OGSF2 is my new favorite subliminal because it just works.
04-22-2024, 12:11 PM
9/16 clicks is too much I think. Tried 2 days and it was too much. Taking a few days off then going back to 8/16.
Been feeling lonely lately. I’m living a solipsistic existence. No matter what I’ll never be able to communicate perfectly and anybody I’m with will be experiencing a different version of reality. Lot of insecurity coming up with the overload. Feel like everyone secretly dislikes me and that I’m like the special kid that everyone pretends to like. Logically I know it’s not true, but it’s just shit I’m dealing with. Feel childish lately. But also been feeling more mature in some ways, like I’m coming out of a dream. I also noticed my body language is very arrogant. I’m wondering if this is from AM6 or not, but it feels like irreverent royalty. There’s a dissonance between that unconscious body language and my conscious attitude towards people. I feel like I supplicate too much to compensate for my naturally confident demeanor. Been really fuckin tired lately.
04-22-2024, 02:53 PM
The resistance and results seeming to be going hand in hand right now. Just had a very peaceful walk.
04-23-2024, 12:14 PM
In a very weird process right now. Feels like I’m in the middle of a fog but also waking up from something. I get the feeling I’m having monumental shifts right now and some of them are extremely painful and sticky (hard to change).
04-27-2024, 12:10 PM
Just had an insight in a dream. Someone who trusts others is trustworthy. It’s hard for me to explain, but essentially when you experience an emotion like love for someone, you’re feeling a positive emotion that’s affecting you. By feeling that love for that person you are experiencing the emotion of love within you. When you experience trust for others then trust is flowing through you and you become more trustworthy.
Someone called me a trustworthy and complete person in my dream. That dream felt comfortable and insightful. Now that I think about it my dreams are a lot more pleasant than they used to be. I used to have constant nightmares. Don’t remember when this started changing but OGSF2 certainly is a big part of it.
Yesterday I felt like shit all day, but then suddenly I felt awesome and realized how far I had come to feel like I felt. I’m able to relax on a deeper level that I didn’t have access to due to trauma. Just cause the issues I work on in the moment take up my attention doesn’t mean I haven’t made progress.
Edit: Also I’ve started listening at 6 clicks now. Apparently the default instructions work perfectly. Maybe 7 is good, but I don’t think I need to go beyond that right now.
05-13-2024, 05:49 PM
While my average state has improved on OGSF2, I’m really still not where I want to be. But my peak experiences on OGSF2 are inspiring as hell.
My experience lately has been a mixture of impatience when things are tough and inspiration when I get a glimpse of the fruit of my labors with subliminals. Hopefully these cracks forming in the dam eventually lead to a flowing river soon.
05-16-2024, 12:00 PM
The default instructions have been good on me. My results are good. Recently I’ve been feeling major shifts happening in real time and consciously fumbling to try and help. Focusing on gratitude and love seem to really help. I feel like I’m close to being able to have more close and fulfilling relationships potentially instead of always being standofish. I think previous programs like AM6 have helped my anxious attachment style but I still have avoidant attachment style, or symptoms like it. That seems to be getting dealt with now on OGSF2.
I can’t believe anyone can live will all this bullshit weighing them down. After so much change I still find it unbearable to live with the bullshit I still have. Thank you Shannon. It’s an incredible coincidence I found your programs, but I’m blessed.
05-20-2024, 03:17 PM
Just read the last two pages of this journal and was surprised how solid my writing feels. Glad I did because I was feeling kind of down and like nothings changing fast enough. No matter how much progress I’m making in the moment it always feels like there’s more and it’s never enough to get what I want.
Reading my journal helped me to noticed the progress I’ve been making, so thank you past me. Some of the issues coming up are sticky. The pain tries to trap me in an apathetic box of avoidance and attachment. Even with OGSF2 this is tough. Still optimistic. Even with me being down there still is an undercurrent of optimism. Most of my “down-ness” comes from impatience. I’m already sure I’ll achieve awesomeness. It’s just a matter of feeling like it’s not happening as fast as I want.
How it feels running OGSF2 right now:
https://ibb.co/kXmmvYv (Tried to post it as an image but couldn’t get it to work) P.S Feel free to steal it
05-21-2024, 12:13 PM
Yesterday I was reminded that 80% of the results I want will come with accomplishing the basics. It’s easy to brush this off when the basics require hard inner work in the moment and something else seems shinier and funner.
I can’t wait to see who I become after mastering the basics. |
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