04-02-2023, 10:37 AM
Cycle 7 Day on 2:
Okay Last week was Major Stress week why? Because I was playing my 3DS only for Guilt to come up about the fact that I destroyed it's beautifull design by putting it next to shampoo in my back a few years back.
So I bought a new one. Then My stress was telling me about how expensive it was and that I make myself broke. (wich is kinda true but now I'm sure I will get though the month just fine)
Then I stressed about the fact I lost my save file. I even bought the game on cardridge just to make sure it would never happen again. (and even collected amiibo cards to make sure I got the exact same charecters I had in my old save file.)
Later I started to worry I might have lost my exclusive 3ds content (because I brought the originale on day of release) but I still have it thank god.
So it turned out the only thing I really lost were my save files wich was only important for 2 games.. but then I got some brainwave telling me what the big deal is.
Like I got the realization that they are just games, Like I always knew they were games but now it really hitted me about that they are just games and I shouldn't have to worry so much about it and just have fun with it.
I know I still learn or relearn how to relax myself and learn how to stop doom thinking and worry so much about things even more so about things that dont really matter in the end.
To be fair having things always be the same is a part of my autism trait but I know it's not good for me after all good things also come in the form of change.
I guess the point is that I have to Learn to accept change whether is possitive or negative and sometimes you can still fix things or that things are not so bad as you might think.
One thing is for sure. I still got alot to learn and a lot to change myself and I will just keep going and see how things will go in the future : )
Okay Last week was Major Stress week why? Because I was playing my 3DS only for Guilt to come up about the fact that I destroyed it's beautifull design by putting it next to shampoo in my back a few years back.
So I bought a new one. Then My stress was telling me about how expensive it was and that I make myself broke. (wich is kinda true but now I'm sure I will get though the month just fine)
Then I stressed about the fact I lost my save file. I even bought the game on cardridge just to make sure it would never happen again. (and even collected amiibo cards to make sure I got the exact same charecters I had in my old save file.)
Later I started to worry I might have lost my exclusive 3ds content (because I brought the originale on day of release) but I still have it thank god.
So it turned out the only thing I really lost were my save files wich was only important for 2 games.. but then I got some brainwave telling me what the big deal is.
Like I got the realization that they are just games, Like I always knew they were games but now it really hitted me about that they are just games and I shouldn't have to worry so much about it and just have fun with it.
I know I still learn or relearn how to relax myself and learn how to stop doom thinking and worry so much about things even more so about things that dont really matter in the end.
To be fair having things always be the same is a part of my autism trait but I know it's not good for me after all good things also come in the form of change.
I guess the point is that I have to Learn to accept change whether is possitive or negative and sometimes you can still fix things or that things are not so bad as you might think.
One thing is for sure. I still got alot to learn and a lot to change myself and I will just keep going and see how things will go in the future : )
