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RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 07-31-2016
feeling way to timid and missing agression.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 07-31-2016
Went out to get some drinks and I changed so much, very dominant, not giving an fuck right now, confident and flying high. aswell as working out my mission and now applying it and working it, I see how I now can get financial independent and location independent. By having my mission neediness very much reduces because I am occupied with purpose.
next goal will be developing this further and finishing my book before upcoming Friday. goals congrugent with my mission, setting small goals and bigger ones. Women come and go but I feel incredibly attractive right now. Makes me wonder how it would feel to be ON and cycling with test.
Lots of look and locking eyes, very much smiles by women exactly how I like it but simultaneously I dont care at all, being the king of myreality and literally flying and out of my mind. 6 day into no fap and fuelled by testostorone. T is an key componement of setting frame. having already glimpeses of further dominance and breaking through several walls.
very calm aswell and feeling a bit fragmented as in having several self states going on, which seem to shift on an dime. sort of modus operandi. I dont care at all and want to go out only, socializing and dominating.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 08-01-2016
When working on my mission and continuing I'm not getting tired anymore. I'm adjusting right in the moment along the way and am hopefull as I do. As soon as I am wasting my time I seem to get depressed and experience an fatigue.
I seem to develop an strong skill in the organizing department and bringing out content to organize life. Also, multiple missions are possible. Living an higher state of life. getting again very much aware of habits. key is to have an more fruitfull replacement.
next up is to have an overal awareness of currency and release platforms aswell as what cointent can work aswell, including current content to split up and make it more of an theme. Big times are ahead.
Lots of depression and anger today.
Agression and confidence spike lotrs, awareness of my value and status, if noticed or not Idc, very much hitman state
RE: Am 6.0 first run - blackwing Z - 08-02-2016
I really want to do nofap. I feel nofap and this sub is a killer combo. I just dislike the no fap forum lol. They dont actually wanna quit. You can see it in the subcontext of their posts.
Personally i got to 40 days and 49 days before. Really solid mindset and amazing sex. Way more productive and all. Definitely force yourself to do it.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 08-02-2016
yeah nofap has been great thus far and i see it as an investment, not really caring about the forums or whatever,. The sub has killed my desire for porn and the such and am wondering how dzemoo is feeling tbh.
Also, the backlash of fapping, the apathy, zombie like state is something that has no benefits at all. Concluded that I could spend my energy better after all. Not caring about external validation for it aswell ( reduction in given an shit of what people think about it, My experiences thus far have been positive )
Same as with all other habits I found that an replacement for something more worthwhile, to have another spending of time. something i will cover aswell in my publication. The void of quitting habits is something that happens and what made me slip back.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 08-04-2016
day 32 lst day of stage 5
My work ethic is going through the roof. slight inhibitations are directly being dealt with. Subconscious I feel as having hacked the matrix and understanding how it all works, how vibration is an universal law and how attraction works. letting go of conscious control.
had some mystery method stuff surfacing from my subconscious as if it suddenly clicks. the A1 A 2 stuff. None of it is being empathized. My subconscious keeps throwing up ideas and insights now.
Seeing companies as an oppurtunity, seeing businesses and how easy it is eventually to bring into existence. Like having crossed over to the supplier and value giver. 180 degrees turn.
No fap day 10 my streak is still going.
Other areas still are to be caught up. My deadline for tomorrow still stands.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - terry44 - 08-04-2016
Great to hear about the work ethic! Did it start to build up when you began stage 5? I've done three weeks of stage 4 and although my motivation is better than stage 3, I'm not really firing on all cylinders work wise.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 08-04-2016
Yes, I feel stage 5 has pretty much ramped up my value perspective of time aswll as priorities amongst many other things. Seems to be something from the first 2 weeks aswell as the last few days.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 08-04-2016
Stage 6 has officially started.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Life - 08-04-2016
First impressions?
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 08-04-2016
Not much yet as I listened for half an hour just out of curiosity but did notice an ramp up sexually. I do feel more powerfull currently, collected and strong.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 08-06-2016
day 2 stage 6
Im noticing I am getting more sexual and inhibitons are dissolving further. My agression is increasing and I realize how these changes are internal and based on myself. if I lose people because of it, that's fine. replacement of the gap is almost instant.
I experience different results through ultrasonic and masked tracks. I'm unsure as to what it is, as it seems to be mostly subconscious. My vibe is different and yesterday when meeting up with some people I noticed an certain change i my whole behaviour, demeanor and attitude.
Right now I'm feeling abundant and pretty much agressive. new idea's come in more quick.
very tired and very obvious changes happening. The programming of stage 6 already kicks in.
Lots is coming together aswell. I recognize some sexual increase like I had in the begin stages.
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Darmawan - 08-06-2016
What differences do you notice between masked and ultrasonic?
RE: Am 6.0 first run - Kol - 08-06-2016
Ultrasonic seems to be more intense, I can't pinpoint it what it is exactly, like it works deeper.