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06-14-2017, 07:46 PM
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NEXT ROUND
i have ran am6 for first run and for 4 months of second run... all on pirated version.

Finally paid it, as said before...

Now I am trying to do this right. I initially began with stage 5 again, but I believe I should go back to the foundation and get a firmer grasp first, because what if they werent effective as much as they should be?

I don't want to be a dilettante, but I need to do this thing right, once and for all.

Day 1 starts in morning.

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06-14-2017, 10:11 PM
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RE: NEXT ROUND
(06-14-2017 07:46 PM)blackwing Z Wrote:  Now I am trying to do this right. I initially began with stage 5 again, but I believe I should go back to the foundation and get a firmer grasp first, because what if they werent effective as much as they should be?

I don't want to be a dilettante, but I need to do this thing right, once and for all.

Day 1 starts in morning.

I'd say it's a good idea to do it again from the beginning, good luck!

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06-20-2017, 08:38 PM
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RE: NEXT ROUND
Finally got my schedule figured out. Trained jiu jitsu for 4 hours today after work. I'm getting beastly at this. Found a training partner. Gonna try to get 30hrs a week minimum.

Got a free gift card from some lady leaving target.

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06-20-2017, 09:43 PM
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RE: NEXT ROUND
Damn man.. that's some awesome dedication. You must have a passion for it.
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06-21-2017, 03:39 AM
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I really like it. Plus I normally would go to gym for 3 hours anyway. As a desk jockey, it's a must for me.

I figure I could waste time, or do the things I love in life.

Like how awesome would it be to become a damn warrior in real life?!?

I also noticed my old skills transfer perfectly to this new arena. Which makes this new pursuit less daunting.

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06-21-2017, 07:10 PM
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RE: NEXT ROUND
Only got 2 hours in today. My partner couldn't roll cuz he a pussy. Jk he's fine.

Will make up hours soon.

Coming to terms with what it means to succeed and what I can do realistically.

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06-22-2017, 08:40 PM
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RE: NEXT ROUND
Realizations... crazy dreams... changes in people behavilr, kinda tired... resisting a Lil bit.. I mean **** maybe it's placebo

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06-26-2017, 05:20 PM
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I got about 12 hours bjj last week.

Gonna up it this week.

Super productive and on point at work today.

Fell asleep right after work...

Last week was insanely tiring. It was my birthday week so it was always something going on nonstop.

Still trying to balance out my schedule and come to terms with all the hard work I will have to go through.

I have had three days of people trying to fight me, even a crackhead come up to my car window at night in harlem. I automatically backed up and drove off.

Insecure people trying to get to me, and I have to remind myself they're trying to hard.

I feel in a trance of soldiering on but exhausted and reluctant. What's funny is when I'm not in that state I hate on myself more.

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06-26-2017, 06:11 PM
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RE: NEXT ROUND
Happy Belated Birthday!
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06-26-2017, 08:34 PM
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RE: NEXT ROUND
Happy birthday, man!

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06-26-2017, 11:51 PM
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Happy birthday!

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06-30-2017, 07:32 AM
Post: #12
RE: NEXT ROUND
Snuck my gf home last night to sleepover. Almost got enough money to move out...

Going to have a four day weekend so I can recover and enjoy myself.

Jiu jitsu is going good. I'm managing to get a lot of hours even though I'm busy. Still crawling up to 30.

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06-30-2017, 07:35 AM
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Job sucks rn. So tired. Frustrated, my brain can't think right. I need to recover.

Nofap helps a lot too, it's just too ***** volatile.

Going to stock up on supplements for brain

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06-30-2017, 07:35 AM
Post: #14
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30 hours is insane but you'll be a beast. I'm clocking 12-15 hours of Thai each week and it's absolutely grueling on my body. Was getting so burned out that I actually cut some hours this week. Probably only hitting around eight. You taking anything for recovery?
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06-30-2017, 01:08 PM
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Yea it feels crazy, but fortunately since it's bjj I can practice and drill techniques instead of tiring myself out by rolling. The 12 last week felt intense.

I am trying to eat healthy and take wheat grass greens powder type stuff. Also maca is good

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07-02-2017, 06:35 AM
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RE: NEXT ROUND
Shit.. I only got like 12 hours total this week jiu jitsu again... but I found a new opportunity for training more hours. Will definitely act on it. Also learning so fast. Made a few buddies there too.

The dreams I'm having are very emotional and related to old traumas...
I get lesson on lesson in real life yesterday. It's bizarre.

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07-03-2017, 06:36 PM
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4 hours towards bjj goal today. Getting way better.

One of guys I rolled with last time noticed I got way better since last class I saw him.

Secret was I finally gave in to the art. No force, no struggle... just flow. But damn my brain is fried now.

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07-14-2017, 05:33 PM
Post: #18
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Lesson on lesson.

One hell of a week. zero bjj. Gonna come back more strong.

Feeling mistreated at work. That's about to change. Believe me.

I had a feeling of defeat... but I must remember why I go through all this pain... it's to actually get better and have a better life/existence. That starts with learning from the shit and moving on and making improvements.

It's been a month, and I missed 2 days, so I have to make up for it another 4. So... one more week.

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07-20-2017, 09:07 AM
Post: #19
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Longest most painful month of am6. Maybe a bum rush of all previous stages being held back by ap code?

Eager for MLS. Anxiety, depression, fear, frustration, growth, progress, setbacks.. will actually make a report later

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07-20-2017, 05:12 PM
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Hahahaha... i'm laughing my ass off here because I accidentally misread it as a 'bum rash'.

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