Subliminal Talk

I am towards the end of stage 2 of AM5 4G and I've already lost my virginity - honestly, the biggest stress in my life.

Before I give more details, I have to say that I ran AM5 twice in the past but I didn't continue it after stage 4 due to emotional storm. But, I saw the same patterns
- during the first run, the sub manifested a girl with whom I almost ended to have sex but I refused as I wasn't attracted at all.
- during the second run, the sub manifested the girl with whom I had sex two days ago. I could have sex with her in February this year, but I was too "chicken." - the reason for ending the second run of AM5 at the 4th stage.

Anyhow, the sex was good, it happened 3 times this week and every time she had orgasm with me. I am not a good looking guy but she told me she was attracted to me because I made her laugh when we met for the first time in a social gathering - and normally I am way too serious.

Along with this 3rd run of AM5, I took the following actions:
- I stopped watching porn and masturbating - the biggest shit ever which ruined my sexual performance. EDIT: the biggest shit ever was watching porn and masturbating for many years - this ruined my sexual performance.
- I did PSTEC every day - this technique is pure magic. For me, AM sub is the inner coach and PSTEC is the garbage releasing accelerator.
- I visualized myself how I will write a testimonial in this forum with the title "I lost my virginity with AM5."

The sex was good, I like the girl very much but she is not interested in me or in having a relationship with me. It just happened because she wanted so. Like every woman who wants something from a man, she took the initiative and I took the action afterwards.

I am deeply impressed by Shannon's work and how powerful this sub is, if used correctly and according to your personal circumstance and level of development. Honestly, I am not searching to be an Alpha. Instead, I am searching to become the best version of myself.

As I was contemplating what to do after AM5, I realized that it's not worth the effort of running SM or WM and becoming better with women. Instead, the best option for me according to my desires is running for the following years BASE 5G. Better to HAVE MONEY and SPEND MONEY than chasing chicks with NO MONEY (no status, no opportunities etc.).

In the end, even though AM5 is in 4G and it's out of the shop, it's an extremely powerful sub. Therefore, I highly recommend to anyone to try AM6 5G. It can make miracles with your life.

Thank you Shannon!

Congratulations, man!

Definitely congratulations.
I also as a woman here want to applaud you for NOT having sex with a woman you were not attracted to. I'd hate to think that any of the guys I have had sex with in my life was not physically attracted to me and I'd rather NOT have sex with someone like that.
I also wonder if doing some of the self esteem ones, or if there are still some on liking yourself more might also help. Maybe some women WOULD consider you good looking.
I am doing BASE too, but I need to be more consistent with it. I listened last night though and I will build this up.
I can easily attract sex with good looking men but I desperately want more romance in my life as I am half sexual and half romantic, I guess and for me I need both. (Honestly, sometimes I think if blokes offered women more actual dates you'd all get laid more often, but it's no guarantee, that's true.)
And when I am ready a relationship, but not yet. I hope to god I can find some subs to help ME get what I want there. Maybe the Alpha Female which I will get as soon as I can afford it.
But yeah, back to what I said. I used to think because I was not blonde with huge titties and skinny body that no guy would like me but that's just not true, some guys find me very attractive and I am sure it is the same for you. So stop telling yourself you are not attractive!

Thanks a lot!

@Athena:
Personally, I am not interested in quantity, but in quality. The first girl manifested by AM5 with whom I didn't want to have sex was very interested in me. She invited me to several parties, social gatherings and I went with her because she is a funny person. But physically she didn't turn me on although her body is ok (let's say a 7), with really big tits. I am not a picky person, but if I like a girl/woman, it needs to be both emotionally and physically.

With the woman I had sex this week, her body is nice (an 8) with medium to small tits. And I loved them. She told me that for her the romantic part and prelude are not important and she wants just quick sex most of the time. However, she enjoyed so much the massage I gave her (although I didn't do it before in my life) and the way I kissed her body (all her body - that's why it's important for me to feel strong attraction) that last time we had sex, the massage + prelude lasted almost 3 hours and she enjoyed every second of it.

Still, it's time to move on with AM5 towards the end of it (this time I am 100% committed) and to continue pursuing my dreams which are not related to women at all. And I can't wait to start BASE 5G in February next year!

Also want to say congrats for taking step forwards! You mentioned that stopping masturbation and porn killed your sexual performance. This is a problem I have yet to solve also. I realize that not expending your sexual energy leads to growth but when it's time to have a partner what are you suppose to do, she probably not gonna be happy if your out of practice. I think it's great that you don't necessary care about becoming an alpha and you just want to be the best version of your self. Everybody has different personalities and roles we are not all suppose to conform to a set way. Anyways wish you luck on your 3rd run.

Thanks Tao!

English is not my native language and I think I made a mistake - I didn't want to say that stopping porn and masturbation ruined my sexual performance (the initial post is now edited with this mention).

Watching porn and masturbating It ruined my sexual performance because it distorted the reality of how a woman really is, how it is to be in bed with her, how mistakes can happen in bed, you will not be perfect every time, sex will not be perfect every time etc.

With the girl with whom I lost my virginity, my sexual performance was kind of weak because:
- I was extremely physically and emotionally tired. We went to a holiday which involved walking more than 100 km for 8 days. The first time we had sex I could barely got excited although she is very attractive and she was all naked in front of me. The 3rd time is was a little better as we didn't walk so much for the last days of the trip.
- I had premature ejaculation due to compulsory masturbation for several years. I was such an idiot! Now, I have to invest 30 min per day with Kegel exercises and other stuff to recover my muscles.

Despite that, she was kind and supportive. She just wanted to have fun and didn't expect me to act as a porn star. I told her from the beginning that it might be possible that I will not perform in bed with her and she understood me.

Form my personal experience so far, I think that when you stop FAPping for good, your personal presence, sexual energy increases. Also, if you stop having sexual fantasies with women and move on with you life in terms of goals you will end up attracting a woman / women - depending on how evolved you are, of course.

how old are you zen?
Good job amigo, i hope i can get results from the PE sub i'm using and lose my chastity as well.

Ok my mistake, I was wondering if that was what you really meant. I'm going to look into Kegel.

Nice results man.. I know how good I felt when I first lost my virginity.

A funny thing that I noticed and I also asked my friend and he felt the same.. the next day I was walking around the street actually thinking "I wonder if anyone notices I had sex last night". Hahaha.



-Ben

Congratulations.Please finish all 6 stages.It's important.

@ Zen.. congrats!

This evening I will start the 6th Stage! Excited and exciting!
At the end, I will post the final review!

Awesome choice Zen,
I just got myself AM6 and I hope to follow it with BASE.

What is BASE?