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11-14-2017, 07:46 AM
Post: #3301
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Dealing with cluster headaches. Usually they last ~14 days, and I get them once or twice a day about 9 days out of 10 during that time. Usually they only happen in the spring and never at night, always starting early in the morning. They usually last me 3-4 hours or more and make me completely unable to do a damned thing but sleep or wish I could move to kill myself because the pain is so bad. Breathing hurts, having a heartbeat hurts, any movement at all is searing pain. It feels like I have a white hot spike through my left eye and out the side of my head, and the really bad ones it feels like there are two of them. Usually if it isn't caught and dealt with quickly, my left eye swells shut and tears continuously during the headache.

This time, it's not spring and they're happening at all hours of the day and night.

GPR12 kills them for me in about 20-30 minutes at maximum volume as long as I catch them early. But during that time, I still can't move.

This is of course severely disrupting my efforts to work and efforts to be productive. Still no idea what causes them. I thought it was pollen with the spring and all, but this time seems to correlate with weird weather during which we have thunderstorms every day in November, which usually happens in spring/summer. Maybe it has something to do with the weather somehow.

In any case, I have to report that I am in awe how well GPR12 kills them for me. It's still not pleasant, but this is light years better than before when my only recourse was to try to fall asleep. Will be updating GPR12 to GPR14 in the not too terribly distant future.

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11-21-2017, 08:25 AM
Post: #3302
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
The amount of pain I and my girlfriend have been in recently has prompted me to create and build GPR14. It is currently in internal testing. So far doing very well. Meets or exceeds all expectations and desires so far. It is achieving excellent results in situations where GPR12 failed to achieve significant, or any results at all. We shall see how it does in further tests. For right now, you can thank GPR14 for my ability to work at all with these cluster headaches getting worse.

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11-22-2017, 09:39 AM
Post: #3303
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Now making solid progress on DMSI 3.2. Just completed a kick-ass PTPA module. I won't be updating everything I do on DMSI 3.2, but I thought you guys would appreciate the heads up, given all the distractions.

And by the way, the only way I am able to work on DMSI is finding ways to develop the modules it needs in programs I must develop for other things that are forcing themselves to take a higher priority right now - such as GPR14. This cycle is nearing its worst and as it does, things will tend to become more and more stressful, slow and difficult for me. Rest assured - I'm still trying to find ways to work on DMSI 3.2.

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11-30-2017, 09:46 AM
Post: #3304
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Optimizing the Optimus Engine. V4.5 should be the furthest it can be optimized for a very long time. This will positively affect all of my programs.

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11-30-2017, 02:13 PM
Post: #3305
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Upgrade of Optimus Engine turns out to be so deep, so intricate and so empowering that I am making this V5 instead of 4.5, as it definitely deserves a major version number increase after all this.

OE 5.0 is here.

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12-05-2017, 03:42 PM
Post: #3306
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Disconnect From Negative Job Stress 5.5G has been built, but I am not entirely sure I have the right ASRB value. If it is right, it will pass another round of testing tomorrow. If not, then I will find the right one. But this means it can't come out just yet. In the mean time, Ben, would you do the honors for the product page for this program please?

General Pain Relief 14 was built about 2 weeks ago and has been undergoing some very harsh testing ever since. Prototype 14c will be released to the public soon, but it is a prototype and in testing status. In other words, no discounts, no refunds, and it hasn't been extensively tested just yet. It is primarily being released for those who are in love with exploring the bleeding edge of tech, and those who don't achieve good results from GPR12. What I do know is, it's so far doing a lot better at what it's trying to accomplish than GPR12 does. Promising, but not proven yet.

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12-05-2017, 04:51 PM
Post: #3307
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
In case an ASRB value of 1:1 is correct:

[[email protected] Arena]$ md5sum *
0902b820234a8e2f85c9c38c80e97073 Disconnect_From_Negative_Work_Stress_5_5G_121_Hybrid_Subliminal_(Ocean_Surf_Sile​nt).flac
5ee27148c68543455010bff95dae63f1 Disconnect_From_Negative_Work_Stress_5_5G_121_Hybrid_Subliminal_(Ocean_Surf_Sile​nt).mp3
5575539ccc145d7807f02ba242bfec76 Disconnect_From_Negative_Work_Stress_5_5G_121_Hybrid_Subliminal_(Trickling_Strea​m_Silent).flac
54ab52a524127056343ef677e27efc80 Disconnect_From_Negative_Work_Stress_5_5G_121_Hybrid_Subliminal_(Trickling_Strea​m_Silent).mp3
458ce3ad63593758df6e371f1de4ea0b Disconnect_From_Negative_Work_Stress_5_5G_121_Masked_Subliminal_(Ocean_Surf).fla​c
f511ca58a05d931d01c6a9c443604ae2 Disconnect_From_Negative_Work_Stress_5_5G_121_Masked_Subliminal_(Ocean_Surf).mp3​
52183ba0f42f9f7f22d8c277bec83dd8 Disconnect_From_Negative_Work_Stress_5_5G_121_Masked_Subliminal_(Trickling_Strea​m).flac
6ec165f091e5dd507c51caa9d6b20c66 Disconnect_From_Negative_Work_Stress_5_5G_121_Masked_Subliminal_(Trickling_Strea​m).mp3
07e59e091f6c3d50ea0b08514a380b29 Disconnect_From_Negative_Work_Stress_5_5G_121_Ultrasonic_Subliminal_(Silent).fla​c
fe7dc2bf896a6cb1b3d6cd5c27a7ea89 Disconnect_From_Negative_Work_Stress_5_5G_121_Ultrasonic_Subliminal_(Silent).mp3​
0eff7b4114d1b7adcca4e553c5d2a411 Disconnect_From_Negative_Work_Stress_5_5G_Subliminal_flac.zip
2d271e04dd4f5fb0268c580fe808c1e4 Disconnect_From_Negative_Work_Stress_5_5G_Subliminal_mp3.zip
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12-06-2017, 09:53 AM (This post was last modified: 12-06-2017 09:56 AM by Shannon.)
Post: #3308
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
ASRB of 1:1 checks out for Disconnect From Negative Work Stress. Ben, feel free to link 'em up!

