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RE: Alpha Male - Alec - 11-01-2013
Totally man, everyone feels that sometimes. Just make sure to try to achieve your goals. The program is amazing but at the end of the day you control your destiny.
RE: Alpha Male - Alec - 12-06-2013
Just started stage 5. I'm around 3 days into it.
Some things about stage 4
1. During this stage I didn't really notice to much negativity at all. The second time doing alpha is so much easier.
2. Towards the end of the stage I started to realize how much I've grown. It really is crazy. I remember when I the majority of my time was spent in a state of anxiety and loneliness. And to be honest, looking back I think I was actually depressed. Now I spend most of my time just feeling good and solid. Still have my moments though. I'm not gonna pretend like I'm a huge badass, who doesn't give a fuck about anything and is almost about to drown in pussy but doesn't because I'm too badass to drown. I feel like I had ridiculous expectations about this program. I expected to be a completely different person than I am. I have just become more of me I guess. And that is all I need to be.
3. I just found out I love books. Haha I'm not sure why I always hated them now. I guess school just kind of ruined my relationship with them.
4. I realized that I am creative. I love that too. I wish I wouldn't of had to feel like shit most of my life so I could of developed my skills even more.
5. I get really indifferent when I do alpha. So that's happening right now.
6. I care about girls less.
7. I still get nervous and afraid and awkward but I'm not hating myself as much for it.