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09-01-2017, 10:30 PM
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Oh yeah; I signed up for two acting classes, and I have a possible audition next week. I need to develop a sense of my facial expressions, and possibly an Australian accent. I'll need to sleep well tonight; I've over-played MLS today for sure. I'll do 25-30 reads of the script tomorrow.

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09-02-2017, 11:57 AM
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I went to bed at 2:45 am. I woke up at 6:30 am with some nausea. I was nauseous because I had my cheat day the day before. So, I sat on the toilet, and then laid at an elevated angle in order to feel good enough to sleep. I woke up at around 9:30 am and slept normally. I woke up at 3:40 pm !!!!!

WTF. I think I played to much MLS.

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09-02-2017, 02:50 PM (This post was last modified: 09-02-2017 03:03 PM by Ampersnd.)
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UHGGG!!!

I'm doing absolutely NOTHING today, and I hate it!
Feels like I'm going nowhere. I'm just sitting and reading Sub Talk testimonials and Facebook news feeds.

I keep running the program in the hopes that something will shift.

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09-02-2017, 06:40 PM
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I know what u r going thru and seriously Idk how longs its gonna take. Clearly H&C is what is doing all this.

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09-02-2017, 09:42 PM
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Day 22,

@Zane; yeah, today was the worst it's ever been.

The only really productive thing I've done today was read through the entire 23 pages of testimonials in this forum.

I've only been awake for 10 hours, but since it's 1:30 am and I'm getting tired, I'll be going to bed.

I realize that I have a habit of thinking that my breakthrough will come from the next stage/the next subliminal, when I think that the breakthrough comes from sticking to the process and sticking it out.

When I was on DMSI's A side, I couldn't wait until those 32 days were up to be able to run the B side, but I should have just stuck to the A side until I actually got results I wanted.

Same with MLS; I want to stick with MLS until I develop some pretty serious skills in the areas important to me; guitar, singing, acting, etc. Only then should I consider the next thing.

Same with DMSI or BASE. I haven't reached the goals because I didn't stick to it long enough. It was me that wasn't sticking to it. Which is fine, because these were decisions I made relative to my situation.

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09-03-2017, 07:15 AM
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Some thoughts that are uncharacteristic of me:

"What's the use of reading a new book/watching a new course, when it won't take me closer to my goals?"

"What's the use of having goals when they're not going to be accomplished?"

"I have so many interests that I couldn't possibly become a master, let alone competitive, in any of these fields."

Yeah, this is certainly me subconsciously fighting the goals of this program.

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09-03-2017, 07:32 AM
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(09-03-2017 07:15 AM)Ampersnd Wrote:  Some thoughts that are uncharacteristic of me:

"What's the use of reading a new book/watching a new course, when it won't take me closer to my goals?"

"What's the use of having goals when they're not going to be accomplished?"

"I have so many interests that I couldn't possibly become a master, let alone competitive, in any of these fields."

Yeah, this is certainly me subconsciously fighting the goals of this program.

Welcome to MLS-5.5G my friend. Hehe

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09-03-2017, 03:07 PM
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Day 23,

I'm 51 minutes into 'There Will Be Blood'; Daniel Day Lewis is so likable, up until he starts being weird with this little girl.

Edit: Ok, now someone died, and the music is being weird, so I assume it'll start becoming interesting.

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09-03-2017, 03:30 PM
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(09-03-2017 03:07 PM)Ampersnd Wrote:  Day 23,

I'm 51 minutes into 'There Will Be Blood'; Daniel Day Lewis is so likable, up until he starts being weird with this little girl.

Edit: Ok, now someone died, and the music is being weird, so I assume it'll start becoming interesting.

Love, love, love that movie. Let me know how you like the bowling alley scene!
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09-03-2017, 04:54 PM
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(09-03-2017 03:30 PM)RTBoss Wrote:  
(09-03-2017 03:07 PM)Ampersnd Wrote:  Day 23,

I'm 51 minutes into 'There Will Be Blood'; Daniel Day Lewis is so likable, up until he starts being weird with this little girl.

Edit: Ok, now someone died, and the music is being weird, so I assume it'll start becoming interesting.

Love, love, love that movie. Let me know how you like the bowling alley scene!

Umm... ok. It's a fantastic character, and the dialogue is good. But that scene, as a climax to a movie, wadn't that great. I guess I don't 'get it'. Although he's rich, I don't think he's really won. He's disowned his son, basically by his own eccentricities, and turned himself into a recluse. I was waiting for this movie to go somewhere.

But it's a funny scene in itself.

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09-03-2017, 06:46 PM
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Also Day 23,

Yeah, Daniel Day Lewis is a pretty fantastic actor. I'll look up to him for my acting classes. I'll need to rewatch the movie to extract the meaning. I've heard people say that his performance is hands-down the best in cinema history. I don't know about that, but it was very impressive.

I'm getting this inner sense of: 'I could become an extraordinary actor too, but I just don't know how yet,' even though I've never taken an acting class. This is a departure from yesterday's inner dialogue, where it all felt pointless.

ON ANOTHER NOTE:
By the way; if you ever think you've got an alright-looking face, but want to perk it up, you should use 'Facebuilder'. I've been using it for a long while, and I've stopped using it for a while. Just one session, and my face looks refreshed and rejuvenated. LOL a little vain, but you've only got only life.

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09-03-2017, 07:51 PM
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(09-03-2017 04:54 PM)Ampersnd Wrote:  
(09-03-2017 03:30 PM)RTBoss Wrote:  
(09-03-2017 03:07 PM)Ampersnd Wrote:  Day 23,

I'm 51 minutes into 'There Will Be Blood'; Daniel Day Lewis is so likable, up until he starts being weird with this little girl.

