not the time to try to pull a Sicko or Dzemoo.

Thank you all for your patience and your understanding during this challenging time. I will remain dedicated to doing my best to actively producing consistently safe, effective and useful programs, giving you good reasons to come back again and again for more.

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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
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06-22-2017, 07:07 PM (This post was last modified: 06-22-2017 11:56 PM by Shannon.)
Post: #3245
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Had a dream while I was sleeping that had two parts. This dream is interesting. I won't go into details, but I will say that DMSI is working on "killing" (as it was put in the dream) those parts of me that are negative and unattractive and unpleasant and enhancing those parts of me that are positive and attractive. It seems to be working on transforming me internally at the moment.

More evidence that script reversal, selective execution/reversal and selective execution are issues that need to be dealt with in the next version of DMSI. But this is encouraging, because when the subconscious has to go to these lengths to resist you know you've got your finger on the pulse point.

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06-22-2017, 11:56 PM
Post: #3246
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Interesting times, working on MLS.

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