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Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
08-10-2017, 06:42 AM
Post: #21
RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
Yeah so Today's my 3rd day of running Stage 1 of Alpha Male.

Here are some of my observations:

- Better acceptance of my failed relationship, acceptance of the situation I'm currently in, and acceptance of the status change, and acceptance that things can never be the same again

- Decreased reminiscing of my Ex

- Acceptance that I am my own man, that I am responsible for my happiness instead of relying it on my partner or other sources

- basically started moving on, after two months of being in the state of Denial

- voice projection has again become clear, but not yet that thick

- being more assertive and taking more initiative in small ways

- becoming more irritated with people relying on me for certain things

- my posture has significantly changed, more upright and manly when carrying myself around

- started my reading habit again. I used to have this habit whenever I ran Alpha. Now it is back again

- being more of in the moment, there's not much thought running in my head


*If anybody here is experiencing break up or any major emotional event, I believe its better to run the entire program again instead of relying on to the Refresher stage. It will give better more in depth result. just my two cents Wink

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08-15-2017, 10:30 PM
Post: #22
RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
Slipstream and naturalizer sure are somethin. Changes have been smooth to the point that i cant even notice them. its only through the feedback that I am able to confirm changes that have occured.

Dreamt of my previous Ex.We were having a conversation in the dream. I never dreamt of her ever since. Most probably its some subconscious healing going on. I havent had much interest with my current ex lately. it seems things are being solved subconsciously also.

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08-20-2017, 04:44 AM (This post was last modified: 08-20-2017 04:52 AM by SexyMofo.)
Post: #23
RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
Doing Alpha Male again is one of my best decisions ever yet. Its Day 13 as of the moment and a lot of Stage 1 and it has definitely helped me a lot in clearing compared to doing the refresher stage. It is more of an in depth kind of thing. I have been sleeping like a rock lately. Must be the sub doing its thing while I'm asleep. Feeling a lot better now. There were random dreams today. Some involved my recent ex and some trivial stuff.

The only dream i remembered was the dream that my ex was in. We were in a very old creaky house. We were both looking towards the outside through the window. I got horny in the dream and started to feel her up. Had her bent over facing the window when suddenly a guy popped up outside and was doing some repainting on the run down house. We tried closing the window but the guy was somewhat determined to take a peak at us. Afterwhich i woke up with a smirk on my face. Wink

And oh yeah my previous Ex called me yesterday as I was about to go to work. She heard about my break up and was curious as to why it happened. With all of my exes I consider her to be my bestfriend. She was relieved of my breakup with my recent(considering my recent Ex was one of the factors that we separated). I told her just beep me up if she's gonna get married cause imma gonna prepare some wedding gift for 'em.

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08-20-2017, 10:31 PM
Post: #24
RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
Getting some resistance right now and its related to my recent ex.I am tempted to chat her up. Seems to me that among all of my exes, I have invested a lot on her. Thats why its somewhat difficult to let go. But it has been a lot tolerable these days. tomorrow marks my second month post breakup.

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08-22-2017, 12:22 AM
Post: #25
RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
Today I had an epiphany upon waking up. It all just clicked. I came into realization that my failed relationship was actually a gain for both of us. I saw the guy that my recent ex was dating and I had a hunch that He would be the guy perfect for her. It was more of an intuitive kind of thing. It's the same thing as when my intuition told me that my recent Ex wasn't the right person for me as well as the previous Ex(my bestfriend) wasn't also the right person for me. I can't believe my intuition is finely tuned to the point that I can immediately determine things in my mind. I realized that I should be listening to it more often rather than rebelling against it. The break up with my recent Ex is a byproduct of my rebellion against my intuition.

Things have been going smoothly today. I walk like a King, interact like one too. And it feels liberating. I am more at peace with my self now. More in tune to the present. Not thinking about my past as well as what is to come. I am happy with myself just being here right now. AM really has a way of making things a lot easier for its user. It frees you from the trouble of dealing with things in the waking life by dealing with them on a subconscious level. Changes have been a lot faster. It's Day 15 as of this moment.

