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Attract Positive Energy Journal
08-03-2017, 04:29 PM
Post: #21
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Day 9:

Ok so my day started with me feeling a bit off. Not only that but I could barely sleep because last night I barely listened to the sub due to being exhausted. Today I also seem to have women and feminine men getting on my last nerve. I found myself biting my tongue several times today, even a woman who I know has a crush on me made my blood boil a bit every time she spoke. Thing is, she didn't do anything wrong and really didn't even speak to me. There's also another woman who earlier in the day came up smiling to me just to say hi. She literally had no good reason to be in my section and walked away as soon as I greeted her back.

Currently my attitude is shifting back to normal due to meditation. Not sure if this is some sort of subconscious resistance or what. Either way I'll definitely be making up for lost time with the sub, and if the women I'm around daily start aggravating me again I'll simply have to excuse myself from work.
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08-04-2017, 02:31 PM
Post: #22
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Day 10:

Still a slight bit of frustration today but only with a particular female coworker. I slept great after listening to my subliminal all night. Guess the mental energy it uses up helps put me to sleep and keep me there. Also had another coworker treat me to lunch today just because.
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08-06-2017, 10:29 PM (This post was last modified: 08-06-2017 10:31 PM by DavisMind91.)
Post: #23
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Day 13:

Overall good vibes. My wife made a comment stating I could still get her back. Thing is I'm not so sure I want to go that route. While I thought it over she wanted me to come sit with her a couple hours later. She asked to use my phone in private as well, as if she was looking to see if I was talking to someone else...who knows. To top it all off she actually asked me out on a date. We went to the movies and had a ball. Afterwards, I took her to the beach where the scenery was amazing. The full moon shined on to the ocean and it's like you could see the whole beach at once. She layed her head on my shoulder while I hugged her to keep her warm from the cool breeze blowing. I want to tell my wife I still love her but I'm gonna see where this all goes instead of reacting from emotion.

Earlier in the day I felt so good I cleaned my whole house in an hour, and even worked out for the first time in 6 months. My sister-in-law also took my daughter to stay with her for the night so it's been very peaceful at my home today. This is one of the best days I've had in a few weeks.
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08-07-2017, 03:07 PM
Post: #24
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Day 14:

Well the wife was awful playful today. Even the female coworker that's been wearing on my nerves seemed much more cheery around me and was actually pretty comical today. My workload was extreme but I kept pushing through and managed to achieve a personal best in productivity stats.
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08-07-2017, 05:46 PM
Post: #25
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It's quite interesting how everything seems positive and joyful around you.

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08-08-2017, 01:37 AM
Post: #26
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(08-07-2017 05:46 PM)Plouf Wrote:  It's quite interesting how everything seems positive and joyful around you.

Very interesting indeed. I'm even starting to notice that I seem more upbeat and optimistic than a lot of my peers. This is admittedly causing me to start to be turned off by their vibes. I hardly want to talk, text or hang around them due to the misalignment in energy now.
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08-08-2017, 05:41 PM
Post: #27
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Day 15:

Damn near halfway through. I woke up exhausted after listening for 9 hours overnight. My energy eventually picked up during the day. More laughs at work today and my sense of humor is increasing. My skills are developing quickly at my new job as well. My wife actually cooked and cleaned for the first time in a while too. She also lost the portable phone charger at Starbucks but I got it back quickly without anyone noticing it was there.

I also visited my mother and may have convinced her to go vegan, which I hope will help with her diabetes. This would be a miracle considering how stubborn she can be but if anything a great conversation came about as a result at least. Very positive day indeed. My new manager also just may grant a request I made in regard to my schedule although yesterday she told me no. After only 2 weeks it's crazy to see the progress of myself and my reality. Even when I'm in a rush I'm way more relaxed mentally now. Can't wait to see what the other 17 days bring.
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08-11-2017, 10:04 AM
Post: #28
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Day 18:

Can't believe it's already been 3 days since I last posted. More positivity and laughs at work. I'm taking criticism less personally and framing it as an opportunity to improve. I'm becoming excited by challenges as well. My skills at work are also on par with people who have already been here a few months. I've only been here a few weeks so that says something. My trainer is getting abbot touchy-feels too but not in a sexually way, although she was damn near laying on me yesterday. I woke up this morning slightly less tired because I only listened for 6 hours overnight instead of 9. Strange because I didn't feel energy draining issues with this sub before a few days ago unless I used it for at least 10+ hours. Updates will come again in a few days.
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08-13-2017, 01:20 PM
Post: #29
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Day 20:

