01-18-2016, 08:49 AM
Tonight is my last night on AF.
I can honestly say that I do feel stronger.
I speak my mind more freely and don't have to talk myself into it (rehearse) it so much.
I have virtually quit drinking-just no desire for it.
I really have no desire to hang out with people in general. I am happy with my family. Really don't want to deal with the drama that people bring into a friendship.
My sons coaches approach me as a leader, asking for help and information.
I feel as though I stay more calm and don't get quite as frustrated as I used.
I really don't know if this is from AF or from outside influences. BUT, the last week my OM that has tormented my life for the last two weeks is all: Thank you, I appreciate it, good job. WTH, I really don't know how to take a sudden turnabout.
The plan is 6 months to a year on MLS 5G then back to AF.
I can honestly say that I do feel stronger.
I speak my mind more freely and don't have to talk myself into it (rehearse) it so much.
I have virtually quit drinking-just no desire for it.
I really have no desire to hang out with people in general. I am happy with my family. Really don't want to deal with the drama that people bring into a friendship.
My sons coaches approach me as a leader, asking for help and information.
I feel as though I stay more calm and don't get quite as frustrated as I used.
I really don't know if this is from AF or from outside influences. BUT, the last week my OM that has tormented my life for the last two weeks is all: Thank you, I appreciate it, good job. WTH, I really don't know how to take a sudden turnabout.
The plan is 6 months to a year on MLS 5G then back to AF.
Quote:You must learn a new way to think before you can master a new way to be.
Marianne Williamson