To all guys out there, I urge you to do Alpha Male. Probably almost all of your problems as a man can be fixed by it. It's one of the most important investments you can ever reward yourself. Trust me on this.

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08-23-2017, 12:51 PM (This post was last modified: 08-23-2017 12:52 PM by SexyMofo.)
Post: #26
RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
I have been sleeping most of the day today. feeling Hypersomniac. Seems to me my subconscious is currently working hard to produce changes. Woah. and this is just first stage of Alpha. probably i'll be on life support if I were to proceed with Stages 2-6. lol

Anyhow noticed that I dream a lot. but most of the time I cant remember any of them. No motivation lately to do anything at all. Too tired to do sh*t lately. Its one crappy tiresome day. But still looking forward to what the coming days will bring me. Am quite excited as to how things will play out in this version of Alpha Male. Especially the lead-in of Sex magnet in stages 4 onwards.

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08-25-2017, 01:34 PM (This post was last modified: 08-25-2017 01:45 PM by SexyMofo.)
Post: #27
RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
I just noticed now that these past few days, some of my colleagues have been testing me in terms of being reactive. Some resort to trying to startle me but no they don't receive any reaction from me or whatsoever. I also remember that during Stage 1 even in the previous runs this particular type of shit testing happens. Somehow they are amazed at how calm I can be despite doing all of those stunts just to get a reaction from me. hahaha

My recent Ex started talking to me today as I was on duty. She seemed quite talkative and all. Like she was trying to establish some sort of relationship again. Anyway whatever. IDGAF is definitely becoming more prominent. She kept pestering me like digging into my pockets, trying to get a hold of my phone(?) and other things. She kept on telling me that I had a more suave masculine stride in my walk which she thought was kinda cool. Maybe she's becoming seduced by the changes that she noticed recently.

There were more eye contact from females today. It started a few days ago and it has been increasing as each day passed. Today, old ladies, middle aged ladies, young ladies, young girls seem to lock in on me. Oh yeah I forgot to tell you guys, I have been practicing mirror affirmations. Most probably its partly the fruit of my labor doing 'em mirror affirmations.

And oooh yeah, been irritable with ***** and disprespect recently. I called out the shit out of a colleague playing dumb shit with me. I was pretty straight forward and no sugar coating was done. Served things up blunt and raw. It's up to him to digest it.

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08-27-2017, 02:33 AM (This post was last modified: 08-27-2017 02:34 AM by SexyMofo.)
Post: #28
RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
Dreamt of having and eye infection on my right eye. Searched for its meaning immediately. According to definitions, It means I have been trying to view things in at a wrong perspective. Maybe it was still related to the ex thing. But at the end of the dream, I remember that the eye infection slowly healed. So probably it only means that I have or I am resolving that thing right now subconsciously.

Still having spells of tiredness. Still sleeping during day time. Probably this is the most intensive Alpha run I have ever done. Alpha 4G didnt turn me off like a lightbulb just as Alpha 5G does. I did some back exercise right now just to keep my circulation efficiently running.

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08-27-2017, 08:37 AM
Post: #29
RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
(08-20-2017 10:31 PM)SexyMofo Wrote:  Getting some resistance right now and its related to my recent ex.I am tempted to chat her up. Seems to me that among all of my exes, I have invested a lot on her. Thats why its somewhat difficult to let go. But it has been a lot tolerable these days. tomorrow marks my second month post breakup.

You looking for new women though?
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08-28-2017, 04:19 AM
Post: #30
RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
@ Adrien - Nah. I'm good. Just focusing on myself for now. Chatting up some ladies right now, but it aint my real focus as of the moment. Just building myself up again


(08-27-2017 08:37 AM)Adrien Silva Wrote:  
(08-20-2017 10:31 PM)SexyMofo Wrote:  Getting some resistance right now and its related to my recent ex.I am tempted to chat her up. Seems to me that among all of my exes, I have invested a lot on her. Thats why its somewhat difficult to let go. But it has been a lot tolerable these days. tomorrow marks my second month post breakup.