Very early this morning I laid in the couch due to it being too hot for me to sleep in my room. 30 minutes later my wife came and laid between my legs and fell asleep hugging me. Strange but it could also be that she wanted me close because her mom just died. Still waking up tired if I run the sub for more than 4 hours per night. At least I have the sleep magic program to help balance it now.
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08-13-2017, 05:51 PM (This post was last modified: 08-13-2017 05:51 PM by Shannon.)
Post: #30
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How are you liking Sleep Magic? Please give my condolences to your wife.

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08-14-2017, 04:12 AM
Post: #31
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(08-13-2017 05:51 PM)Shannon Wrote:  How are you liking Sleep Magic? Please give my condolences to your wife.

Thank you Shannon, I will give my condolences. Sleep magic is a program that my body and mind have had to adjust to. With the power nap, yesterday was the first time it actually put me to sleep instead of just instantly rejuvenating me. Even then I didn't fall asleep until after the 45 minutes but it works more the way it was intended to each time I use it. The shuttle pretty much either deeply relaxes me or puts me to sleep within the 35 minutes. I start a hectic schedule next week so I'll be getting hypersleep and awakener within the next few weeks. Of course I've already read the descriptions and instructions and won't using those more than a couple times a week. No lifestyle is worth sacrificing your health for, I learned that in my early 20's.
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08-14-2017, 04:20 AM
Post: #32
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Day 21:

Didn't get much of a chance to listen overnight except for about 2 hours. My wife wanted me to cuddle with her all night. This past week she's been really wanting me close while she lays in bed or sleeps. Divorce is still discussed but not in a negative way, more of a business type of matter. Our friendship has gotten even better the past week or so. I can tell she still cares about me. She even told me last night that she's naming me a beneficiary on the paperwork at her new hospital job. I'm sure this has more to do with our daughter though.

Last night I created a roadmap of different subliminals I want to use after December of this year. I literally have a self-improvement plan mapped out for the next 18 months, and I'm actually excited about it. Pretty hard to get me excited these days due to so many things not working out in the past. More than anything it's probably the sense of control and power I feel over my own future. I'm even setting deadlines for my goals this time around to push my creativity and resourcefulness.
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08-15-2017, 09:38 AM
Post: #33
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Day 22:

Did 7 hours overnight and I actually woke up with a burst of energy. Maybe my fatigue was resistance. The wife asked me why I didn't come greet her when I got home and sat down next to me. An hour later I told her I was going to work out and she held me down while we were laying together. Long story short, I got a different workout than the one I had in mind Wink.

I also happen to know she's been talking to some dude in Chicago but I feel absolutely no jealousy. My plans for self-improvement go way beyond worrying about what she's doing. There's not a woman alive right now that I see as the "one" or that I'll allow me to become a distraction to my mission. I also noticed I've begun to really mellow out and I can keep calm easier.
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08-16-2017, 03:52 PM
Post: #34
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Day 23:

My ability to let things go quickly is improving. Didn't get to listen much last night but I made up for lost time by playing about 4 hours worth of the ultrasonic track at work. Last night my wife tried arguing with me. I simply told her to back off and asserted myself and the argument ended quickly. This morning she called me while I was at work and she actually apologized for the way she came at me. I accepted and made things water under the bridge. My stress at work piled up but I simply decided I was going to work at my own pace and stopped caring whether or not anyone liked it.

In other news between her Mom's passing and a few other issues that look uncertain I notice my wife and I not breaking down, many people I know would be in a mental institution facing such a barrage. I'm personally no stranger to troubles piling simultaneously but I'm a bit amazed at how the wife is taking things in stride. She just may be stronger than I gave her credit for.

