10-24-2014, 05:52 AM
(10-24-2014, 05:03 AM)kalmah0804 Wrote: I know that feeling, bro. Sorry to hear you're still having lots of trouble. I have to say that 60 something days with eprha has really helped me get over a lot of that, so maybe if you just keep on trucking along you will shed that insecurity as well.
It's not that bad I've had this feeling since I remember and yesterday I was having lots of fun and was much more sociable than before, thanks to LTU in big part. My insecurity is huge problem and one I wanted to point out for future reference, but I have other goals and problems right now. Foundations first, concrete projects on top of it later.
Also I don't think it's an issue subs alone can deal with. To break this conditioning of unworthiness I'll need to act and right now I fear that if I was be rejected it would shatter my confidence. So until AM I won't hit to any girl unless I will meet my perfect match, because in this case I won't stop at anything!
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4