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RE: Mojam's E2 Journal - mojamhaque - 07-20-2017
(07-19-2017, 08:23 PM)Shannon Wrote:(07-19-2017, 07:38 PM)mojamhaque Wrote: 19/07/2017
Day - 49
Listening hour-08 hours
Feel more confident than yesterday... Let's see how much it sustain
MLS 5.5G is already released... Tempting to purchase it but my inner self says me not to purchase it right now.. complete E2 first (03 months) then go for MLS 5.5G... Waiting waiting waiting when I will complete 03 months of using E2...
Wise choice, my friend.
Thanks Shannon. Your opinion is my inspiration regarding subliminal usage and their results
RE: Mojam's E2 Journal - mojamhaque - 07-20-2017
Programming is fun. It is my passion. I want to become a great programmer as well as problem solver like him -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kMDSltQN0MY
The main goal of using MLS 5.5G is to become a great programmer by properly learning Discrete Mathematics, Data Structures, Algorithms analysis and design, object oriented programming, object oriented analysis and design, design principles, design patterns, AngularJS, ASP.NET MVC, ASP.NET WEB API, NodeJS...
RE: Mojam's E2 Journal - mojamhaque - 07-20-2017
20/07/2017
Day - 50
Listening hour-08 hours
Facing trouble to making decision which course should I follow-
I found several courses in online. Among them I found the courses of MIT and ITT are pretty good-
MIT offers following courses-
Discrete Mathematics
https://ocw.mit.edu/courses/electrical-engineering-and-computer-science/6-042j-mathematics-for-computer-science-fall-2010/index.htm
Data Structures
https://ocw.mit.edu/courses/electrical-engineering-and-computer-science/6-851-advanced-data-structures-spring-2012/lecture-videos/
Algorithms
https://ocw.mit.edu/courses/electrical-engineering-and-computer-science/6-006-introduction-to-algorithms-fall-2011/
https://ocw.mit.edu/courses/electrical-engineering-and-computer-science/6-046j-design-and-analysis-of-algorithms-spring-2015/
https://ocw.mit.edu/courses/electrical-engineering-and-computer-science/6-854j-advanced-algorithms-fall-2008/
IIT also offered some excellent courses regarding those topics whose are-
Discrete Mathematics
http://nptel.ac.in/courses/106106094/
Data Structures and Algorithms
http://nptel.ac.in/courses/106102064/
Design & Analysis of Algorithms
http://nptel.ac.in/courses/106101060/1
Really painful and very much irritating for me. Felling very much Jealous because my all other friends are moving ahead by properly utilizing their time where I am still planning which one I will select for me
RE: Mojam's E2 Journal - Zane - 07-20-2017
Just 45 days.. That's all. Not 45 months... But days..
RE: Mojam's E2 Journal - mojamhaque - 07-20-2017
(07-20-2017, 07:16 PM)Zane Wrote: Just 45 days.. That's all. Not 45 months... But days..
My friend I am not disturbed for using E2 or can't using MLS 5.5G. I am disturbed because I don't find any progress of my study as well as my career.. I am disturbed on my activities. Last couple of months I am trying to select which tutorial I will select for complete but I can't. Sometime seems MIT one will good for me and sometimes seems IIT one will good for me and I frequently switch from one to another so progress level is 0. Need to be more decisive and determined.
RE: Mojam's E2 Journal - Zane - 07-20-2017
(07-20-2017, 09:01 PM)mojamhaque Wrote:(07-20-2017, 07:16 PM)Zane Wrote: Just 45 days.. That's all. Not 45 months... But days..
Bro I am not disturbed for using E2 or can't using MLS 5.5G. I am disturbed because I don't find any progress of my study as well as my career.. I am disturbed on my activities. Last couple of months I am trying to select which tutorial I will select for complete but I can't. Sometime seems MIT one will good for me and sometimes seems IIT one will good for me and I frequently switch from one to another so progress level is 0. Need to be more decisive and determined.
You fear is still being worked on by E2. Otherwise you would have been confident enough to not jump from one subject to another. I went thru same until I left studying. I will tell u this : Just watch the video. Any videos or download it all. Just keep collecting all the good books u think u need and gather information. So that As soon as u listen to MLS-5.5G... You don't have to waste time in searching and you can eat it like a Sandwich
RE: Mojam's E2 Journal - mojamhaque - 07-20-2017
(07-20-2017, 09:26 PM)Zane Wrote:(07-20-2017, 09:01 PM)mojamhaque Wrote:(07-20-2017, 07:16 PM)Zane Wrote: Just 45 days.. That's all. Not 45 months... But days..
Bro I am not disturbed for using E2 or can't using MLS 5.5G. I am disturbed because I don't find any progress of my study as well as my career.. I am disturbed on my activities. Last couple of months I am trying to select which tutorial I will select for complete but I can't. Sometime seems MIT one will good for me and sometimes seems IIT one will good for me and I frequently switch from one to another so progress level is 0. Need to be more decisive and determined.