Now working on: Self Esteem 5.5G

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12-08-2017, 09:51 AM
Post: #3309
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Alright. I have double and triple checked the calculated instructions for the Disconnect From Negative Work Stress sub, and it passes the checks again and again. Out of curiosity why the instructions are different than usual this time, I went back through the script and realized that it's different because this sub doesn't just disconnect you from negative work stress - it seeks to trigger you to train yourself to make that your natural, default state all the time. That training is what shifted the instructions.

So... in a few minutes, I will be publishing it.

Enjoy.

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12-08-2017, 10:11 AM
Post: #3310
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Disconnect From Negative Work Stress is now available here:

http://www.subliminal-shop.com/product/d...rk-stress/

Please be sure to read all of the description and instructions and make sure you understand them.

Enjoy!

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12-11-2017, 12:39 PM (This post was last modified: 12-11-2017 01:00 PM by Shannon.)
Post: #3311
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Small update.

It's the day after the peak of the 3rd pass of the cycle, which is still weeks away from fading out, at least. For the last few days or so, I have been having some odd hearing issues and eventually pain and finally deafness in my right ear. Yesterday, while attempting to flush out any possible buildup of earwax causing the problem, my ear made a sound that tells me it is likely that I have... a punctured eardrum. Oh joy.

No idea how this happened, whatever it is. MIR has not had any effect, so now I am trying MHS. It seems a little too coincidental that this coincides so perfectly with the peak of the 3rd pass of this cycle, which is where it is at its worst, when I have noted that my health always degrades in some way at the peaks. This gives me hope that this will fade with the cycle. If not, of course I will have to see a doctor, but hopefully.

Being deaf in one ear is at least going to very likely prevent me from working. I will keep trying, but parts of it require audio checks. So I'll keep trying, but for the time being (as always happens during the peaks) I am unable to work. Yay.

I'm hoping MHS makes a difference with whatever this is.

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12-13-2017, 12:36 PM
Post: #3312
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Currently dealing with the emotional fallout from breaking up with my girlfriend. When I am deeply invested in a relationship emotionally, I go through a period of being out of calibration, inappropriate, embarrassing myself, can't eat, digestive problems, stomach cramps, and lack of desire or motivation.

Well we're in the thick of it. I realized that yesterday I almost got hit by a car twice, and one of those times was my fault for doing something inappropriate because I had not realized I was in this stage of grief. Made an absolute ass of myself on another forum yesterday, and the mods were kind enough to delete it. I'm not in a position to eat, and I've had maybe 10 bites of food in 2 days. Every bite is a forced march, and my body constantly threatens rebellion by regurgitation. I am not in a good place right now.

So we are two or three days past the 3rd pass of the cycle, and this is much more what I was expecting this to be like. I'm not able to work right now... but I am using E2 and hopefully this will return me to work status very soon.

Didn't remember that this is how I respond to breakups. This relationship was 4.5 years...

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12-14-2017, 08:57 AM (This post was last modified: 12-14-2017 08:57 AM by Shannon.)
Post: #3313
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Used E2 all day yesterday. Got some good sleep. Was able to eat again for the first time in three days this morning. Feeling relatively good emotionally. So I'm going to try to build SE.

And I'm not entirely sure what happened, but... I CAN HEAR AGAIN! WOOHOOO!

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12-17-2017, 08:53 AM
Post: #3314
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Have to say I am really impressed with how well E2 is working for my heartache, especially since I have been running it at 6/15 volume on my cell phone.

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12-18-2017, 07:31 AM
Post: #3315
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Today, I have to make a trip down to Miami, which is three hours each way. I'm not expecting today to be as productive as I'd hoped because of that.

Before I go, I need more sleep... for some reason I am really tired this morning.

