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I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
03-10-2017, 06:49 AM
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I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
On Day 7 of 3.1 now. 3.0.1A was a big step up from the 2 series for me in that not only did I seem to get sexier, but also the general direction of my life seemed to change.

This is continuing with 3.1 but even more so. My girlfriend and I are planning to move in together. I have handed in my notice at my job and looking for another one.

The differences from 3.0.1 to 3.1 that I've noticed are:

-Less tired than on 3.0.1

-Not really noticing any healing even though I'm running A. I'm a bit disappointed because I thought this new version was going to heal from past lives, but haven't felt anything. No pain in the chest or depression which I associate with healing.

-The aura is strong but still not v1 strong, sorry to say Shannon but just my opinion. The IOIs are less as a result. v1 was much more attention grabbing and in your face, but 3.1 is better as it seems to actually change your life.

-Increased appetite and seeming to lose weight, looking more ripped

-A girl that lives near me which I find really sexy I manifested on one of the 2.x versions, I hadn't seen her in ages and as soon s I started 3.1 she started popping up again. She could be my LDS target.

-No hatred from guys, but some ghosting

-Women don't look at me openly like v1, but sometimes I catch them. They're not overt about it, they don't want me to catch them looking.

-Everything seems beautified. Like everything has a glow, people seem more attractive. I felt like I was losing attraction to my girlfriend through familiarity a bit but now I've started 3.1 she seems beautiful again.

-Sex drive increased

I'll update as more happens or if I think of anything new.
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03-10-2017, 08:27 AM
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
(03-10-2017 06:49 AM)ichigo Wrote:  -Not really noticing any healing even though I'm running A. I'm a bit disappointed because I thought this new version was going to heal from past lives, but haven't felt anything. No pain in the chest or depression which I associate with healing.

You can heal without feeling depressed or feeling pain, or any bad feeling, in fact the more advanced the sub technology the more it "should" be effortless or painless.

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03-10-2017, 08:45 AM (This post was last modified: 03-10-2017 08:46 AM by Shannon.)
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
V1 did not have healing, IIRC. It was straight execution.

This version has the most extensive healing yet. That is going to have a hand in how the aura works, as will the fact that you can get used to how it feels and normalize the sensation. There is a shield for the conscious mind for healing as well.

On top of that, we have much more complex auric modulation going on, and it's now doing modulation, three snipers and shielding. It's going to feel different.

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03-10-2017, 04:37 PM
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
Quote:-Less tired than on 3.0.1

Interesting how it affects different people because on 3.1 i'm way more tired.
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03-14-2017, 04:24 AM
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
It's starting to get interesting. The celebrity effect is working well now, better than the previous version for me. More stares and looking better in the mirror.

Was sat on a bus yesterday with my girlfriend on the seat next to me, and a girl was stood near me wearing just tights and a jumper which didn't cover her pussy. I was watching her pussy the whole time and feeling the aura energy come off of me. I think she was watching me stare at her pussy in the reflecting on the window. I thought I began to get a smell of her pussy but it may have been imagination / wishful thinking. She shifted her foot into an awkward position but so that it ended up with her toes pressing against mine, and we started wiggling our toes against each others. How awkward the foot positioning was and her responding to my toes makes me certain it was intentional.

Had a weird dream in which two girls I went to school with were sat in a bathroom with me. I needed to take a shit and one of the girls left and the other one just stayed. I got the impulse to say to the one that stayed "Why don't you come here and suck my dick?" and when I said it she said no and blushed but I think it was just token resistance and she wanted to really but needed me to press the issue further so that she could not seem like a *****. Might have been the sub teaching me that girl's want sex but need you to make it possible for them. Then I remembered my girlfriend and thought to myself I wouldn't let her blow me, then I woke up.

The sub is making me happier in general, I'm feeling more euphoric about life. What felt like nothing beforehand might have been the healing that was being masked, but now at Day 11 I think I'm starting to execute the script better.
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03-27-2017, 03:08 AM (This post was last modified: 03-27-2017 03:12 AM by ichigo.)
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
DMSI is working really well for me, the celebrity effect of 3.1 is stronger and I'm generally happier, more optimistic and more IDGAF attitude. I'm in a relationship and very happy, DMSI did this for me and for this I have all the gratitude in the world.

My only gripe is I feel the aura is not as strong as it has been previously. Let me try to explain this.