You fear is still being worked on by E2. Otherwise you would have been confident enough to not jump from one subject to another. I went thru same until I left studying. I will tell u this : Just watch the video. Any videos or download it all. Just keep collecting all the good books u think u need and gather information. So that As soon as u listen to MLS-5.5G... You don't have to waste time in searching and you can eat it like a Sandwich
Yes. You are right. Still I have a lot of fears...
RE: Mojam's E2 Journal - Zane - 07-20-2017
(07-20-2017, 09:32 PM)mojamhaque Wrote:(07-20-2017, 09:26 PM)Zane Wrote:(07-20-2017, 09:01 PM)mojamhaque Wrote:(07-20-2017, 07:16 PM)Zane Wrote: Just 45 days.. That's all. Not 45 months... But days..
Bro I am not disturbed for using E2 or can't using MLS 5.5G. I am disturbed because I don't find any progress of my study as well as my career.. I am disturbed on my activities. Last couple of months I am trying to select which tutorial I will select for complete but I can't. Sometime seems MIT one will good for me and sometimes seems IIT one will good for me and I frequently switch from one to another so progress level is 0. Need to be more decisive and determined.
You fear is still being worked on by E2. Otherwise you would have been confident enough to not jump from one subject to another. I went thru same until I left studying. I will tell u this : Just watch the video. Any videos or download it all. Just keep collecting all the good books u think u need and gather information. So that As soon as u listen to MLS-5.5G... You don't have to waste time in searching and you can eat it like a Sandwich
Yes. You are right. Still I have a lot of fears...
WE all have our fears. Going through is what we must do.. . Keep moving and one-day u will achieve ur dreams.
Fear kills more dreams than failure ever will
RE: Mojam's E2 Journal - mojamhaque - 07-21-2017
21/07/2017
Day - 51
Listening hour-08 hours
Seems some fears again appears to me like fear of career, fear of financial stability etc.. last couple of days they are disappeared from me. Others are unchanged..
RE: Mojam's E2 Journal - mojamhaque - 07-22-2017
Passed a fearful day with a lot of pain due to a false information.... hope such day doesn't come again.
RE: Mojam's E2 Journal - mojamhaque - 07-22-2017
22/07/2017
Day - 52
Listening hour-08 hours
Need to be more proactive, positive, enthusiastic, confident, fearless, motivated & confident. Day by day I am becoming lazy. Can't study properly, can't concentrate on works... Already 52 days passed of listening E2 but yet not found any significant improvements.
RE: Mojam's E2 Journal - mojamhaque - 07-23-2017
23/07/2017
Day - 53
Listening hour-08 hours
Really confused how E2 works on me... sometime feels very tensed and sometime feels little bit confidence but not much. Sometime my mind is fills with doubt and worry on the other hand sometimes feel little bit cheerful but not much. I really can't read the thinking pattern of my mind .. sometimes feel very unsteady on the other hand sometimes feel little bit steady. Some fears still exists... like fear of failure, fear of success... the thing that makes me most worried is financial insecurity...Yet not noticed any improvement here... Seems decision making become more complex... desire of study is gone.. career is ruining for this..
RE: Mojam's E2 Journal - Zane - 07-23-2017
(07-23-2017, 06:44 PM)mojamhaque Wrote: 23/07/2017
Day - 53
Listening hour-08 hours
Really confused whether E2 works on me or not... Still has a lot of tension, fear, confidence problem. Losses the desire of studying. Fear of failure, fear of future killing me randomly. Lot of frustration. Nearly 02 months passes of listening E2 but yet not found any noticeable changes inside me. Really hopeless. On the other hand my career is ruining due to lack of study desire.. Financial crisis always makes me panicked.... Can't be decisive... Always remain doubtful... feel very much unsteady... totally hopeless
It's take 30 days to create a new thought and 90 days to make that thought permanent...
RE: Mojam's E2 Journal - mojamhaque - 07-23-2017
(07-23-2017, 07:12 PM)Zane Wrote:(07-23-2017, 06:44 PM)mojamhaque Wrote: 23/07/2017
Day - 53
Listening hour-08 hours
Really confused whether E2 works on me or not... Still has a lot of tension, fear, confidence problem. Losses the desire of studying. Fear of failure, fear of future killing me randomly. Lot of frustration. Nearly 02 months passes of listening E2 but yet not found any noticeable changes inside me. Really hopeless. On the other hand my career is ruining due to lack of study desire.. Financial crisis always makes me panicked.... Can't be decisive... Always remain doubtful... feel very much unsteady... totally hopeless
It's take 30 days to create a new thought and 90 days to make that thought permanent...
Don't identified any new thought inside me
Need more and more motivation... would you please suggest me some movies, books and medicines that will help me to remain motivated (if there any)?