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After a couple months of solidly using DAOS, I have finally come to the right mindset of moving forward. Before using DAOS, I thought I would have never been gamed enough to try DMSI even though a few forum members did recommend me to try.

So last night, I took the plunge to purchase DMSI and started listening A hybrid right away. And today. Not sure how many loops as I'm still finding out how to count loops with iPhone music player.

When I'm listening to the tracks, I feel like I'm walking on clouds, like I have had a couple glasses of wine, almost feel like I don't want to stop and some sort of addiction has developed.

As for my body reaction, today was only the first daytime behaviour display. My eyes are more like "bedroom eyes" and I've noticed my lips are constantly slightly parted in an autopilot mode even though no one attractive is in the line of sight. When I check myself out in the mirror, I feel like 10 out of 10.

Most noticeable feeling is that I don't care about men that much anymore, don't care if they like me or not, not paying attention to them at all.
Hi. I'm curious about your experience with DAOS. Mind sharing your results ?

Quote:When I'm listening to the tracks, I feel like I'm walking on clouds, like I have had a couple glasses of wine, almost feel like I don't want to stop and some sort of addiction has developed.

Quote:Most noticeable feeling is that I don't care about men that much anymore, don't care if they like me or not, not paying attention to them at all.

I have the exact same effects with DMSI A. Yes, it is kinda addictive.
(09-14-2017 05:27 PM)Plouf Wrote: [ -> ]Hi. I'm curious about your experience with DAOS. Mind sharing your results ?

There wasn't much difference at the first few weeks. I was going with my business as normal and didn't feel sexy at all. It was only until recently when I started online dating and met people offline, they showed sexual interests eagerly, I then realised that DAOS at work. My old self would get attentions but not as much as the new self. And it also changed my mindset about sex. If it wasn't for the DAOS sub, I wouldn't have started DMSI.

The interesting thing is that when I read the product details about DMSI in regards to the "affected people's" body language. There was this guy at work demonstrated a lot of those signs, but just stop short at seducing. At first I thought we just "clicked", but I'm not too sure anymore-maybe also a result of DAOS.
Day 2 listened a lot overnight as well as daytime. Today I'm feeling cold and vulnerable, really craving for an emotional cuddle. I'm guessing it's the healing/resisting part of it.

I do have issues listening loops back to back. I can only do that when I sleep, during daytime, my routine just doesn't allow 2 loops back to back and I have to pause, go, pause and go again quite often. Anyone knows if this is damaging?

As for listening at night, I wasn't able to sleep whole night last night while listening.
(09-14-2017 09:25 PM)Purple Jade Wrote: [ -> ]I do have issues listening loops back to back. I can only do that when I sleep, during daytime, my routine just doesn't allow 2 loops back to back and I have to pause, go, pause and go again quite often. Anyone knows if this is damaging?

It's not damaging in any sense. But it is decreasing the effectiveness of the sub.
(09-15-2017 12:23 AM)Raz Wrote: [ -> ]
(09-14-2017 09:25 PM)Purple Jade Wrote: [ -> ]I do have issues listening loops back to back. I can only do that when I sleep, during daytime, my routine just doesn't allow 2 loops back to back and I have to pause, go, pause and go again quite often. Anyone knows if this is damaging?

It's not damaging in any sense. But it is decreasing the effectiveness of the sub.
Not as effective or decreasing effectiveness?
(09-15-2017 12:57 AM)Purple Jade Wrote: [ -> ]
(09-15-2017 12:23 AM)Raz Wrote: [ -> ]
(09-14-2017 09:25 PM)Purple Jade Wrote: [ -> ]I do have issues listening loops back to back. I can only do that when I sleep, during daytime, my routine just doesn't allow 2 loops back to back and I have to pause, go, pause and go again quite often. Anyone knows if this is damaging?

It's not damaging in any sense. But it is decreasing the effectiveness of the sub.
Not as effective or decreasing effectiveness?

Not as effective for sure, but with this generation of subs it also seems to be the latter. At least that's what I have gathered from Shannon's comments over the months.

But since everyone reacts differently to these programs and nobody knows objectively what 'effective' means you'll have to find out for yourself.
(09-14-2017 09:25 PM)Purple Jade Wrote: [ -> ]Day 2 listened a lot overnight as well as daytime. Today I'm feeling cold and vulnerable, really craving for an emotional cuddle. I'm guessing it's the healing/resisting part of it.

I do have issues listening loops back to back. I can only do that when I sleep, during daytime, my routine just doesn't allow 2 loops back to back and I have to pause, go, pause and go again quite often. Anyone knows if this is damaging?

As for listening at night, I wasn't able to sleep whole night last night while listening.

Try and experiment with lowering the volume, until you get used to sleeping with loops on.

Besides getting distracted and having to stop and start, downside of daytime loops is that you may feel spaced out after finishing. Not a good thing to have if you have to drive, for example. If you've only used 4G before... 5.5G is a lot more powerful, and takes a while to get used to, even with naturalizer and other safeties built in it.
(09-15-2017 04:23 AM)Dr. Strangelove Wrote: [ -> ]
(09-14-2017 09:25 PM)Purple Jade Wrote: [ -> ]Day 2 listened a lot overnight as well as daytime. Today I'm feeling cold and vulnerable, really craving for an emotional cuddle. I'm guessing it's the healing/resisting part of it.

I do have issues listening loops back to back. I can only do that when I sleep, during daytime, my routine just doesn't allow 2 loops back to back and I have to pause, go, pause and go again quite often. Anyone knows if this is damaging?

As for listening at night, I wasn't able to sleep whole night last night while listening.

Try and experiment with lowering the volume, until you get used to sleeping with loops on.

