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06-27-2017, 02:41 PM
Post: #61
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(06-27-2017 02:33 PM)Jake2015 Wrote:  so will you only be on OF for a month?

Nah, I plan to complete 60 day run. Sometimes it gets so boring. I already did 60 day run before so I am pretty sure I can do it again.

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06-28-2017, 05:04 PM
Post: #62
RE: Overcome Fear-5G
Healing Subs from my experience and research on this forum take an extended amount of time and show less results in the short term than other subs. Like a building the foundation has to go 2 stories deep and it is the longest to work on.
E2, OF, OGSF are foundational subs and it's use should be plotted out for the long term because the fears and Traumas from what I have seen on the forums have a nasty habit of rearing their head back again when Sub usage is ceased.

Just my 2 cents.

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06-28-2017, 06:42 PM
Post: #63
RE: Overcome Fear-5G
(06-28-2017 05:04 PM)Daredevil Wrote:  Healing Subs from my experience and research on this forum take an extended amount of time and show less results in the short term than other subs. Like a building the foundation has to go 2 stories deep and it is the longest to work on.
E2, OF, OGSF are foundational subs and it's use should be plotted out for the long term because the fears and Traumas from what I have seen on the forums have a nasty habit of rearing their head back again when Sub usage is ceased.

Just my 2 cents.

Yes I do know that healing subs like E2, OF, OGSF do take time to heal. I mean it is my 3 month on OF-5G and I still feel that I have a long way to go. Healing emotions do take time. I plan on listening to OF-5G and E2 for a very long time.

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06-30-2017, 04:52 PM
Post: #64
RE: Overcome Fear-5G
Something weird is happening around my sexuality. I am starting to view sex and things related to it like girl, fapping, nudity. . Thru a different perception. I don't think of this as a taboo subject anymore..
Also even if I masturbate. I don't feel tired at all. I am still energetic. Before this I would feel tired for days. I guess shame and fear is being released... As I view my fapping habits as habits now. It can be broken if I make new habits. Cause suppression does not work. Let's see what happens in next 20 days.

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07-02-2017, 08:28 AM
Post: #65
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Today I feel as if I have no emotions. I am not affected by anything. Maybe it's because I don't care. I was kinda feeling pissed off on someone but then I got into IDGAF mode.

Strange stuffs are happening

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07-03-2017, 09:10 AM (This post was last modified: 07-03-2017 06:26 PM by Zane.)
Post: #66
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Recently I have been trying to practice IDGAF attitude. It's mostly when I am alone or not busy I am attracted by thoughts which would make me really depressed. It's mostly related to morals and how world today lacks it.. Seeing the world in this condition makes me kinda depressed. Logically I know I can't do anything about it. But there is this fantasy world inside my head and if doesn't match with reality I get depressed.. I seriously have no idea where this belief comes from.. I did a reading on me and even that says something like this. Anyway I am now getting pretty good at IDGAF mode. It's helps me shift my focus.

Also I am dying to do something productive but Idk what. All I see is my books but I have no motivation to study and fear based motivation is gone, which is a good thing. But now I have to find interest based motivation. I dont fb, insta anything anymore. I just sit in my room all day, roam around the house and occasionally go out to get stuff. But I do visit this forum 50 times a day. I am just trying to kill time.

Sometimes I wonder what was there to worry about all these years? It did nothing but set me back and ruined my mental physical health along with missing opportunities. Fear, worry, stress didn't do anything and played no role. If only my father would have focused on creating "Interest based motivation" instead of "Fear based" then I would have been in much much better position. But instead my father had issues related to fame and ego. I mean he is pretty successful and graduated from top university in my country but he was so much obsessed with other kids performance,specially neighbours kid or his colleagues kids.. Performing good in class and academic area specially. It not that I didn't have interest in studying and gaining knowledge. I love studying but his and bad teachers in my school did not help in anyway. All they did was ruin me me. Idk who to blame for all this mess I went thru.. Universe/God/Environment /Father /teachers or my destiny... Infact I blamed everyone but it didn't help so I blame myself for being so weak and when I did then I start looking for solutions.

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07-04-2017, 04:52 PM
Post: #67
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Suddenly I am finding myself really busy. I think I am starting to adapt to change more easily. I find myself talking to girls and feeling comfortable around them. Same can be said for them also.