With v1, if I was near women for long enough, I saw visible signs of arousal and their panties soaking. This did not necessarily mean that they tried to seduce me, or even attributed their sudden panty soaking to me - but I could tell from their fidgeting/shifting that they knew they were getting horny, and also unsure of how and why it was happening. I am familiar with the symptoms of this from using pheromones. v1 was very similar to sexual pheromones for me. It also made me heat to an almost uncomfortable level - I would sweat, and I would notice those around me redden and sweat also. People would begin to fan themselves and complain of the heat in the room.

With v 3.1, the aura doesn't produce the same effect for me so far. I'm sexy, and women stare more, but it's not a panty soaker. It's more "oh wow, that guy looks hot, is he famous?". There's not as much raw animal magnetism, not as much heat, no sweat, no flushing of those around me. That's been my honest experience.

In everything else, i.e. healing, clearing, auto-pilot, attractiveness, IDGAF, playfulness, life situations changing, manifestations, v 3.1 destroys v 1. But I can't deny that the aura of v 1 was stronger... perhaps because the script was more focused on this in particular?

Also, v1 was run for 8 loops IIRC. v 3.1 is only 2 loops, perhaps not long enough for the aura to build up to the same heights as v1 could? There might be no way around this and if so then v 3.1 is far superior of course, just leaving this feedback in case it helps Shannon think of any ideas.

I'm also seeking some advice from anybody:

I am struggling with two issues:

1.) I'm struggling to get an erection with my girlfriend for intercourse. If she gives me oral, or a hand job, she can get me hard, but for some reason the idea of penetrating her vagina and having sex with her just doesn't excite me enough to get me hard. It's like it's too "normal" for me. It doesn't seem depraved enough to make me horny lol... I dunno.

Does anybody have any tips? Is there anything in this sub that could help with this? If not, could I ask that in v 3.2 we have a module which could fix this? Or should I just run Overcome ED in 5g?

2.) I can't make my girlfriend cum with hands or mouth. She gets close but she just can't tip over the edge. I don't think it's a technique thing... I think it's more a mental thing for her. I'm certain she finds me sexy, objectively I'm told I'm an 8/9 out of 10 and she tells me so all the time and gets very jealous when other women look at me... but she just can't seem to cum with me. I was hoping DMSI would make it easy for me to make her cum, like pheromones would, but I can be going down on her and fingering her for 30-45 minutes and in the end she just gives up and we stop and/or she finishes herself off. She could cum with the men before her... it's really disheartening for me. Any advice? :/
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03-27-2017, 03:12 AM
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
Yeah v1 was definitely more attention grabbing. More powerful aura. I kinda miss it.
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03-27-2017, 04:08 AM (This post was last modified: 03-27-2017 04:10 AM by Raykon.)
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
(03-27-2017 03:12 AM)wolverine_i_am Wrote:  Yeah v1 was definitely more attention grabbing. More powerful aura. I kinda miss it.

I forget which program it was exactly but it was 2.0 I believe of DMSI. (it's in one of my journals)

I never did V1..

But one time at the pet store just looking at the young women made her get ALL red cheeks in a MASSIVE way. It was unbelievable.

I get allot of smiles atm but not the crazy red face I had that one day.
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03-27-2017, 10:34 AM (This post was last modified: 03-27-2017 10:34 AM by stratos.)
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
yeah with v1 i felt like a rock star all the time, everyone was feeling the effects including people where it wasn't appropriate getting soaked and touchy (although I enjoyed it), where with 3.1 it's been excellent for clearing & healing, and getting more sniper-style effects with people behaving more "appropriately". i don't know which one is better but 3.1 is a good and important healing process to go through.
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03-27-2017, 11:03 AM
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
(03-27-2017 03:08 AM)ichigo Wrote:  DMSI is working really well for me, the celebrity effect of 3.1 is stronger and I'm generally happier, more optimistic and more IDGAF attitude. I'm in a relationship and very happy, DMSI did this for me and for this I have all the gratitude in the world.

My only gripe is I feel the aura is not as strong as it has been previously. Let me try to explain this.

With v1, if I was near women for long enough, I saw visible signs of arousal and their panties soaking. This did not necessarily mean that they tried to seduce me, or even attributed their sudden panty soaking to me - but I could tell from their fidgeting/shifting that they knew they were getting horny, and also unsure of how and why it was happening. I am familiar with the symptoms of this from using pheromones. v1 was very similar to sexual pheromones for me. It also made me heat to an almost uncomfortable level - I would sweat, and I would notice those around me redden and sweat also. People would begin to fan themselves and complain of the heat in the room.

