The Modern Libertine's diary

[Cortez]

Cortez, when I was on Happiness & Joy, I started doing things that make me feel the higher vibrations of Happiness & Joy. When done right, Meditation relieves resistance and gets you into alignment more then anything

Absolutely it does. I used to do it years ago. I stopped because I was going to far in to isolation and cutting myself off from the world. I fixed that problem, now it's time to balance the two. I used to meditate quite a bit with Holosync. Sometimes for up to 4 hours at a time.

[Cortez]

So I supercharged my brain formula w/ 500mg of Choline Bitartrate and 250mg of B5 needed to synthesize it in to acetyl choline. I feel unbelievably smart and focused all the time, I'm feeling like Bradley Cooper on "Limitless". I have an insatiable urge to learn and I'm so in the moment most of the time it's ridiculous. I think I have a winner here. I'm going to continue to augment and polish this formula. It's giving me a serious edge.

[RainbowAbyss]

sounds like an awesome concoction, gonna definitely have to make one of my own!
so far my boot leg version is 1 pack of emergency-has B and C vitamins-with a 5 hour energy-has the dopamine precursor amino acid-and I'm experimenting with taking some 5htp, Hydroxytryptophan-serotonin precursor amino acid-which if taken in day light, adds as a nice stabilizer-but I want to buy the ingredients and make your limitless pill the proper way.
so far the ingredients are
1000 mg phenylalaine-or however its spelled
1000 mg vitamin C
50 mg B6
250 mg B5
500mg Choline Bitartrate-do I have that all right? Also any recommendations on particular products or brands for the stuff?

[Cortez]

Yeah, you got it,lol. All of those ingredients can be purchased in large amounts on ebay. If you decided to get a better form of choline, it iwould be a good idea. I got the choline bitartrate because it was a good price for the amount I got, but it can cause diarrhea if you take too much because it is a salt form of Choline. I haven't tried Choline citrate, but it's a little more expensive. The best form is phosphatidylcholine, but it is WAY expensive.

Also, remember that when you're taking the formula, you want to take it on an empty stomach and don't eat for an hour, the reason being that the L-phenylalanine gets absorbed better if it's the only amino acid getting absorbed in your stomach at the time.

[Cortez]

I find my friends very distasteful sometimes. I was hanging out with them last night and one of them in particular is pretty cool to be around, but when he gets a bunch of "bro's" and women together, he absolutely feels the need to show off and he is incredibly abrasive and obnoxious. A large group of us were had been bar hopping last night and we went to this bar that we usually get kicked of quickly when he is with us. This night was no exception. I think someone at the other table farted and he accused the guy of shitting his pants. The guy got offended and the two quickly got in to a fight. I was sitting there, watching amused for a second and another of my friends rushed to try and stop it. It was doing a lot of good, so I intervened and had to put my friend in a full nelson and drag his ass out of the bar, lol. It was entertaining, but God it was so childish too, watching two grown men get in to a ridiculous fight over their fragile ego's. I'm sure we all have friends who are show offs. It makes me grateful I was able to grow out of that. I guess some people never do.

[Shannon]

In the words of Metallica... Sad but true.

[Patti]

Good for you Cortez! Fighting for ridiculous reasons is well....ridiculous!

[Cortez]

This Happiness and Joy seems to be working pretty well now. I'm felling pretty good.

[Cortez]

I've got a natural talent for writing and comedy. I don't know why I hadn't thought of this sub yet, but now that I remembered the "Increase your sense of humor" sub, I think I'll give it a shot just to supercharge what I already have. Btw, I caved and made a twitter. It's @LibertineCortez if anyone wants to read the ridiculous shit that pops in to my head.

[boromir]

Yeah, you got it,lol. All of those ingredients can be purchased in large amounts on ebay. If you decided to get a better form of choline, it iwould be a good idea. I got the choline bitartrate because it was a good price for the amount I got, but it can cause diarrhea if you take too much because it is a salt form of Choline. I haven't tried Choline citrate, but it's a little more expensive. The best form is phosphatidylcholine, but it is WAY expensive.

Also, remember that when you're taking the formula, you want to take it on an empty stomach and don't eat for an hour, the reason being that the L-phenylalanine gets absorbed better if it's the only amino acid getting absorbed in your stomach at the time.

I buy Triple Strength Lecithin with 35% phosphatidylcholine from Swansons, and it relatively cheap and quality. The bad thing about PC and PS, is they are soy based which is not nearly as efficacious as bovine based. All studies alluding to there great results are based on research with the bovine produced type, so it is somewhat misleading. You can not get bovine because of mad cow, unfortunately. Your Choline Bitrate with B-6 is one I forgot about, and I definitely will be ordering tonight, so thanks for the reminder.
I have had definite results with quality Acetyl-Carnitine (expensive) with Alpha Lipoic Acid which research has confirmed good results with meeces and monkeys. Another good one for memory, and lucid dreams is Huperzine, but the best smart drugs come from the Racetem family (very expensive and offshore). DMAE a smart amino, and Bocopa Monera is a good adaptogen for intelligence that I find effective.
I am currently trying to increase testosterone naturally since I am older. Maca, Mucuna Pruriens (buzzarama), Catauba Bark (get wood), Muira Puima, lots of Cod Liver Oil (Vitamin A and D), 4K-D3 (morning and night) oysters (zinc), almonds (vitamin E), brazil nuts (selenium for the little swimmers), GHR-Growth Hormone Releaser before bed consisting of Arginine, Lysine and Ornithine, etc. It seems to be getting me back to the Omar the tent maker of my youth.

Sorry, to tread on your post, I just got me excited,and thought I would throw my two cents out there. Hopefully, it may be useful for you and others.

[Cortez]

Thanks for the knowledge. I wanted to look in to some of those expensive smart drugs that you were talking about, but...they are pretty damn expensive, lol.

As for testosterone boosters, I work out a lot, so I take ZMA at night. It seems to work pretty well. Maca works really well too. I completely forgot about that one. I need to get some more of that.

[Cortez]

I'm back on Sex Magnet stage 6 for a couple of weeks as a refresher. I feel fantastic. I love this set so much and again, I can't help it, I'm back to my seducing ways. It comes too naturally. I asked out this beautiful Iranian(By blood, she's so American) girl today that I work with. We're doing some Disney karaoke(if they have it) next Karaoke night at Buffalo Wild Wings. Should be fun. Something about this girl really does something to me. I like it. XD

I haven't seen the girl I have been seeing in a week or so, I probably won't for the rest of the month, because she lives an hour away and basically comes like an hour to see me and come again....sorry I had to. Anyway, the rest of the month is packed for everybody, so I won't see her for a while, but we made sure to make it count last time she was over. She's a lot of fun. Oh well, she has two other boyfriends in OKC to hold her over until she can see me again. I know they're no substitution as she has made blatantly obvious, but at least she has something else to fill her time with, lol.

[Cortez]

This stage 6 of Sex Magnet makes me so damn horny. Not that I'm complaining or anything. I'm much more inspired to meet more women and socialize. That's for sure.

[Cortez]

After being off of Happiness and Joy for a week, it seems like it's really kicking in. The effects of that sub took a little while to work, I guess, but now it's definitely working. I got it going Bossa Nova and I feel on top of the world most of the time. Life has contained a lot of laughs lately for sure. Then you have the Sex Magnet stage 6 refresher that I'm doing right now. That's doing all the usual Sex Magnet stuff and making me all Sex Magnet-y. I'm feeling good right now.