Edit: Ok, now someone died, and the music is being weird, so I assume it'll start becoming interesting.

Love, love, love that movie. Let me know how you like the bowling alley scene!

Umm... ok. It's a fantastic character, and the dialogue is good. But that scene, as a climax to a movie, wadn't that great. I guess I don't 'get it'. Although he's rich, I don't think he's really won. He's disowned his son, basically by his own eccentricities, and turned himself into a recluse. I was waiting for this movie to go somewhere.

But it's a funny scene in itself.

Ha, well, I like screwed up movies that don't have happy endings, I guess. I like all kinds of movies, but TWBB is about a business genius/oil tycoon and his decent into madness.

Loved the milkshake analogy in that scene.
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09-04-2017, 02:38 PM (This post was last modified: 09-04-2017 02:46 PM by Ampersnd.)
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Feeling the old 'paralysis by analysis'. I think it's loosening up; I've been doing some planning, and setting goals for the next month and this coming year, and not just the next day or two.

EDIT:
This morning was especially difficult; slept fine, but my brain was mush, and although I could focus on the task, I couldn't concentrate on the details for very long.

But, after a small amount of coffee, I could do some research, leave my console, walk up to staff and discuss the details of a patient. I had it all available. Also, my time is being managed much better; I got 5 people done after 3 hours, which took me well over 5 hours at the start. I then breezed through 10-15 referrals for the rest of the day. I started using a custom data collection sheet to collect more information, faster. I now know how to tweak it to not have to double my work.

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09-04-2017, 03:08 PM
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I can relate to what Zane is saying about how listening to this subliminal is enjoyable. I don't know what it is either.

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09-04-2017, 06:32 PM
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Day 24,

I leave tomorrow to do my 2-day trip, as usual.
It's only worth it if I get some things done over there, so maybe I should take my plans and start translating them into tangible action tomorrow.

I'm thinking that a calendar, similar to how I schedule work, could be used to describe what I do day-to-day, while giving me enough time to mentally prepare. For example: Mondays, I do Italian, and write a blog post for website A. Then, Tuesdays, do German and blog post for website B. That way, if I have a week's notice to write a blog post, then I'm mentally prepared. It's not like I feel about writing for blog post A today, and when I don't feel like it tomorrow, I just stop.

I don't feel any breakthroughs, and though I'd like one, I'm not counting on it.

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09-05-2017, 06:29 PM
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Day 25,

Listened to the 'Getting Things Done' audiobook during my drive down. I basically finished it. I really like the concepts, especially that the ideas that float around in your head don't recognize past or future; they just occupy mental RAM in the present, so you have to get it out of your head and into a sorting system.

I've started making an Excel sheet. I want to make it as simple as possible, and I've worked on Outlook and getting more familiar with sorting my emails. I've gotten caught up from 800 or so new emails. I also created rules that made certain emails go to certain folders.

I've autoscheduled my time with my Excel spreadsheet. I've need to create a tracking sheet for my stated goals. This current sheet is just for the actions I'll take.

I feel things becoming upstuck, but I haven't let all the ideas out yet.

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09-06-2017, 06:34 PM
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Day 26,

I've been doing some very simple organizational things with Excel and Outlook Calendar.
Once I've gotten the pieces of my goals onto one slab, it left me thinking 'hmm... that's it? Seems easy enough.'

Sure, there are old projects that will re-emerge after I get these main bits out of the way.
Once everything is in front of me, I can choose what I will do tomorrow after work.

I predict that this will considerably speed up my productivity.
I think that I need to overcome the belief that I need BASE to succeed in any entrepreneurial light.
Also made a possible breakthrough in a singing lesson; will need to practice to figure out whether it is in fact a breakthrough.

I'm coming up on a month pretty soon; although I've had hints and glimmers, I've had no 'slap-in-the-face' moments that indicate that 5.5 G MLS has done some real work behind the scenes.
I still stutter from time to time. But, I'm rarely stumped for information. I fast asleep faster and sooner. I also do mental calculations faster.
I need to remember that I had severe brain fog before changing jobs, but it had to do with the stress and stagnation related to the old job; this job is faster paced.

But, I'm enjoying this run, and have not felt pressured to change subs on a whim. I'll keep this going until November (3 months) at the very least.

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09-07-2017, 08:28 PM
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Day 27,

I think I'm getting some hints that MLS 5.5 is doing behind the scenes work.
I've had the goal of putting into place the concepts from Four Hour Body (to slim down fat, and then, to put on muscle). I casually read the 'rules' for the slow carb diet, and one of those were 'no fruit' on the regular days (you can have it on cheat days). I told myself "well, I've got apples and bananas in the house, so I'll eat those." The bananas went bad, and I threw them out. I bought more bananas, and now they've gone bad. I'll just stop buying them at this point. The point is that I'm putting into practice concepts that will ensure success in a field.

The feeling that I've gotten from this subliminal is as though I'm being guided instead of having to figure it out on my own. (Without violating the rules of this forum) It would be a feeling similar to someone who feels guided by their creator.

I picked up the guitar again, spent two hours on it without trying, and have been picking up my speed and accuracy. It's not perfect, but I'm getting much closer to how I'd like it. I'd been given the idea of joining a band in order to socialize in my city. That's not a bad idea. There's a djent band in town that's looking for a second guitarist.

I also set up Udemy so that the people who join my free course can get steep discounts for my other Udemy courses. It's only been 2-3 days since it's been accepted, and when I opened my page, I found that I got 666 students. Rock and roll.

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09-07-2017, 08:32 PM
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Did you recently change your username?

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09-08-2017, 05:19 AM
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(09-07-2017 08:32 PM)Travis Wrote:  Did you recently change your username?

Yes I did.

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