With v 3.1, the aura doesn't produce the same effect for me so far. I'm sexy, and women stare more, but it's not a panty soaker. It's more "oh wow, that guy looks hot, is he famous?". There's not as much raw animal magnetism, not as much heat, no sweat, no flushing of those around me. That's been my honest experience.

In everything else, i.e. healing, clearing, auto-pilot, attractiveness, IDGAF, playfulness, life situations changing, manifestations, v 3.1 destroys v 1. But I can't deny that the aura of v 1 was stronger... perhaps because the script was more focused on this in particular?

The issue we are facing here is sourcing enough energy to power everything at once, safely. If I cannot find a way to power everything at once, then we will have to start turning off things that require energy so we can better power the things that are most important. The only limit here seems to be how fast your body can absorb energy, and the safety factor.

Quote:Also, v1 was run for 8 loops IIRC. v 3.1 is only 2 loops, perhaps not long enough for the aura to build up to the same heights as v1 could? There might be no way around this and if so then v 3.1 is far superior of course, just leaving this feedback in case it helps Shannon think of any ideas.

Believe me, that is not the case. If you want to see why I say that, go ahead and use 3.1 for 8 loops a day for a week and see what you think.

Quote:I'm also seeking some advice from anybody:

I am struggling with two issues:

1.) I'm struggling to get an erection with my girlfriend for intercourse. If she gives me oral, or a hand job, she can get me hard, but for some reason the idea of penetrating her vagina and having sex with her just doesn't excite me enough to get me hard. It's like it's too "normal" for me. It doesn't seem depraved enough to make me horny lol... I dunno.

Does anybody have any tips? Is there anything in this sub that could help with this? If not, could I ask that in v 3.2 we have a module which could fix this? Or should I just run Overcome ED in 5g?

There is already a module in 3.1 that should be causing the reverse effect. If this is happening since 3.1, then you're having a reversal resistance response. Need more time on A to overcome whatever is causing that.

Quote:2.) I can't make my girlfriend cum with hands or mouth. She gets close but she just can't tip over the edge. I don't think it's a technique thing... I think it's more a mental thing for her. I'm certain she finds me sexy, objectively I'm told I'm an 8/9 out of 10 and she tells me so all the time and gets very jealous when other women look at me... but she just can't seem to cum with me. I was hoping DMSI would make it easy for me to make her cum, like pheromones would, but I can be going down on her and fingering her for 30-45 minutes and in the end she just gives up and we stop and/or she finishes herself off. She could cum with the men before her... it's really disheartening for me. Any advice? :/

Is this just since 3.1 or is it in general?

It seems possible that she finds you so attractive that she's afraid to be vulnerable around you because you might think less of her for some reason. Maybe assuring her that that is not the case would help.

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03-28-2017, 12:52 AM
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
Thank you for your response, Shannon.

What you said about the energy being split and reducing the aura makes sense. Perhaps in the future when the sub's technologies are advanced enough, DMSI could return to it's original goal of making us irresistibly sexually attractive and having women seduce us. If this was the case, the natural seduction, auto-pilot and manifestation technology could be cut and only the increased attractiveness remain which causes women to seduce us instead. Version A including all the clearing/healing, version B without.

It would also be safe for people in relationships to use as if women are hitting on you, you still have the choice whether to act on it or not. The user is in full control, with full accountability and responsibility. It would likely appeal to women more also.

Perhaps Sex Magnet in 6G, or a different sub in future, could exist for those who want to be more aggressive in their pursuit of sex? Do you think this might be the direction you take in the future?

I'm glad to hear there is something in 3.1 which fixes my issue with ED. It hasn't started since 3.1, I've always had these issues I think, but I only recently found out about them as I never had a girlfriend until DMSI (I'm 25). You might remember my story, I used to have a different username but changed it for privacy reasons.
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03-30-2017, 06:58 PM
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
Obviously, I believe the direction I am going in with DMSI is the best one. Smile I put a LOT of thought, planning and contemplation into each decision regarding how to change the script. That's why it takes so long to make... every addition or adjustment gets modeled many times. The best way forward is what I choose.

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04-04-2017, 01:20 AM
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
DAY 32

I'm going to stick with v A for longer.

