03-10-2024, 10:47 AM
Day 20:
Ya know,I'm not gonna lie it's not easy making a journale based on seeing results when you're not supposed to but oh well I'll keep trying : )
It's funny to see how I no longer have any problem with making a long journey to someone and back on the same day, Before I had to sleep at that person's home if it took a long time to get there.
This time is almost went fully smoothly (I forgot where my bus was depiste being at that station alot in the past,Although I was very sleepy do mayby that played a role either that or time pressure) but I had no problem asking where the bus was so everything went fine : )
for context: I had a meeting Yesterday with my friends and we had a good time : )
(Also My D&D session is comming back so thats another fear dead)
I also realised and confessed to 2 of my 4 friends that I had a fear that without D&D we would break appart (I did lose friends in the past afterall..)
And I realised that was another fear that was absolutely pointless in fact we might have another meeting soon again : D.
I know I still have a long way to go to be full of confidence and being a capable adult but for now I'm Happy and thats good,
I'm now at the start of my 6 days off now and I will only stop when the 6 month's are done!
Man!, I'm so glad I discovered this wonderfull shop and forum during 2020, I feel like everything is going to be okay, It might not always be easy but it will be okay : )
(despite being worried I might have been to late yesterday evening and getting a fear of having to sleep on the train station and being robbed during the sleep and being screwed because no money and mobile means stuck there forever.... but thats another fear that didn't came true thankfully xD)
Ya know,I'm not gonna lie it's not easy making a journale based on seeing results when you're not supposed to but oh well I'll keep trying : )
It's funny to see how I no longer have any problem with making a long journey to someone and back on the same day, Before I had to sleep at that person's home if it took a long time to get there.
This time is almost went fully smoothly (I forgot where my bus was depiste being at that station alot in the past,Although I was very sleepy do mayby that played a role either that or time pressure) but I had no problem asking where the bus was so everything went fine : )
for context: I had a meeting Yesterday with my friends and we had a good time : )
(Also My D&D session is comming back so thats another fear dead)
I also realised and confessed to 2 of my 4 friends that I had a fear that without D&D we would break appart (I did lose friends in the past afterall..)
And I realised that was another fear that was absolutely pointless in fact we might have another meeting soon again : D.
I know I still have a long way to go to be full of confidence and being a capable adult but for now I'm Happy and thats good,
I'm now at the start of my 6 days off now and I will only stop when the 6 month's are done!
Man!, I'm so glad I discovered this wonderfull shop and forum during 2020, I feel like everything is going to be okay, It might not always be easy but it will be okay : )
(despite being worried I might have been to late yesterday evening and getting a fear of having to sleep on the train station and being robbed during the sleep and being screwed because no money and mobile means stuck there forever.... but thats another fear that didn't came true thankfully xD)