Besides getting distracted and having to stop and start, downside of daytime loops is that you may feel spaced out after finishing. Not a good thing to have if you have to drive, for example. If you've only used 4G before... 5.5G is a lot more powerful, and takes a while to get used to, even with naturalizer and other safeties built in it.

Thank you Dr.

Yes, and that was what I did last night and managed to be in and out of sleep all night, not perfect, but still rested a bit.

I do feel my body temperature rising - I normally used two layers of covering and I had to take out one and still warmer than having two. Very thirsty the whole night, got up a few times to get drinks.

Also had a couple of vivid dreams, not really sexual.

Overall, I feel good. i probably had 8 loops overnight. No headache, almost don't want to stop.

This is Day 3.

Recall of Day 2 incidents:
In the morning, there was a guy on a bus standing next to me sideways to start with, and I was also standing. In the middle of the journey, he just turned around and faced me. He was wearing tight suit trousers and I got a full view of the crotch and I could tell what was inside wasn't resting. A minute later, he turned sideway again.

At work, I have this colleague who is like 10 years younger than me and we are close and he is like a little brother to me. We had a little disagreement with work and I walked away. An hour or so later, he came over to my desk to settle it. He held my hands with both of his hands, looked straight into my eyes maintaining eye contact for a lot longer than he would normally would and he never held my hands before! I'm not attracted to him at all, so I'm not sure if this is also DMSI effect.
Day 3

I can't stop eating today. All I do is eat eat eat. And I feel very low.
(09-15-2017 12:11 PM)Purple Jade Wrote: [ -> ]Overall, I feel good. i probably had 8 loops overnight. No headache, almost don't want to stop.

Did you do 8 loops on purpose or by accident?

(09-15-2017 12:11 PM)Purple Jade Wrote: [ -> ]At work, I have this colleague who is like 10 years younger than me and we are close and he is like a little brother to me. We had a little disagreement with work and I walked away. An hour or so later, he came over to my desk to settle it. He held my hands with both of his hands, looked straight into my eyes maintaining eye contact for a lot longer than he would normally would and he never held my hands before! I'm not attracted to him at all, so I'm not sure if this is also DMSI effect.

DMSI gives you some baseline attraction so you become more attractive to everyone. The snipers gives you more attraction for the people who meets the sub goals.
(09-16-2017 01:50 AM)Mr. Anderson Wrote: [ -> ]
(09-15-2017 12:11 PM)Purple Jade Wrote: [ -> ]Overall, I feel good. i probably had 8 loops overnight. No headache, almost don't want to stop.

Did you do 8 loops on purpose or by accident?

I was just having hybrid trickling on repeat and didn't plan on 8 loops, but the more I listened to it, the more I didn't want to stop.

I feel like I can listen to this sub all day and really want to.
Just some random thoughts, if I like listening to the A version that much, should I go to B without the full length of A? Or is it because I was on DAOS for many weeks and it was a natural transition to DMSI?
If you feel to want to try B go for it. I go with my subC in that regard. If B is to rough go back to A.
I think I'm just enjoying the healing part of it as I found out from reading others journals.

Today is day 4 and I think I am having the ghosting effect. People just ignored me.
Continuing on A only. Two loops hybrid TS at bedtime with sleep phone.
Day 4
First half of the night slept really well and woke up at 2 am not able to go to sleep. Lying in bed for a while and got up to clean up the bedroom a little bit - I would've never done this before DMSI. Then wondering what to wear, after trying at least 5 set of outfits, Ditched all sexy career woman looks and chose the "feminine and romantic" chiffon floaty dress. Again, I suspect mostly DMSI at work. Let's see if I still get ghosted.

As for how I feel, although I didn't have a full night sleep, I feel good overall. No headache. I still feel very warm vernight. Not sure how pheromones is working, I somehow have no smell on me, like no signature. I know my sense hasn't changed and I can still smell good food from 3 doors down, and/or a very horny guy. Previously I did have a very slight unoffensive b/o, not strong enough to use deodorant, but now, no smell.
Oh dear, someone just literally made me invisible in a meeting with less than 10 people in the room. This guy said "not sure if Purple Jade has called into the conference line..." then 3-4 people just couldn't help but yell out SHE is right here. And yes, I was just sitting at his 2 o'clock position across the table.

Very strange as I have been present in this weekly meeting every time and have never "dial in". And I'm sure he always noticed me previously.
Day 5,

Not much going on, just random smiles from guys. A bit tired and my appetite has increased.
Never have I received so much male attention in my life!

Walking around the CBD, I fell like a queen, as every second guy walking past wouldn't take their eyes off me. Every second one was a bit exaggerated, but you get what I meant. And at work, I think the celebrity effect is coming through, so women are nice and warm towards me and men are just like MEN towards me.

The guy who ghosted me walked past my desk, saying hello which I responded back with hello. After leaving my area a few steps, he then walked back and asked me a question which everyone would have been able to answer and got his answer. He then left, walked a couple of steps, and turned back just to say "thank you" for the third time.

AMAZING.

I saw others people mentioned "injury" during DMSI and assumed it was a form of resistance. I don't feel any mental resistance towards DMSI, however, I have been feeling nerve/muscle pain through my left arm since the second day of DMSI and I am quite sure I didn't do anything physically silly to trigger this. Will monitor this.
From highest day 6 to lowest day 7, it was an emotional roller coaster. Had a really frustrating day. I didn't seem to get anything right and felt like I needed someone to love me and to validate me. The need for a male validation was something that I thought I had gotten rid of and I thought I had almost got over my past emotional baggage. Although I know this is DMSI healing me, I still couldn't control my emotions being so low.

The good thing is that I don't feel like quitting, instead, I feel like my subC is asking me to listen more.
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