Less IOIs and feeling sexy lately. I'm in a clearing/healing cycle. The sub has guided me toward the no porn/fap movement and I have been going for just over 2 weeks. The not watching porn is easy, but the no masturbation is tough. There is progress as I am feeling hornier. Right now I think I am hitting a "flatline", feeling pretty miserable. I was tempted to swap to overcome ED 5G instead while I do the no porn until I can get rock hard erections with my girl, but seeing as DMSI v 3.1a led me here I might as well stick with it...

(FYI: I haven't been able to have p in v sex with my girlfriend properly because I don't get hard enough for it. With a condom on, my penis isn't sensitive enough).

It's very frustrating... it's like I'm so horny I'm precumming in my boxers but my dick doesn't get rock hard. It just gets really tingly and sensitive. I'm hoping nofap/porn fixes it because if it doesn't then I don't know what the **** or how to fix it :/

Still can't get the girlfriend to cum. She thinks it might be because she is used to using fantasy/sex stories when masturbating to cum... I told her about nofap/porn, Yourbrainonporn etc. and how stories apply. She thinks she might have it too so she might stop reading stories. I'm not forcing her to, I'll just leave it up to her. Her ex's got her to cum but she said that's because she used to think of sex stories while they did it and she doesn't want to do that with me. Meh. She's probably trying to spare my feelings and my techniques bad or whatever.


Also had some weight gain lately as I am still getting very hungry.

I did feel the aura recently actually, it was one of the rare occasions when I listen to the sub in public. I was on a train listening and a Japanese girl sat next to me was sleeping and she ended up with her head falling on my shoulder for a bit. When I say I felt the aura I mean I felt the heat, it was particularly strong in my forearms.

There's more to say but maybe in another post. I can't collect my thoughts very well.

Onwards and upwards I guess...
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04-05-2017, 01:14 AM
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
DAY 33

The weird, empty feeling I felt when writing that post carried on into the evening. I had an argument with my girlfriend when she came back to mine about her clothing. She has a few dresses that are extremely short, so if she bends over slightly, stretches upwards or leans forwards to reach something pretty much everything is on display. I told her I don't mind short dresses/skirts but nobody should ever be able to see her panties but me. She got defensive and upset about it, she said it's because she's tall and sometimes the dresses don't fit properly. I argued if you know they don't fit properly then why do you wear them? She said why do you care, no one else has me but you. I said because if men see girls who are wearing clothes so short their underwear is often on display, they assume they are open to being hit on. She said so it's a pride thing for you? I got angry then and said something like "to be honest, I can't ***** believe you can't understand why I don't want my girlfriends vagina to be on display in public" and she got angry back and said "why don't you find another ***** girlfriend" and turned away from me to sleep.

We had some angry silence. I was sat on the end of the bed and I just kind of froze up. I felt so bad internally. Eventually we hugged and made up but I still feel she didn't agree with what I said.

I told her I said what I needed to say and if she things I'm wrong then to disregard it, as I won't ever mention it again.

I just felt so awful all day. Exhausted too. I think there's some really strong healing/clearing taking place.
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04-06-2017, 02:08 AM
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
DAY 34

Healing continues.

Feeling so tired all the time. Depressed. Sad. Bored with life.

Last night my girlfriend and I were chilling out in bed watching TV. I was playing around massaging her ass and v while we watched. She didn't really respond. Then later on she touched her nipple and said "I touched my nipple and I'm horny, I might play with myself".

She uses to be so attracted to me, now I don't think she even views me sexually. She loves me I think, but I think her sexual attraction to me is dead. I can't have sex with her because of PIED and I'm never able to get her to cum with my fingers/mouth, but she used to want me to do it and then finish her off. Now it seems she doesn't want to do anything with me. I feel like when she initiates sexual stuff, she's doing it out of obligation and doesn't really enjoy it.

It sucks because I feel like my attraction for her has only grown, but hers for me has dwindled. I guess that happens in relationships when you spend so much time together, I dunno. I don't know how to get her sexually attracted to me.

It's really ***** with me that I have a girlfriend who "loves" me i.e. she loves that I do things for her, but doesn't find sexually attractive. But then I can't **** her or make her cum, so tbh what do I expect?