Also come to think of it, my daughter's tantrum-throwing ways have gotten on my nerves much less too.
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08-17-2017, 09:48 AM
Post: #35
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Day 24:

Woke up slightly tired, did only 4 hours overnight but I'll be doing at least 2 hours at work. My energy began to rise as I was awake more and more. My attitude went to IDGAF mode for about 90 minutes. It's like there was nothing in the world that could phase me. Perhaps a signal that the sub has gone deeper. I'm starting to feel more detached from those that experience negative emotions and even towards my own negative thoughts and feelings. I'm also finding myself able to stay up longer through the day and feel a slight increase in motivation to get things done.
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08-18-2017, 02:28 AM
Post: #36
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Day 25:

I'm journaling a bit early but noticeably I woke up with a huge burst of energy. I'm also currently contemplating how I can get the things Inwant in life faster. The sun isn't even up yet and I'm tackling the day full speed ahead.
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08-18-2017, 09:56 AM
Post: #37
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Day 25 update:

While sitting at my desk working my mind began to explode with thoughts as I planned out my weekend, all of this while trying to resolve an issue at work. I felt like I was headed for an anxiety attack so I wrote down all my thoughts and as they became focused I calmed down. My energy is still bursting even with no stimulants or food in my body, I'm also subconsciously speaking with more bass in my voice than usual and I'm asserting myself non-stop with everyone I come across. I think this is stemming from the fact that I've always seen alpha males as positive role models even though I've had none to mentor me growing up. This newfound positive energy is probably manifesting within me by augmenting my alpha male traits.

Speaking of alpha there was a supervisor who moved her jacket and started rubbing her butt while talking to someone, knowing I was looking in that direction to ask a question. I'm seeing certain effects that normally would probably only be seen fromAM6, SM3, WM2, DMSI, or any other sub that has to do with attracting women. So much so that I often have to keep looking at my phone to make sure I'm playing the right sub. Funny thing is I don't have any of those programs that I mentioned. My best friend also called me to hang out with him this weekend, he hasn't been wanting to chill with anyone ever since he and his girl broke up so that was random.

One thing is for sure. APE is something I'd come back and use in the future for sure. I can't even imagine how powerful it would be in a newer generation. The effects I'm getting now are well beyond my expectations.
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08-20-2017, 06:53 AM
Post: #38
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Day 27:

Where to begin?... I woke up like I couldn't wait to seize the day. After running a couple errands I went to visit my mom who luckily didn't spend too long in the hospital. I saw my oldest sister there who seemed overjoyed to see me. That was strange, we're decently close but she damn near jumped on me when she saw me. The visit was full of fun conversation between the three of us and good laughs. After that I went to go hang out with my best friend. He barely mentioned anything negative and I fought the temptation to speak anything negative which wasn't that hard.

Though my best friend is a bit down due to his recent break up he barely mentioned it. We started planning to go see a fight at a strip club next week, when I called the event organizer she was very pleasant to speak with and she said she enjoyed our conversation. She also told me to keep her number so I'll always have a hook-up for events and the VIP section anytime I wanted. This was another confirmation that ever since I've been using APE, people in general, especially women have responded to me way better.

Afterwards my best friend and I went to a hookah lounge where a group of women were causing trouble before we even got there. Cops were already there and ended up kicking them out. Once things settled, we began discussing our futures, goals, and aspirations; along with a few other subjects. The conversation was super upbeat between us. In the back of my mind I felt a bit money conscious all of a sudden though.

It's like all my subconscious APE programming began attacking my conscious negative thoughts and I kept stating to myself "stop living just to pay bills and enjoy life. Days like the one you're having are worth more than money." It took some time for the negative to disappear but my positive thoughts got stronger the more the negative ones lingered.

After leaving the lounge some girls were trying to get our attention to come over and talk to them. Thing is my friend didn't tell me this until after we got back to the car, the girls were beautiful too. I hadn't heard them say anything and they probably thought we blew them off. I was actually pretty tempted to go back but my friend wasn't up for it and I had to take him back home, oh well. We talked at his place for around another hour and I came home.

My wife greeted me with a hug and said she's glad I had fun. She then told me about her day and cuddled with me while talking about the future. This was one of the best days I've had this year.
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08-21-2017, 12:09 PM
Post: #39
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Day 28:

Today has been hectic as hell is is only about 70% done. I can already tell this is going to be both a quick and tiring week but even through the fatigue I can still feel motivation to push through.
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08-22-2017, 01:48 PM
Post: #40
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Day 29:

Caught a stomach virus. I feel pretty bad unless for some reason I start playing the sub. It's like I feel an energy shift that makes the sickness not seem as bad, or at least makes me less bothered by it. I'm not claiming it's healing me from it but there's no way it's a coincidence that I feel better while playing the sub.
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