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03-05-2016, 04:17 PM
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RE: Epic Fear Destruction 5G
hercules, i was contemplating it being resistance for a long time, and if it is, it's still plaguing me pretty deeply. I don't imagine I could be resisting the program that hard, especially with all the technology shannon added in this version, but you could very well be right. fear is pretty crippling and is something our subconscious needs to continue acting the way it does so destroying fear would be akin to reinventing yourself. but idk man, my intuition is kicking in on this one saying to attack guilt and shame too.

i'm probably not doing any justice to my fear because it's so tied in with guilt and shame that if i attack all 3 at the same time, it will move forward faster. otherwise, i'm taking 3 steps forward, but having 2 steps pushed backward at me, which is the guilt and the shame.

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03-05-2016, 05:05 PM
Post: #122
RE: Epic Fear Destruction 5G
Dude, follow your gut. It's not "resistance." That seems to be everybody's universal answer around here. You know what you need, nobody else. Do what you feel is right, YOU know best. Definitely go with your intuition.
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03-05-2016, 07:41 PM
Post: #123
RE: Epic Fear Destruction 5G
(03-05-2016 03:31 PM)eternitys_child Wrote:  65 days remaining

well, SHIT! it seems nearly all of my issues with women and sex are DEEPLY impacted by guilt and shame!

After sex last night, her and I started talking about our previous sexual partners, and when asked about my first sexual encounter, I had no problem whatsoever talking about it, but I went immediately dead silent when I thought about the other one. There is so much guilt and shame tied into the 6 months I was with that girl (second sexual partner), and I saw clearly how bad it f***s with my conscious desire to be with a woman. That shit is so deep rooted and embedded in my subconscious, and i had MAD insight of clarity into what my major problem is. It's guilt, and shame.

it actually made the next hour in bed with her extremely awkward, but she's such a good friend and i was able to talk it out with her, and she was my sounding board for bouncing these thoughts to her, and her bouncing back with advice, suggestions, and overall she was just a great ear to listen to my *****. And for what it's worth, the next time we had sex after that, I lasted a whole 12 minutes instead of 2 or 3 minutes before that. I wonder if processing guilt and shame related to sexuality contributed to that??????

as a sidenote, i'm pretty sure SM3 manifested her as a perfect sexual lover for where i'm at in my sexuality journey.

SO WHAT DOES ALL THAT MEAN?

I will almost certainly be buying EPRHA2.0 when it comes out, and switching to that immediately.

I feel like I have been fighting against myself and my need to switch to guilt and shame and fear destruction because my ego and pride wanted to reaffirm to myself that my decision to do OF5G was the right decision. So I shall officially put down my pride and ego and humbly start E2

And this is why I always recommend OGSF over OF.

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03-06-2016, 09:08 AM
Post: #124
RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G
alright meow, switched up to E2. Big Grin Big Grin

i immediately felt what can only be described as tingling at my temples. but it wasn't really physical sensation so much as just feeling some gears turning in my head. immediately followed by a sense of ease and comfort and muscles relaxing, and then a cool calm feeling.

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03-06-2016, 11:15 AM
Post: #125
RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G
All the best w/ E2. Smile Do you plan to switch it back and forth w/ OF or run E2 straight for 3/6 months?
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03-06-2016, 11:40 AM
Post: #126
RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G
i don't plan to run them back and forth, i don't see the need to do that.

I'm just gonna do E2 for 32 days and then see where i'm at.

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03-06-2016, 02:09 PM
Post: #127
RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G
(03-06-2016 09:08 AM)eternitys_child Wrote:  alright meow, switched up to E2. Big Grin Big Grin

i immediately felt what can only be described as tingling at my temples. but it wasn't really physical sensation so much as just feeling some gears turning in my head. immediately followed by a sense of ease and comfort and muscles relaxing, and then a cool calm feeling.

And this took how long to happen?

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03-06-2016, 08:56 PM (This post was last modified: 03-06-2016 09:53 PM by eternity.)
Post: #128
RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G
at first, i used ultrasonic... and the gears turning sensation took hold all in a matter of about a few seconds and remained noticeably novel for about 5 minutes, Shannon! I was worried about it being placebo effect.... but I came home and turned on the trickling stream, and lo and behold the gears are turning again. Big Grin Big Grin

loaded cannon aimed straight at eternitys_child's subconscious.... ready. steady.. fire!