I just wish I could get a proper erection for sex. I'm so worried if this reboot thing isn't the answer and I still have the problem months from now. I don't even watch that much porn... if it's not this then I don't know what to do.
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04-06-2017, 02:59 AM (This post was last modified: 04-06-2017 03:01 AM by CatMan.)
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
I had terrible PIED.

It took me about 9 months of NO masturbating to porn, or even watching it, to be able to get an erection, of any tangible strength, not a full one at all, maybe 70-75%. Albeit, while sitting down. Being able to maintain an erection while standing, took months and months longer than that, as that is more difficult. Even now I don't think I'm 100% healed and I'm at day 664 of no PMO. It took a long time, but it will ALWAYS repair the damage, if you are vigilant. I'm not saying it will take as long as this, or as "short", we are all different and a lot depends on how much you've consumed and how far removed from reality it was. I too thought it was just a harmless indulgence, I had no idea the damage it caused in my head, both about my thoughts and views of women and sex, and my erection.

It's disastrous what that stuff does to the mind. To clarify for readers in case they don't know, drugs like Viagra, Cialis and Levitra don't work for this kind of erectile dysfunction. As the problem isn't in the penis, but in the brain. In a layman's sense, you become unattracted to "real" women, and only become sexually attracted to digitized women. I had things in person where I should have had a raging erection, but felt nothing due to PIED. Then, a porn clip favourite, would have me able to cut diamonds. Took a long time to start reversing that.

Stick with it, don't relapse as that just increases the damage and healing time. I will say this, V3.1-A for me has DESTROYED any slight remnants of interest in porn. It's finally all gone, every last remnant. So it can happen for you too, which will make recovery simply a matter of time, friend Smile.

Maybe buy a toy for your girlfriend and use with her if your oral skills don't work. I personally have a very small tongue, so I'd probably be terrible at it too. She needs to be satisfied, or the relationship may start having problems.

Stay the course, I believe in you!
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04-06-2017, 03:52 AM
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
Ichigo, if I remember correctly from some of your older posts, you can get hard, but lose it when you wear a condom right? If that's the case, try buying a non-latex brand condom. They have them, and it's slightly more expensive, but, you might be surprised with the results.

The reason she probably isn't cumming is because you can't stay hard for her. Shit like that tends to affect women sexually and they end up in their heads a lot of the time because they can't let go. So it may not directly have to do completely with your tequnique.

You guys start having full intercourse, things should smooth out in your relationship.
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04-06-2017, 05:08 AM
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
Ichigo, you are literally setting yourself up to be cheated. PIED is part of the problem, but a small one. As you said, you can't get her to cum even with your hands, and that she's not sexually attracted to you. And on the top of that, she's wearing short skirts and all to attract other men, if that wasn't an obvious enough clue.

Turn a relationship into an open one or break up with her. There's no going back from this. It's hard, I know. But when she cheats on you, it is going to be even harder.
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04-07-2017, 12:38 AM
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
Thanks for all the advice guys, it's appreciated.

DAY 35

She sensed there had been something off with me lately and confronted me about it last night. I ended up telling her my concerns, that I worried she was less sexually attracted to me than she had been at the start and that she viewed me as a great boyfriend but that when it came to sex, because I couldn't have sex with her or make her cum myself, she didn't want to do anything sexual with me.

She told me that she still found me very sexually attractive and that at times she still can't believe we're in a relationship together. She said to remember that she had been sick lately (which is true), and that she had purposefully been refraining from initiating sexual stuff with me because she thought it would help my reboot. She said that when she wanted to finish by herself, it was because it was late and she just wanted to get it out the way quickly. She said she doesn't want to ask me late at night or if she thinks I'm tired, because she doesn't want me to feel I have to do anything if I'm not in the mood to do it.

I told her that I would rather she involved me somehow with it, and even if I was too tired help her out then I would still like to feel part of it, by watching or whatever. I said it's hurtful for me to think of her being horny and then her first response not being to go to her boyfriend, but to masturbate to a fantasy that I assume doesn't involve me.

She said she understood and that we would do that in the future - then we both fooled around and she managed to cum in approx 3 minutes without her using any imagination. She was surprised and I think quite happy at how fast she came.

She knows about the reboot stuff and she's doing it too (she used to masturbate to sex stories exclusively). She told me this was the first time she was able to make herself cum without any stories or imagination. I'm hopeful that as we both reboot, in the future I will be able to get hard and she will be able to cum easier and we'll be able to have a great sex life.

