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DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power ( TID 3.2 anticipation )
02-13-2018, 04:39 AM (This post was last modified: 02-13-2018 04:47 AM by Kol.)
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RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power ( TID 3.2 anticipation )
So, this morning when getting some stuff, this blomd walked in. Now, my body almost shifted on autopilot to just get out. It was like 2 different entities almost. Me, paying for some stuff, the other, my body/subconscious fighting to get out of the store.

Im having an image in my mind as to where I want to be and wonder if TID is somewhat involved in this. It was like an forced flight response. The image in my mind is being absolute king. Now, as before I have sacrificed many images already, like undoing as I progress, as it showed to be another "coping" in the end, barestripping myself to the core, but the event of this morning I found worth noting down.

Last night, I had a pretty strong shift of seeing women seeking validation blended with seeing women on a deeper level, energetic wise and wanting to devour this feminine energy wholly. Blissing and bathing in it. Gloriously orgasmic. In the past I had women worshipping me, lusting aswell. Now, some rule4 things chimed in and my extrnal world was almost rose-colored in an sense of being a literal sex-being. This blew my mind but felt really natural.

To come back to this morning. Its as if im being heightened, like some slight ptsd-alarm responses. The former writing keeps pounding through, like eventually giving the breakthrough blow.

Whatever the shift was yesterday...seduction and attraction felt nuclear. Made me thinking about reality bending and TID, giving rafical references and training my subconscious.

Talking about the past..it opens a whole new can of worms to me. Like im wholly reshaping, refining and redefing my personality. Its an huge thing now.

Another is upgrading myself for myself without excluding women.
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02-15-2018, 07:43 AM
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RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power ( TID 3.2 anticipation )
So, I seem to have an increase of TID happening which I realized pretty much after posting in Shannon's journal discussion part 2.

Went hard at the gym today. Before I got some pre-drink and the coat-dressed girl which I rated an 8/10 before walked in as I was about to drive off. Classy girl. Felt no need to walk in, or maybe I do, perhaps I have some stuff intetnally goin on as I feel kinda in a struggle. Anyways, people seem to react to my status nowadays. Even the guy, who subcommunicates hostility seems to dialed down a bit. I notice im overcoming some things in terms of drive. Still, my extremity in my sexuality mixed with agression is something im coming to terms with. I knew it all the time that it was there, yet, in ways im holding back, or rather, I held back. To embrace this gives me a huge surge and increase in, well, everything.

I feel TID changing my mindset in terms of caffeine, nicotine and all else. Its an sense of "oh well, it gives me even an bigger flair" or something along those lines.

The aura is pretty present and im growing in my celebrity status.

Anyways, as I drove my car to the gym, some blond 9/10 gaves a huge beaming smile. It does change my outlook in to which is my attraction circle. Wven those we locked eyes and she was hot, I felt this natural fearless attraction coming up. It was like she waited for me to drive in.

Energywise, it matched hard for those moments.

"G" acted submissive but kinda confusing. My voice and speech, aswell as bodylanguage was slightly invasive, just as with "C" last weekend and with "S", and displayed non fearlessness. She was all shiwing off, but man, some girls flirt in ridiculous ways that I just want to take it from them and get on with it.

Blame it on my sadism which is growing and growing in bdsm like fashion. I simply do not give a ****.

Anyway, I saw my face morph while going ham on shoulders. Like a beast drilling back in my eyes from the mirrors. Some guys came to me asking for advice and I went smooth in speech, just flowing automatically.

I take whats mine and showed it in my interaction with "G" when I was done with training. Her eyes were sparkling.

Alright, so, to draw some of Shannons journal discussion topic, I see it happen, and it will happen, that women approach and inject themselves at the gym, only to have ut ending up in banging. The tides are turning.
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02-16-2018, 07:45 AM (This post was last modified: 02-16-2018 07:52 AM by Kol.)
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RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power ( TID 3.2 anticipation )
Things between me and "N" become really interesting now. We keep eye locking eachother, she goes out of her way to be in my vicinity aswell being submissive and giving glances. Smiling at everything I do.
Involved her in askimg her some questions and she lighted up like crazy. Shes a legit 8/10, incredible feminine and caring attitude.
Subtle things happen between us and she stayed around until I left. Shes pretty shy but notice she gets more and more horny according to her bodylanguage.