But... not much left to do on SE, and the script of General Pain Relief Prototype 14c is finally finished and ready to be built. I'm hoping to be able to finish SDE today and build GPR14c tomorrow. Worst case scenario, I have to finish SE tomorrow and GPR14c the next day.

GPR14c looks very interesting.

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12-19-2017, 02:46 PM
Post: #3316
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Self Esteem is almost finished uploading.

[[email protected] Arena]$ md5sum *
2c73e32791a294f6989d8510f217ed33 Self_Esteem_5_5G_Hybrid_Subliminal_(Ocean_Surf_Silent).flac
a0ba9c73e4eb6b98c986722dd075980d Self_Esteem_5_5G_Hybrid_Subliminal_(Ocean_Surf_Silent).mp3
3747b7ebfc33fb013f51ed1002c97bd4 Self_Esteem_5_5G_Hybrid_Subliminal_(Trickling_Stream_Silent).flac
5daa5d596f97cf91be661bc5b3df7638 Self_Esteem_5_5G_Hybrid_Subliminal_(Trickling_Stream_Silent).mp3
1fc89da3c998c7e41210e80d61eb8545 Self_Esteem_5_5G_Masked_Subliminal_(Ocean_Surf).flac
9db3b7ec9b08e9177e59cbdf9c3150eb Self_Esteem_5_5G_Masked_Subliminal_(Ocean_Surf).mp3
0f2ade9056cbeed7d1a96bc870ffd2c8 Self_Esteem_5_5G_Masked_Subliminal_(Trickling_Stream).flac
e2b7a67f40901ba2d253bfe83e8aee11 Self_Esteem_5_5G_Masked_Subliminal_(Trickling_Stream).mp3
316db78e3c72ae2a89d352f7a939b985 Self_Esteem_5_5G_Subliminal_flac.zip
8c50485769bc83e6640ef484fb52802c Self_Esteem_5_5G_Subliminal_mp3.zip
cc3f893b26ed243cc705f45ba6a3bb34 Self_Esteem_5_5G_Ultrasonic_Subliminal_(Silent).flac
c77eadc8b7bdb8fe71f52f49b145cca0 Self_Esteem_5_5G_Ultrasonic_Subliminal_(Silent).mp3
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12-20-2017, 09:12 AM
Post: #3317
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Okay, Self Esteem will be released in a special way. The requesting party will get first crack at it, and then it will be made public. Ben will handle the details of that.

The script of General Pain Relief Prototype 14c is finished and awaiting build. Then I will be doing Exercise Motivation, almost forgot that one, and then PTPA, followed by...

DMSI.

EM is going to be a focusfire sub, so it should not take long.

Back to work.

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12-21-2017, 05:20 AM
Post: #3318
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Self Esteem 5.5G is now available here:

http://www.subliminal-shop.com/product/s...teem-5-5g/

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12-21-2017, 06:42 AM (This post was last modified: 12-21-2017 06:45 AM by Shannon.)
Post: #3319
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
Looks like I made a mistake when I published SE 5.5G and made it "pay what you want". That has been corrected, but it's interesting to see what some of you chose to pay for it.

I have concluded that for the time being, while I am dealing with the aftershocks of this breakup, I need to avoid the forum for a while longer.

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12-21-2017, 09:48 AM
Post: #3320
RE: Shannon's Journal, Volume 2
[[email protected] Output]$ md5sum *
9b3e1f7a3152245294b9cc96cf79970c General_Pain_Relief_P14c_3022_Hybrid_Subliminal_(Ocean_Surf_Silent).flac
e14833e231a7b7256ee8faa47fa76f30 General_Pain_Relief_P14c_3022_Hybrid_Subliminal_(Ocean_Surf_Silent).mp3
b3af0592c416d42880344ece24e80044 General_Pain_Relief_P14c_3022_Hybrid_Subliminal_(Trickling_Stream_Silent).flac
95d9014ff444b4359d77c0686665d9bf General_Pain_Relief_P14c_3022_Hybrid_Subliminal_(Trickling_Stream_Silent).mp3
b65a4d326ff7f8d64f331143c3fbfa2e General_Pain_Relief_P14c_3022_Masked_Subliminal_(Ocean_Surf).flac
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0e09c945fd52d2548e55a4d2b62b087b General_Pain_Relief_P14c_3022_Masked_Subliminal_(Trickling_Stream).flac
1e2cfe99b912f541bad0a1c0758e1724 General_Pain_Relief_P14c_3022_Masked_Subliminal_(Trickling_Stream).mp3
68e0e836f161d5cb5afbc8e505ba6f36 General_Pain_Relief_P14c_3022_Ultrasonic_Subliminal_(Silent).flac
d895283fb80bdc8d6c20cfca78a17c54 General_Pain_Relief_P14c_3022_Ultrasonic_Subliminal_(Silent).mp3
77d2f3109b730b35f5fa4c85b0325faa General_Pain_Relief_P14c_Subliminal_flac.zip
7a1ba16e817e3d7947e9140a84103132 General_Pain_Relief_P14c_Subliminal_mp3.zip
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