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Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
09-11-2017, 02:31 PM
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RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
@ Ben - Thanks man! I'll apply it when the inspiration arises

It's 1:30AM in my watch right now, and I woke up from my dream. Right now it's quite hazy but I all I can remember is it involved my recent ex. In the dream I was being verbal about deserving to be treated better. So far, I haven't had the urge to go look for her anymore. I have continued with my life without her. And everything feels okay. I have finally moved on after a month of being exposed to Alpha Stage 1. I have achieved one of my primary objectives in running Alpha Male. Smile

Looking forward to what lies ahead...

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09-13-2017, 10:43 PM
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RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
Day 6 of Stage 2. I have yet to see any difference between this stage and the previous stage. There has been no major irritation as of the moment. I'm currently pointing out in reference to my previous Alpha Stage 2 runs of previous versions of Alpha Male. Posted to serve as a marker.

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09-16-2017, 10:11 PM (This post was last modified: 09-16-2017 10:19 PM by SexyMofo.)
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RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
8th day of Stage 2

Woke up today with some feelings being cleared. Looking forward to getting rid of them as the day progresses. So far, I haven't had any episodes of seething anger lately unlike when I ran the older versions. So that's quite a nice improvement. Eye locking has initiated. But amidst the signs of interest being shown by women, deep inside I feel empty. As if there's something lacking. It's like I'm having an existential "blah". Getting excited to run Stage 3.

It's funny how you feel that urge to finish everything in the shortest period of time because of the growth pains you are experiencing. I have always felt that urge every time I do Alpha. Anyone else running Alpha had that similar urge?

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09-19-2017, 04:19 AM (This post was last modified: 09-19-2017 04:20 AM by SexyMofo.)
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RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
So my motivation to do things has returned. I am slowly moving from the state of inactivity to the state action. Started exercising yesterday as well as am looking forward to exercising today. I have become more disciplined in terms of my sleeping habits. It's like I feel the nudge to move my ass instead of staying for long periods in bed. Btw ftw, I didn't experience this(staying in bed for so long and falling asleep again) during my previous runs. I have been quite proactive during my early stages. Must be the Procrastination module manifesting its effects.

I have also noticed that during this run I have picked up a knack for unhealthy food. But recently it has come more and more to my attention that I should choose better food. Getting more interested in how I appear more. Updating my wardrobe and getting rid of my worn pants. I have shifted my view from people-oriented to self-oriented. Somehow this didnt stick in my previous runs. Hopefully it sticks this time.

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09-27-2017, 09:29 AM
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RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
I noticed that my sexual confidence has been growing lately. The recent breakup has really messed me up considering it involved another person in the picture. Recently I have noticed that suddenly out of the blue, I tell my self I'm such a sexymofo and that a lot of women desire me. Those are some of the ideas that popped into my head when I woke up. I have again begun to look at myself in the mirror. And the difference is that I now like more of what I'm seeing. Some of the old programming tried creeping in but somehow I am able to counter it with the thought "If there is something that I don't like of what I'm seeing, then I have to accept it and love it because primarily nobody else is going to love the ugly parts of me". I used to have a distorted sense of handsomeness before. But for the first time in my life, I saw myself as myself. Staring at myself in the mirror, imperfections and all, and finally loving every little bit of me.

On other news, I have been more dominant in more situations at work as well as have become more of a peacemaker. I again found the value of slowing things down and using third-person thinking when it comes to approaching stressful situations. Although I cannot say I am 100% like that right now, because I am sometimes caught off-guard. I feel I too have become more mature lately. I regressed to being a boy because of that recent breakup. But now all seem a lot clearer to me. No tantrums or whatsoever. However there is a part of me that is still in a hurry to grow up. As if that hunger for growth is insatiable. Sometimes thoughts of combining another sub creep in. But somehow I can manage myself and bring me back to my senses. I just remind myself that "Alpha Male has already the complete mix for everything that a man needs. No additional sub will be needed." After reminding myself with those words, the resistance disappears.

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10-05-2017, 02:53 PM
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RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
Which AM ride is it for you, mate?
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10-06-2017, 02:38 PM
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RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
It’s been a while. Been having heavy resistance lately. and yah its regarding that ex. I thought i was already done with her but anger seemed to flare up as things that she did crept into my mind and it was being discussed by my workmates too. Her cheating on me has definitely damaged me as a person. But i know i’ll get over this in time. memories flashed in my mind as i’ve heard news that she’s going back in our country together with the guy she dumped me for. He’s a married guy with two kids. i’m filled with hatred towards her. but somhow wish that she would do the right thing. i dont care about her coming back to me, but the desire that she would do the right thing is of utmost importance to me.

On other news, dominance has been consistent with regards to my dealings with other people. I even tell doctors straight up if they ***** up with certain things as well as put them on their places if they seem to try to tAke advantage of me and my team. so far, i haven’t encountered any problem yet with regards to me being dominant. Haven’t seen any signs of aggression from others, only sheer respect. And I like it. They all know when i mean business.

I have been soaking my mind with some alpha male examples like characters from GoT as well as Christian of Fifty Shades. I just love how he maintains the sexual tension. He also has that strong dominant vibe, presence and laser-like eye contact. Reminds me of myself wayback when I was running AM5.0 in 2013. Although I haven’t read the book, I already embodied the character’s traits. That’s why my old ex would always attribute me to Christian’s character. Somehow It all faded to oblivion. But now i know I shall have it back.

@ Voytek, am doing Alpha 6.0 now man. 4 days more to go til Stage 3 and I’m really excited now because things seem to be picking up speed

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