02-18-2018, 08:55 PM
So everyone seems to be giving me solid insight into the realms of EPRHA and AM6 and I've seen a lot of recommendations toward EPRHA. I want all posters on this thread to know that I'm extremely grateful for all the advice given regarding the next steps in my subliminal journey.
After much thought and considering that saving for AM6 is going MUCH better than expected, and considering the fact that I am approaching 30 in July, I figure that the timing could not be more perfect to start AM6 in the beginning of April of this year.
I have taken everyone's opinions on this thread into careful consideration regarding my issue of emotional sensitivity and have sort of rethought what it is I truly need at this moment in my life and it is simply this: to move forward.
In the past several years since I've finished my first round of college, I've seen everyone's lives around me change: my best friend got married one year after me graduating, my sister also got married at the same time (this was 2013), since then my sister has had my two nephews (who are my world btw).
Fast forward to 2018: My sister and brother-in-law have decided to move to Tennessee (I live in Louisiana) and today I found out that a female friend of mine from college is 3 months pregnant.
These are all positive things (although I am a bit sad about my sister, brother-in-law and nephews moving away to TN).
The thing is, it's forced me to look at myself:
I won't go into too many details but I feel like I've basically stagnated in my personal development over the years and coming upon 30 years old I've finally had enough. And frankly it seems there are too many good things in AM6 to pass up. Especially:
-killing excuses
-refusing to justify actions that are not moving you forward
-approval seeking destruction
-overcome victim mentality
-destruction of laziness
-social stability, skill and strength (this is a big one for me)
I know it will not be an easy ride. And I know others on this thread have advised me to take a lighter route first. But somehow this decision feels like the right one. There's such a magnanimous opportunity to tackle so many issues of mine at once (only one of which is emotional oversensitivity which is not as bad as it used to be anyway)
To those on here who have given me advice, please do not take offense. I know many of you have more experience with Shannon's subs than I do and value your opinions highly. If you have anymore insight to offer regarding this decision I welcome it highly.
After much thought and considering that saving for AM6 is going MUCH better than expected, and considering the fact that I am approaching 30 in July, I figure that the timing could not be more perfect to start AM6 in the beginning of April of this year.
I have taken everyone's opinions on this thread into careful consideration regarding my issue of emotional sensitivity and have sort of rethought what it is I truly need at this moment in my life and it is simply this: to move forward.
In the past several years since I've finished my first round of college, I've seen everyone's lives around me change: my best friend got married one year after me graduating, my sister also got married at the same time (this was 2013), since then my sister has had my two nephews (who are my world btw).
Fast forward to 2018: My sister and brother-in-law have decided to move to Tennessee (I live in Louisiana) and today I found out that a female friend of mine from college is 3 months pregnant.
These are all positive things (although I am a bit sad about my sister, brother-in-law and nephews moving away to TN).
The thing is, it's forced me to look at myself:
I won't go into too many details but I feel like I've basically stagnated in my personal development over the years and coming upon 30 years old I've finally had enough. And frankly it seems there are too many good things in AM6 to pass up. Especially:
-killing excuses
-refusing to justify actions that are not moving you forward
-approval seeking destruction
-overcome victim mentality
-destruction of laziness
-social stability, skill and strength (this is a big one for me)
I know it will not be an easy ride. And I know others on this thread have advised me to take a lighter route first. But somehow this decision feels like the right one. There's such a magnanimous opportunity to tackle so many issues of mine at once (only one of which is emotional oversensitivity which is not as bad as it used to be anyway)
To those on here who have given me advice, please do not take offense. I know many of you have more experience with Shannon's subs than I do and value your opinions highly. If you have anymore insight to offer regarding this decision I welcome it highly.