You looking for new women though?

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08-30-2017, 02:51 AM (This post was last modified: 08-30-2017 02:52 AM by SexyMofo.)
Post: #31
RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
Woke up today from a very very very long sleep. the longest sleep I have ever done for for this year. almost 16hours of it. The sub is hitting me quite well right now. Probably finishing some stuff before I proceed with Stage 2 in a couple of days.

Had multiple dreams with regards to my mom and my recent ex. In the dream with my mom, I was having an argument with her. While in dream with my recent ex, we were both having a good time and all afterwhich we had some "fun" time. Woke up in the middle of the sleep with a strong morning wood. Something that hasn't happened for a long time now. As I woke up today, I felt quite liberated. The feelings for my recent ex has already died down. It's like I'm happy with myself now. Last night, my buddy also told me that he noticed I was already getting there. To the point which I have moved on already. He noticed the difference between the me a few weeks before and the Me that he saw yesterday.

I am quite happy with the results that Alpha Stage 1 is producing. When Shannon said that it was up there, he really meant it. During Alpha Male 5.0, I remembered that sometimes my dreams affected my waking hours. But in AM 6.0, there is none. If there was, I believe its quite insignificant. The rage during this stage isn't as pronounced as my previous run. It has been quite more refined. To where I would still be able to think before I act on my rage.

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08-31-2017, 07:28 AM (This post was last modified: 08-31-2017 07:29 AM by SexyMofo.)
Post: #32
RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
A certain sense of euphoria has gotten into me today. I realized that I have now the potential to be and do what I always wanted to. Something that I wasn't quite accessible when I was in a relationship. I have now the infinite potential to be the best man that I can be. And thus let what does not contribute to my well being waste away.

Mental clarity has been constantly improving. Seeing some more results when it comes to social interactions. It has definitely quite improved. I think the concept of not giving a damn about girls has been cemented. I'm currently focused on myself and just being me.

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09-01-2017, 09:37 PM
Post: #33
RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
I'm feeling some resistance in the form of depression as well as feeling stuck. Probably my change of sleeping pattern has also contributed to this. Feeling hopeless and dying. Too much giving a shit. Maybe its my subconscious' way of resisting for one last time for this stage. Everything seems dark despite trying to cheer myself up with my favorite upbeat tunes. Imma gonna sleep this through. Ciao.

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09-02-2017, 06:06 AM
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RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
Woke up feeling depressed. It took a few more minutes for tears to fall. This is probably the darkest part of my subliminal run. I haven't cried this way in my previous Alpha runs. Feeling regrets about some of my life choices and of my life in general. I feel a lot mixed up feelings that have long been suppressed generally want to surface. It makes me want to seek for help from higher consciousness... I feel disconnected from the source for a long long time.

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09-02-2017, 06:53 AM
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RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
(09-02-2017 06:06 AM)SexyMofo Wrote:  Woke up feeling depressed. It took a few more minutes for tears to fall. This is probably the darkest part of my subliminal run. I haven't cried this way in my previous Alpha runs. Feeling regrets about some of my life choices and of my life in general. I feel a lot mixed up feelings that have long been suppressed generally want to surface. It makes me want to seek for help from higher consciousness... I feel disconnected from the source for a long long time.

I have cried twice during my 3rd Am6 re-run and have had many days where I've been so depressed I've basically just been putting myhead on a table and trying to get the tears to flow for hours upon hours. Good luck, man. I am hoping that once I finish this I'll be stronger and happier than ever before.

Like snowfall, you cry a silent storm
Your tears paint rivers on this oaken wall. . .


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09-03-2017, 11:49 AM
Post: #36
RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
Feeling better today. Although emotions swang from end to end during the day. Getting all excited because it will be 5 days more to go and I will be switching to Stage 2. Can't what Stage 2 will bring me. There has been more confidence, more alpha demeanor. I am acting more of a leader. I have been calling people's shit that includes doctors, charge nurses, assistant charge nurses etc. But at the same time i swing to the opposite. I become beta. feeling helpless, hopeless etc... I'm having the urge to go on a healthy diet. but i seem to be doing quite the opposite right now. Will have to push through a lot more.