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07-07-2017, 12:29 PM (This post was last modified: 07-09-2017 07:12 PM by Zane.)
Post: #68
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Sometimes I wonder how much changes can be felt and see just by using a sub for about 1 week.

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07-13-2017, 04:58 PM (This post was last modified: 07-13-2017 04:59 PM by Zane.)
Post: #69
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This really is something and I am going thru much more but will write later. I believe some how removing fears from my sexuality or sexual fear is making me reach my higher self or future self. Whatever that maybe. This sub is awesome.

http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-8313-p...#pid173913

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07-14-2017, 12:55 AM
Post: #70
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(07-13-2017 04:58 PM)Zane Wrote:  This really is something and I am going thru much more but will write later. I believe some how removing fears from my sexuality or sexual fear is making me reach my higher self or future self. Whatever that maybe. This sub is awesome.

http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-8313-p...#pid173913

Yes I believe that subs are awesome but take much time difficult to keep patience but must have to keep Tongue

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07-14-2017, 08:47 AM (This post was last modified: 07-14-2017 01:23 PM by Zane.)
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Some reason I choose to believe that all this sexual healing and female attraction stuff is happening due to OF-5G and not TID effects of DMSI. I have my reasons cause if I dont I might loose interest and my subliminal plan will be three out of the window.

So a little update:

For few days my sex drive sky rocketed and it usually won't have if it wasn't all for pic exchange and sexting. Infact 12 days ago I wont even have imagined getting a girl.. Let alone sexting. I have multiple girls trying to just PM for no reason at all and it was getting out of control. So I chose one girl who I think is perfect for me. She is totally into me.

So we start talking and I expressed her my feelings and then I realized that I dont want to submit myself. So today I have decided to go back to my dominant mode as I was a week ago aa as were pouring themselves onto me..

Also the pain I feel when I was trying to fap in my head and back or my neck seema to have reduced but pain in stomach still remains. I hope I heal myself sexually and then I can run SM-4G as.. Not fapping makes me go into beast mode.. I feel like a hungry Beast specially when it comes to girls. I say stuff and they fell for it..

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07-14-2017, 02:52 PM
Post: #72
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Also its kinda funny how I can convince myself to stop myself. I mean I feel mu willpower growing. I can learn from my mistakes and not repeat them. For example yesterday I realized that I was falling in love with this girl who I chat with. I started noticing that she started to disrespect me. I mean she saw stuff one or two-time. I then told her that I will be back after dinner and then ever since then I haven't been thinking about her anymore cause I realised that I dont want to become a Beta. I am not Alpha either. But I wont become the lowest form of beta which I was 1 year ago in a relationship and it made me pathetic.. . Its nice to control urself when u want to especially in relationships where u want to be Dominant and if u cant be dominant then dont be submissive either.

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07-14-2017, 08:37 PM
Post: #73
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Idk whats happening but I dont feel like talking to anyone.

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07-14-2017, 09:55 PM
Post: #74
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(07-14-2017 08:47 AM)Zane Wrote:  Some reason I choose to believe that all this sexual healing and female attraction stuff is happening due to OF-5G and not TID effects of DMSI. I have my reasons cause if I dont I might loose interest and my subliminal plan will be three out of the window.

So a little update:

For few days my sex drive sky rocketed and it usually won't have if it wasn't all for pic exchange and sexting. Infact 12 days ago I wont even have imagined getting a girl.. Let alone sexting. I have multiple girls trying to just PM for no reason at all and it was getting out of control. So I chose one girl who I think is perfect for me. She is totally into me.

So we start talking and I expressed her my feelings and then I realized that I dont want to submit myself. So today I have decided to go back to my dominant mode as I was a week ago aa as were pouring themselves onto me..

Also the pain I feel when I was trying to fap in my head and back or my neck seema to have reduced but pain in stomach still remains. I hope I heal myself sexually and then I can run SM-4G as.. Not fapping makes me go into beast mode.. I feel like a hungry Beast specially when it comes to girls. I say stuff and they fell for it..

I also have to stomach paining. Is it anyway relate with overcoming the fear?

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07-14-2017, 09:57 PM
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One change I noticing last couple of days are during eating I take care of chewing them properly. Before I was just hurrying during eating anything and ate them without chewing them properly.

