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Depression Relief Aid - Journal
12-09-2017, 01:08 PM
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Depression Relief Aid - Journal
I really don't feel like counting days so I am just gonna post what I experience from DRA-5.5G.

So, I am suffering from Major Depression, Anxiety, OCD, Bipolar.
Due to Depression, I have lost my motivation and my cognitive abilities are ***** up including memory both short term and long term. I can't seem to remember places in my own town, I feel as if I know them but I can't access it as if I have lost that information. My concentration abilities have also been ***** up. I can't concentrate cause my brain feel kinda exhausted when I try to concentrate and my brain can't even process what I read and it's like as if I read but I can't understand what it means.... Over the past 7 years this has only gotten worse and combine that with emotional issues and u got one ***** up me. Doing everything became a burden.

The subs which helped me the most in getting out of all these a little bit were MLS-5.5G and MHS-5.5G.

I have visited 4 Doctors and all of them have confirmed that I have Depression and other issues.

Day 3

I feel somewhat good/happy and feel like doing something productive. I also somehow feel that its working on my OCD and Bipolar issues also. Its too soon to say this but lets see what happens in another few weeks.

I also did something related to Rule 4 as I was having a strong urge to do it and couldn't resist. Before I was like " yeah maybe some other time" but this time I was like I gotta do this cause its gonna make me feel good. I feel like doing things which I consider to be productive and my appetite is already up.

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12-09-2017, 03:27 PM
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Good luck with it. From the sound of it I think i'd be a good idea to see someone professionally for this aswell as a priority.

The problem I see with docors is some of them tend to just want to drug you which isn't really a solution. It's good my doctor didn't do that and gave me a referral so I can get Somatic Experiencing sessions cheaper.
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12-09-2017, 04:31 PM (This post was last modified: 12-09-2017 04:33 PM by Zane.)
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I am already going under treatment.

Also Idk why I feel so depressed today,its 6 am. I feel so bad that cognitive abilities have been ***** up. I mean I was sitting there an felt like reading a book which I wanted to but I opened it and i condnt understand anything. My focus was Zero.

Then I started feeling bad that I couldn't focus and my brain is so much messed up by depression. I am still feeling sad. Sad

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12-10-2017, 07:45 AM
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I am sleeping alot. I slept around at 5 am and woke up at around 6 pm. Also, I don't feel like doing anything.

Another thing I noticed today that I am not able to understand anything my mom is saying. I mean she was talking about stuff related to family drama and I wasn't able to under anything. I wasn't able to pay attention to her talks and detail. I wasn't able to process it. Felt kinda foggy.

Also, I dreamt about my Ex.

I guess the sub is starting to work and digging up crap.

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12-11-2017, 05:18 AM
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Man, I am so ***** tired. I just wanna sleep all day. I sleep 12 hr daily. It feels as if only my mind is getting tired and not body. Zzzzz.. .

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12-11-2017, 07:59 AM
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Keep in mind, Zane, that this program is not designed for dealing with major depression. I'm not saying that you will or would, but it's worth saying anyway - please don't try to rely on it alone - stay on meds and remain under medical supervision, please.

I'll be watching. Best wishes. I'm hoping this helps you out a lot!

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12-12-2017, 10:29 AM
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I slept today at 10 am and woke up at 6pm. I think somehow DRA is trying to fix my sleep schedule. Also I am having dreams which r related to (Rule 4) and I also had dreams related to Sex - with my ex, violence- where she harms me in one way or another.

I also had dreams where I was kinda sacrificing my life for something. Tbh honest I have no idea what's going on.

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