Respect and social fluidity goes up more and more, and getting closer in friendships is happening. For some reason I feel sheer confidence and walked confident without any fucks given at all. Im organizing things left and right, and even with E things get more intimate. Her frame bounces right off me like im unbreakable. She touches me all the time now, gets close with her tits against me multiple times.another women outright showed interest in proclaiming "he makes me laugh and I dont know why" eh. She kept groveling up to me all the damn time. Its was effortless. Older then me for sure.

Its business like. I do what needd to be done without any hindrance, just autopiloting. When N was picked up by her mom, I felt attraction coming off from her mom. This gets interesting.

Its great to see a girl happy like that, being beamy and feminine and interested like N. Its like I picked her subconsciously and so she replicates it.

In general Im having women interested, guys being buddy buddy with me now, calling me down to show me some things, and Im focussed, driven and business like. As soon as Im getting to the point seriously, they directly shut up and get in line. Says lots about a guy who pokes everyone including me like a jester-type. Great stuff.
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02-17-2018, 09:48 AM
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RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power ( TID 3.2 anticipation )
(02-16-2018 07:45 AM)Kol Wrote:  Things between me and "N" become really interesting now. We keep eye locking eachother, she goes out of her way to be in my vicinity aswell being submissive and giving glances. Smiling at everything I do.
Involved her in askimg her some questions and she lighted up like crazy. Shes a legit 8/10, incredible feminine and caring attitude.
Subtle things happen between us and she stayed around until I left. Shes pretty shy but notice she gets more and more horny according to her bodylanguage.

Respect and social fluidity goes up more and more, and getting closer in friendships is happening. For some reason I feel sheer confidence and walked confident without any fucks given at all. Im organizing things left and right, and even with E things get more intimate. Her frame bounces right off me like im unbreakable. She touches me all the time now, gets close with her tits against me multiple times.another women outright showed interest in proclaiming "he makes me laugh and I dont know why" eh. She kept groveling up to me all the damn time. Its was effortless. Older then me for sure.

Its business like. I do what needd to be done without any hindrance, just autopiloting. When N was picked up by her mom, I felt attraction coming off from her mom. This gets interesting.

Its great to see a girl happy like that, being beamy and feminine and interested like N. Its like I picked her subconsciously and so she replicates it.

In general Im having women interested, guys being buddy buddy with me now, calling me down to show me some things, and Im focussed, driven and business like. As soon as Im getting to the point seriously, they directly shut up and get in line. Says lots about a guy who pokes everyone including me like a jester-type. Great stuff.

Will be good to get to this level where I can rise above those that try to undermine me. Im nobody's jester and hope eventually I can build an aura of strength and character etc!

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Yesterday, 08:49 AM (This post was last modified: Yesterday 08:59 AM by Kol.)
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RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power ( TID 3.2 anticipation )
Its pretty dramatic from my coming from background. Not a twitch.

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I feel the last couple of days im being set up for some things through, what might be TID. Noticing this does gives me a surge of something similar to execution.

My jawline gets way more sharper aswell. Looking like being carved out.

Been thinking about "N" and curious how shell respond when running DMSI 3.2 actually through getting the loops in direct in physical format.

Also the last few days I do have succes visions comin up again. Im naturally seeking ways to "make it fit", atleast, this surfaced through my AM6 runs, involving myself into multiple fields, now, im recognizing this can be easily done through chunks and almost akin to making a timeline. This does also not exclude anything at all, so we're good.

The visions come as strong that I melt and blend into them, giving into them so to say. Visualisation and expansion increased aswell.

Mr pmo has reared his head aswell, and I recognize the escape machanism in it. The temptation is dying off more and more and non existent now, unless I open the tap.

Now a cheeky sidequestion; isnt TID actually physical already as we experience physical effects from it?
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Today, 11:21 AM (This post was last modified: Today 11:23 AM by Kol.)
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RE: DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power ( TID 3.2 anticipation )
This evening apathy sets in, followed by depression and wanting to curl up in a ball. Feeling pretty much teary aswell which snowballed in and is hitting me like a bus.
On the other hand, its clearly TID thats hitting me. Strong drive in hitting the gym yet almost complete non neediness bordering zen. My root chakra aswell as my crotch fired up aswell. Attraction feels also more similar and I look incredible, l0 bs tolerance mixed in almost with a nihilistic drive of non chalance in life now. Again, sexual realisations are hutting me like a train now which is sweet. Its an ongoing theme now to have my head in an almost sexual dreamlike world with having externals hitting me like crazy aswell

Tomorrow will be interesting. I can only face the feelings coming up at this point. Ready to break the wall down.

And now im counting my blessings. Positive swing like no crushing headache like yesterday. Life's good
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