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07-14-2017, 10:03 PM
Post: #76
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(07-14-2017 09:55 PM)mojamhaque Wrote:  
(07-14-2017 08:47 AM)Zane Wrote:  Some reason I choose to believe that all this sexual healing and female attraction stuff is happening due to OF-5G and not TID effects of DMSI. I have my reasons cause if I dont I might loose interest and my subliminal plan will be three out of the window.

So a little update:

For few days my sex drive sky rocketed and it usually won't have if it wasn't all for pic exchange and sexting. Infact 12 days ago I wont even have imagined getting a girl.. Let alone sexting. I have multiple girls trying to just PM for no reason at all and it was getting out of control. So I chose one girl who I think is perfect for me. She is totally into me.

So we start talking and I expressed her my feelings and then I realized that I dont want to submit myself. So today I have decided to go back to my dominant mode as I was a week ago aa as were pouring themselves onto me..

Also the pain I feel when I was trying to fap in my head and back or my neck seema to have reduced but pain in stomach still remains. I hope I heal myself sexually and then I can run SM-4G as.. Not fapping makes me go into beast mode.. I feel like a hungry Beast specially when it comes to girls. I say stuff and they fell for it..

I also have to stomach paining. Is it anyway relate with overcoming the fear?

I am pretty sure it is. I guess some negative emotions are being released and after getting rid of them maybe I will feel different. Lets see what happens.

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07-15-2017, 07:41 PM (This post was last modified: 07-15-2017 10:34 PM by Zane.)
Post: #77
RE: Overcome Fear-5G
I am getting all sad and depressed by things related to sex.. Like Casual Sex and Many more stuff. I guess OF-5G is still working on Sexual Fear, Guilt. I dont feel lile talking to anyone right now. Neither in real life nor on internet. But I know its a progress.

Looks like Sex drive is going back to normal. Attraction from girls still remains. Yet they think I am a player and a cheater.. Uet they wanna talk to me

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07-16-2017, 01:46 AM (This post was last modified: 07-16-2017 01:48 AM by Zane.)
Post: #78
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I really hope MLS-5.5G can come out this week. I really want to keep myself busy learning stuff. This bordem is eating me alive. Also OF-5G has removed my fear based motivation to study.... Now its time for a run of MLS-5.5G for creating an interest based motivation... Like One does with a kid.

30 day run of MLS-5.5G will do the Job and after that I will jump on OF-5G again and will run it till november

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07-16-2017, 07:48 PM (This post was last modified: 07-16-2017 07:52 PM by mojamhaque.)
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(07-16-2017 01:46 AM)Zane Wrote:  I really hope MLS-5.5G can come out this week. I really want to keep myself busy learning stuff. This bordem is eating me alive. Also OF-5G has removed my fear based motivation to study.... Now its time for a run of MLS-5.5G for creating an interest based motivation... Like One does with a kid.

30 day run of MLS-5.5G will do the Job and after that I will jump on OF-5G again and will run it till november

I feel lack of motivation in study. Hope this will recovered by using MLS 5.5G. I will use MLS 5.5G after 3 months usage of E2. In that case I will have an option to observe your result of MLS 5.5G before purchase it Smile After 03 months use of E2 I will move to MLS 5.5G and will continue for 03 months as I have to complete a lot of subjects for preparing my interview. Right now I am in huge pressure.. my job condition is not so good. Also my study condition is very bad... fears to becoming jobless and fall in financial crisis just killing me. Please keep me in your pray so that I can success in my career also successfully remove all my fears and phobias as well as improve my learning speed. Take care Smile

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07-17-2017, 10:52 AM (This post was last modified: 07-17-2017 08:39 PM by Zane.)
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Sex Drive has hit rock bottom or maybe I am able to control it much better. Porn doesn't doesn't feel appealing to me anymore. Instead I am more interested in learning the art of seduction and Foreplay. Another reason I need MLS-5.5G. Not that I have a gf in real life. But it does come in handy when u r sexting.. Just love to excite girls by using words alone is fun and it makes them go crazy..

Update : Idk whats going on. I am feeling that its no ise running behind girls. I means what will I gain by it. Alao I just masturbated and I felt like nothing. Then I did it again and did feel everything. Idk why it wasn't good at first but I guess my Masturbation addiction is somewhat being worked on. This month OF-5G is totally focused on Sexual healing

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