Jake's UMOP 1 & UMOP 2 - **CLOSED**

[Jake2015]

Sat 17th November
Today is Day 55 of UMOP in total & Day 8 of the New UMOP2 = 55:8
Day 3 of 2nd cycle
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(A Freaky Coincidence which ill explain at the end)

So I woke up during the last loop I think (im guessing) for the bathroom. I returned and felt like the audio wasnt loud enough so turned it up by 1 step up and fell asleep.

I woke and didnt recall ever dreaming so went about my day.

During breakfast I had a major shock and now no idea how this coincidence has happened and so hope @Shannon can explain if this is the sub somehow or not.

Before going further I do want to say that there isnt any change in feelings or behaviour as such. So the necessity to study is there but the action isnt. The rubber isnt meeting the road as so to say.

All week I have been doing some work experience. Its supposed to be 9-5 but I was finishing around 12 - 3 on days. I was tired when I would get home and hungry, and also tired after having lunch which I would be rushing in the place of the work experience. My point is that when I get home, whether it be from this work experience or a couple of hours at uni I am tired. During the time im out I have the energy to make it through and im not hungry. When I am home, its as if I end up super relaxing and letting it all hang out as such.

No idea if the above data is relevant but anyway back to today.

So at the breakfast table, my brother mentioned how a relative from another country had got in touch about investment opportunities there and how he should fly over.

The crazy thing is this, the city mentioned made me freeze and my brother saw it in me and asked me what happened. I HAD DREAMT of that very city last night!

I have never been there, nor do I have any intentions of going there or going to that country at all.

I forgot I had a dream of any kind until my brother mentioned it.

I then began to recall some random parts of the dream.

All I remember about the dream is that I was in a big lavish hotel. Lavish for that city which isnt in the west. I think i was with my brother and someone else but I could be wrong. I recall that I seemed to be in a big room, maybe a hotel event room in a way or simply a large lobby area but it was high up, so maybe 40th floor or something.

I went to the window which were huge and looked out onto the city and was amazed at how it was developed. It was kinda like they had so many designer statues of lions or other beasts here and there and roads and highways/motorways that had not simple grey concrete borders but kinda lavish, like I guess Caesars Palaces in vegas (google it for anyone unsure). The time was evening so the lights were on and it looked I guess like Dubai if you image google that too.

Anyway that was the gist of the dream. I have no idea what it means if anything, nor why I would have it and if it was due to the sub.

The freaky coincidence of my brother mentioning the same city that I dream of is also odd.

What I am fairly 99% sure of is that whenever I wake up during the night or morning for a bathroom break and then fall asleep, then im more than likely to have a dream and a dream I can be aware of when I wake.

Other than this nothing more to report and just hoping that this FRM v3.2 is doing something.

thanks

oh and 1 more thing, im still not fapping. It is around 4-5weeks im sure by now. I know you ( Shannon) have said the no fap is not part of the sub in this case but im wondering if my fapping was a way to procrastinate or avoid things to do and thus is the sub working on this.

If not then its just that ive lost some sex drive it seems at the moment which is great as I welcome the recovery period this gives me lol