@ Kalmah - Thanks man. AM6 seems to be digging more stuff compared to AM5.

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09-04-2017, 03:51 AM (This post was last modified: 09-04-2017 04:13 AM by SexyMofo.)
Post: #37
RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
Oooh jeeez I have been hypersomniac for the entire Stage 1. It's 4 more days to go before I switch to Stage 2. Feelings of depression have subsided. Hopefully it will be this way up until the end. I am currently enjoying my alone time. Just with myself. Although I sometimes have to go out, I dont have any issues with socialization right now, in contrast to my previous AM run. My Introvert core is currently happy. Smile

Anyhow on another note, I can segregate feelings now. like i can distance myself and observe that feeling for what it is instead of having it run and ruin my thought process. I am pertaining to something as to the feeling of being betrayed. I for one haven't experienced this from my previous relationships. That's why it hit me to the core when it happened. But now I observe it as it is. It has definitely took a hit on my ego as a man. My confidence and self esteem plummeted. It made me question my existence as a man. But despite of all these negative feelings, I still am thankful for them. Experiencing rock bottom definitely showed me a different perspective on things. It's not all rose tinted glasses for me. Although I feel that my recent Ex is wasting herself on a man that is taken. But what to do, it's her whose deciding for her life. But being part of my life, I have that feeling of wanting her in a better position. Just like all of my previous Exes. Me and my exes communicate from time to time just to catch up. And I'm quite happy most of them are in a good place where they are being nurtured by their partners. And that is something enough to give me a certain sense of fulfillment. Anyhow, only time will tell if she finds that light that will bring her to everlasting happiness. For now I must leave it to Fate and Karma.

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09-08-2017, 12:28 PM
Post: #38
RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
Hey Sexymofo, I just want to say your journal is very inspiring, even if brief so far.
I've been running MSI for >6 months now and completed 2 (great!) runs of AM6 myself. I've had abysmal results with MSI, so now I am contemplating come back to AM6 again. Which seems exactly what you are doing.
AM6 got me what I would almost put as the best days of my life! I hope it goes as well for you as it did for me!
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09-09-2017, 08:47 PM (This post was last modified: 09-09-2017 08:53 PM by SexyMofo.)
Post: #39
RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
Hey X! Thanks for the heads up bro. I'm glad my journal has touched someone else's life. That has been one of my goals as I tediously document the experience. I'm also glad that a lot of people have started writing down their AM6.0 experience. It's time that a new wave of Alpha Male Users document their experiences, not to brag, but to serve as an inspiration for all the other guys out there that haven't still tried Alpha Male. I have been running Alpha Male since time immemorial, but every time I run AM, I return to my journal and other people's Journals for reference. It's rather easy to forget about the progress you have made, but if it's documented, it can serve as a reference point. So far the AM is one of the subs here that I am quite glad to be able to use. Most of my successes in life I can attribute to what AM has helped developed in me. That's why whenever I'm in doubt to what sub I should do next, I would proceed to doing Alpha. You can never go wrong running it.


Anyhow, am starting my second day of Stage 2. So far I haven't seen any pertinent results other than the usual somebody sleeping over at my house. Hehehe Oh yeah, I have just realized that people that I'm with seem to be more keen on seeking approval. I have been having that arse hole confidence lately. Been challenging some of my guy friends in dominance play, which is kinda fun. Prior, I didnt like doing power play. It irritated the shit out of me. But on this run, I see it as something fun. Smile So much crap has been released from my subconscious. Feeling happy, healthy and sane for the moment. hahaha cheers!


P.S. anybody here could teach me how to insert a video in a post? You're input is highly appreciated

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09-09-2017, 11:12 PM
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RE: Return to Alphaness - Alpha 6.0
Quote:P.S. anybody here could teach me how to insert a video in a post? You're input is highly appreciated

Up the top of the posting box on the right side is a tv icon. Click that and select the site e.g youtube and paste the link and press okay, then when you post it should show up as the video.
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