05-02-2014, 12:32 PM
I am now using epraha and I have to admit this thing kicks ass. I was going to continue with LTU, but I felt that my life didn't really need a "tune up" as much as there were concrete problems that had to be fixed. My first experience with subliminals was trying to make them do all the work, and not even trying, getting only really passive results.
I've taken more charge now than ever, and I'm beginning to value myself more too, but like usual change is slow.
I have only 3 weeks of school left but I can't muster up any of the motivation to finish my work, and I've become increasingly anti-social, like I really don't give a fuck about what anyone thinks of me while using this subliminal. This subliminal has really dug out a lot of emotional issues I simply hid under the rug so to speak, and I now actively have to confront them.
I've noticed since starting natural grounding that women give me really, really good signals, but I'm just not emotionally healthy to act upon them, and then I also feel lonely because I have no women in my life.
But everything is still on the upward slope and I know soon I'll be a lot better than I am now. A quote that's really helped me in the last couple of days is "no matter what happens to you, you are completely responsible for it." At first I thought the quote was stupid because for example if a girl rejects me how can I be responsible for her behavior? Although I can never force her to like me I can always control my own response and make it positive for myself. A girl rejects me? Great I had the courage to approach a girl today!
I've taken more charge now than ever, and I'm beginning to value myself more too, but like usual change is slow.
I have only 3 weeks of school left but I can't muster up any of the motivation to finish my work, and I've become increasingly anti-social, like I really don't give a fuck about what anyone thinks of me while using this subliminal. This subliminal has really dug out a lot of emotional issues I simply hid under the rug so to speak, and I now actively have to confront them.
I've noticed since starting natural grounding that women give me really, really good signals, but I'm just not emotionally healthy to act upon them, and then I also feel lonely because I have no women in my life.
But everything is still on the upward slope and I know soon I'll be a lot better than I am now. A quote that's really helped me in the last couple of days is "no matter what happens to you, you are completely responsible for it." At first I thought the quote was stupid because for example if a girl rejects me how can I be responsible for her behavior? Although I can never force her to like me I can always control my own response and make it positive for myself. A girl rejects me? Great I had the courage to approach a girl today!