She also said that I am my own worst enemy when I have these thoughts. She said to always tell her when I feel that way instead of holding it in and then being off with her for days because it's not fair on her to hold her to treat her differently for things that are only in my mind and that she is not able to defend herself.

She's right, I do have issues with jumping to the worst conclusion. I think a lot of it is caused by red pill reading, it makes me so paranoid that she is secretly using me as a provider and will then look elsewhere for her sex fulfillment. It's something I need to work on. I guess I just hate the idea of being hoodwinked. It all links into masculine pride for me, and the fear that she won't be fulfilled by me sexually. I let these fears sabotage my interactions with women.

It reminds me of some advice Shannon once gave me: "Don't sink your boat for her". I think I need to get it tatoo'd on my arm or something lol.

Feeling much happier now. It's lovely weather and it's the weekend soon. She's coming back with me to my family house. Life is good. Smile
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05-23-2017, 01:14 AM
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RE: I'm just a sexy boy... DMSI 3.1
22/05 - Day 1 of DMSI v 3.1A

After a hiatus which I spent on Overcome ED 5G, I'm back on DMSI. I'll give a brief review of ED 5G below.

I wanted to do 2 loops of the Hybrid Trickling Stream, but at the 45 minute mark of my second loop my FLAC player randomly stopped. I pressed play but it went back to the start. I fast forwarded it to just before the 45 minute mark and it stopped at 45 minutes again... it's never done that before. I removed the files from my FLAC player, re-downloaded them and put them back so hopefully that has fixed it. My 2 loops were not optimal, anyway.

Noticeable:

-Felt hornier

-Girlfriend returned home from work and we were fooling around, she told me she felt unusually wet all day. Could be some sniping if I am thinking about her?

-Some staring from both men and women, they look away quickly when I return the gaze

-Had a dream of my girlfriend staying around my parents house. For some reason her ex-boyfriend was there too. I was sleeping in a separate room to them and they were sleeping in a bed together, but it was assumed they wouldn't do anything. I woke up in the middle of the night to get water and on my way back, I heard moans from their room. I opened the door and he was banging her in a way I'm not able to do with my PIED right now.

I remember feeling a combination of sick and fear. I'm ashamed I didn't feel much anger, but more just sadness, nausea and fear because I knew I had to do something to stop it and shame because I didn't feel as angry as I should. I threw the glass of water over them in the dream, and they both reacted like I was out of order to be upset and he came over as if he was going to beat me up and I woke up before he got to me. In the dream I felt weak, like a kid. I'm also ashamed to say watching them **** made me a little bit horny too.

My guess would be its my sub conscious dealing with my fear and frustration at not being able to **** my girlfriend properly when she has been ***** properly by others before.

-Girlfriend and I were meant to go to Ariana concert in London but I'm assuming it will be cancelled after the attack. A female friend of mine messaged me afterward to say she was glad I wasn't at the Manchester one. I had been fantasizing about her a bit lately so it could be a bit of sniper or manifestation.

Just finished my loops for Day 2 without issues.

My current situation is I'm with my girlfriend who I am faithful to and don't want to cheat. I've had PIED problems and I'm taking the current steps to fix it:

-No porn/masturbation

-DMSI v 3.1A healing

-Going to buy a "Manhood" which covers the penis like a foreskin would to try and regain some more sensitivity in my penis which I think could help.

Overcome ED 5G:

I ran this for 1 month and 10 days. At the same time I was doing no porn/masturbation. Around the 20 day mark I saw real improvements and managed to have sex with my girlfriend with a condom on and cum inside her. We managed to do it a few times. But then I brought masturbation back in (not to porn), and she would jerk me off / give me BJs. I think doing that has made the sensitivity reduce again, so I think it's going to have to strictly be a pussy only embargo on my dick, or at least make sure I use a lot of lube and an extremely light grip if i masturbate or she gives me a hand job.

As for Overcome ED 5G itself, it definitely works, as the first time I had sex with her it was because it happened randomly out of no where, we had not planned to do it and there was no pressure/fear of failure of getting hard. Before that there was always fear, particularly when putting the condom on which I think stopped me being able to get hard.

I think Overcome ED 5G gave my subconscious the different programming which let me put the condom on and start ***** her without fear, so I think the program absolutely works. Now I just need to deal with my penis sensitivity issue I think and once I'm back to where I was hopefully I can stay with the erections and not ruin it with porn or death grip masturbation again.
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