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i found out that my room mate told my other room mate he thought i had a 'holier than thou' attitude... that really hurt me that the 1st room mate had the audacity to hold judgements, especially behind my back. it hurt a lot more than i thought it would. i had to call the lady friend to process it, and she helped me through it. It became pretty apparent that it's an issue on him, not on me. there's a saying that goes like "when you point your finger at someone, there's 3 fingers pointing right back at you"... which implies that the judgement someone may make about me is really a reflection of what they see about themselves. which COMPLETELY makes sense, since the dude who thinks i'm "holier than thou" always has someone else's name in his mouth, and is always in judgement about others... so it was only a matter of time my name appeared in his mouth, and i'm sure it has been mentioned more than this once; i was only informed of it this once.

so, long story short: gossip hurts. and it affects my self esteem and confidence and my ego/pride as a man. although as a man, i like to pretend that kinda stuff doesn't affect me, but the truth is it really does.

also, i had a coffee date with this beautiful girl earlier. i really dig her presence, our conversation didn't have a single dull moment in it, although i kept feeling like i was getting awkward during our conversation, so i would re-kindle it by slightly changing the topic... but she was digging it Smile [side note: as i was writing this and thinking about her, she texted me..... maybe a coincidence? maybe not....] we discussed manifestation, and perhaps starting a weekly group intention/manifestation meditation session. if it doesn't become a manifestation session, it would certainly be intention. we were talking about law of attraction and stuff and how manifestation is heavily blocked by subconscious beliefs based on guilt shame and fear, and how manifesting something using the conscious mind will be very difficult if the subconscious doesn't vibe with it. i.e, consciously wanting to manifest abundance, but the subconscious feeling like it doesn't deserve abundance.... thereby creating a block to the manifestation


whoooooo. lot happened today!

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03-06-2016, 09:24 PM
Post: #129
RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G
Why do u care about what another guy thinks? You'll be in his good graces when u guys have a common goal. Gossip is just what u make it up to be. You'll be fine
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03-06-2016, 09:27 PM
Post: #130
RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G
(03-06-2016 09:24 PM)Ultralight Beam Wrote:  Why do u care about what another guy thinks? You'll be in his good graces when u guys have a common goal. Gossip is just what u make it up to be. You'll be fine

i don't think i can answer that question, to be honest. i really don't know why i care what other people think. and it seems like i'm polevaulting over a mouseturd here. its' so miniscule and irrelevant, in the greater scheme of things. it's probably EPRHA2 in action.

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03-06-2016, 09:36 PM
Post: #131
RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G
It's good u can't answer that question. Smile I feel u rlly start creating your own world when other people's opinions aren't shaping it in your mind. Off topic question, when do u think you'll be running AM again?
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03-07-2016, 06:25 AM
Post: #132
RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G
(03-06-2016 09:27 PM)eternitys_child Wrote:  
(03-06-2016 09:24 PM)Ultralight Beam Wrote:  Why do u care about what another guy thinks? You'll be in his good graces when u guys have a common goal. Gossip is just what u make it up to be. You'll be fine

i don't think i can answer that question, to be honest. i really don't know why i care what other people think. and it seems like i'm polevaulting over a mouseturd here. its' so miniscule and irrelevant, in the greater scheme of things. it's probably EPRHA2 in action.

The full script of Overcome The Victim Mentality is in EPRHA2, so you are correct that this is a reaction to EPRHA2 in action! Script Library http://www.subliminal-shop.com/script-library/

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03-07-2016, 07:59 AM (This post was last modified: 03-07-2016 08:00 AM by eternity.)
Post: #133
RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G
That's wild that healing stuff started happening within 4 HOURS of listening!!!!

I wonder if this sub allows us to use the ambient energy around as a source of energy.

Or what if....the sub pulls data from outside sources (like other people) that can contribute to what the subconscious needs to heal?

It is purely speculation but maybe the sub pulled the information out of my friends mouth so that I can feel a little resentful and hurt, which the sub can use as fuel to start working on the internal stuff.

