Night 0,
Listened to the loop. Something has happened beneath the surface.
Having difficulty in writing; I've only written 1500 words so far. I'll need to write the final 500 words, and then I'll jump into bed to rest as much as possible. Like last week, I might be able to write 5000+ words tomorrow if I'm well rested.
You are such a productive person. You are just like the version of me that is on another parallel earth lol.
Slept decently well; I dreamt that I was a witness in a school shooting. I was in the library, and the person started shooting outside in the hallway. I got the door shut, and ran to my car and drove to the mall.
Day 1
Second listen happening right now. Big difference in how I'm receiving the information. I'm not as tired as I was yesterday. Hoping that I can handle the task day after day. I've already hit my daily goal (>2000 words at 2500), but not quite there for hitting 5000 words, as mentioned yesterday. I'm at 36 K words after 12 days.
I've finished chapter 2 with some holes. I'm outlining chapter 3 right now in my notebook.
I get the feeling that I'll have to outline entire chapters, given that I don't know enough to speak coherently. I'll have to find which books to read, and state which questions I want to answer in the outline.
So it turns out that I wrote 3700 words; not quite the 5000 I hoped for.
But, the entire next chapter is laid out and outlined, so tomorrow will be much much easier than it was for me today.
I'm still doing great. I'm at 37.3 K words after 12 days; it took me 36 days to reach 37K for book #1. I'm still 3 times more productive than last time. AND, I'm feeling like a loser for being so distracted and unfocused LOL; I could be doing so much better than I am. I could realistically be writing 5 K a day if I weren't pulled away by my inner demons, so to speak.
Gonna jump in bed because I haven't been productive the last hour or so. Refresh my motivation.
I'll be going to the gym tomorrow; plenty of pretty women there, so we'll see if DMSI's effects are noticeable.
(02-24-2018, 12:23 AM)Vincent_Vega Wrote: [ -> ] (02-23-2018, 06:42 PM)Ampersnd Wrote: [ -> ] (02-23-2018, 10:17 AM)Vincent_Vega Wrote: [ -> ]Quote:Found my dream girl:
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Damn. I just fell in love..
Back off!! She's mine!
God, I would suck her tittes ALL. DAY. LONG.
You gotta be creative with those tittes. I could think of 5 other ways to have fun with those gifts.
Day 2,
The gym went well. Normally, I look haggardly and run down at the gym (lighting, maybe?). But I looked the same as I normally do at home. And I made a little bit of direct eye contact with a few women, where normally, they don't even acknowledge that I'm there.
Got into a brief conversation with some guys in the sauna. First time using the sauna.
I've written about 2100 words so far today.