I reserve the right to be wrong

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03-07-2016, 02:26 PM (This post was last modified: 03-07-2016 02:27 PM by Shannon.)
Post: #134
RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G
(03-07-2016 07:59 AM)eternitys_child Wrote:  That's wild that healing stuff started happening within 4 HOURS of listening!!!!

I wonder if this sub allows us to use the ambient energy around as a source of energy.

Or what if....the sub pulls data from outside sources (like other people) that can contribute to what the subconscious needs to heal?

It is purely speculation but maybe the sub pulled the information out of my friends mouth so that I can feel a little resentful and hurt, which the sub can use as fuel to start working on the internal stuff.

I reserve the right to be wrong

Execution of the healing instructions started within 2 minutes of listening. You just didn't consciously notice it.

No, this subliminal does not include external energy sourcing technology. It is not necessary.

The subconscious can, however, access other points and sources of awareness and information for it's execution of the script, if it decides it needs to. The Optimus Engine would allow that. But it would be a decision of the subconscious, and is not directly stated in the script.

The OE can also manifest what you need to accomplish the goal. Smile

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03-07-2016, 04:18 PM (This post was last modified: 03-07-2016 04:18 PM by eternity.)
Post: #135
RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G
this optimus engine 3.0 is something else then, for SURE! :O

my mind is thoroughly blown by the capabilities of "5.5G".

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03-07-2016, 04:54 PM
Post: #136
RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G
What else happened bro, lol I'm leaning to Beleive that my posts here are being attracted by u to contribute to ur healingSmile
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03-07-2016, 07:08 PM
Post: #137
RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G
(03-07-2016 04:54 PM)Ultralight Beam Wrote:  What else happened bro, lol I'm leaning to Beleive that my posts here are being attracted by u to contribute to ur healingSmile

actually, that question you asked me in your previous post was very valid. And may indeed have helped me see how insignificant what i was going through was. But in my mind, at that time, it was big and everything i could think about... at that particular moment.

i don't have anything else to report at this time.

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03-07-2016, 07:55 PM
Post: #138
RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G
Well thank you. My intention is to contribute and unify rather than divide
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03-09-2016, 01:32 PM (This post was last modified: 03-09-2016 01:33 PM by eternity.)
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RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G
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I feel this all encompassing bliss, akin to a love for everything. it's a state of empathic love, similar to that which a super low dose of MDMA would provide, except this is a pure and natural feeling. Seeing the post in RTBoss' journal about how he felt about his wife, struck me as fully AWE inspiring. i feel a stronger connection to emotions, both my own and emotions in general. it's like there is this switch inside me that turns empathy on or off, and E2 turn it from off to on / zero to 100.
I am seeing beauty in living, and i'm not worrying obsessively about things; self talk is changing.

i can't wrap my head around it just yet, so i just wrote what i felt. and for once, i don't feel the need to over analyze what's going on, and am content with just letting it be Smile

Oh and if anybody is curious, i'm listening to trickling stream at night, and ultrasonic in the daytime.

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03-09-2016, 07:25 PM
Post: #140
RE: Epic Emotional Healing 2.0 & Fear Destruction 5G
(03-09-2016 01:32 PM)eternitys_child Wrote:  29

I feel this all encompassing bliss, akin to a love for everything. it's a state of empathic love, similar to that which a super low dose of MDMA would provide, except this is a pure and natural feeling. Seeing the post in RTBoss' journal about how he felt about his wife, struck me as fully AWE inspiring. i feel a stronger connection to emotions, both my own and emotions in general. it's like there is this switch inside me that turns empathy on or off, and E2 turn it from off to on / zero to 100.
I am seeing beauty in living, and i'm not worrying obsessively about things; self talk is changing.

i can't wrap my head around it just yet, so i just wrote what i felt. and for once, i don't feel the need to over analyze what's going on, and am content with just letting it be Smile

Oh and if anybody is curious, i'm listening to trickling stream at night, and ultrasonic in the daytime.

Do you ever wake up from the trickling stream? I was thinking about trying it your way. So far I've been doing the opposite, trickling during the day and ultra at night. But it would be nice to have the trickling on at night since I use sleepphones. Then I'd know that the speakers are always on my ears.
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