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Ascending to Alpha
01-01-2018, 07:47 PM
Post: #61
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 2 Day 20

- Found myself irritable today.

- Starting to notice that when I assert myself lately people shut up and fall in line. In the past it was normal that I got a little pushback or into downright arguments. I’m not looking to be a bully or dominate people but I can’t stand when a you try and calm a situation with a calm head and maturity and people want to argue more than they want to get there point across just for the sake of drama.

- I’m now mapping out what moves I’m going to be making money and career wise this year. I’m sick of doing things I hate for little money. I’m also sick of so many of the things I’ve tried to get ahead failing. Financially I know people who are doing worse but my frustration has been present for a while since I often feel like I’m not where I want to be. I plan on starting BASE exactly a year from today so we’ll see how that works out. In the mean time there are about 2-3 options I have in front of me. No matter what road I take it’ll effect the course of my life for at least the next 3 years automatically.

- A few people lately have been asking me if I’m ok. Guess they’re seeing certain changes, of course I don’t notice them all at once because of the naturalizer.

- My sister’s insurance agent stated to her that I have a sexy voice. Didn’t know my voice turned women on that much, maybe that’s why they sound a particular way when I’m talking on the phone at work. One thing that did take me a while to notice is that it seems I speak with more bass in my voice.
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Travis
01-03-2018, 04:15 PM
Post: #62
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 2, Day 22:

Going to have to scale back my listening from 12 hours daily to 8. The mental drain is getting to be a bit much to handle. I'll scale back for the last 10 days of this stage and see how things effect me in stage 3.
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01-04-2018, 05:05 AM
Post: #63
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 2, Day 23:

Kinda early but it’s already eventful.

- Technology all around me acting screwy.

- I’m feeling frustrated as I’m trying to sleep. Feels like the sub is effecting my sleep quality.

- Over the past 2 weeks I’ve been fasting a lot and being careful not to overstuff myself when I eat.

- Female coworkers who never even used to speak to me are beginning to go as far as to do small favors for me without me even asking.

- Thoughts very prevalent today about how I can’t wait to finish stage 2. This may be resistance because listening to the sub has been getting on my nerves all night.
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01-05-2018, 05:41 PM
Post: #64
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 2, Day 24:

So much for 8 hours daily. I believe the STC programming has me sticking to 12 hours. I remember APE and E2 being mentally taxing some days but damn, AM6 is on another level. It's giving me insight as to why some guys couldn't finish on their first runs. I'm even starting to feel cluster headaches at times while running the sub.

In other news, I'm almost done with stage 2 and ready to be introduced to the "big guns" stage. I like the fact that by the time my bday comes around, I'll be well into stage 3. What a great birthday gift to me.
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SargeMaximus
01-06-2018, 12:53 PM
Post: #65
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 2, Day 25:

Naturalizer is something else. Went to the grocery store this morning and didn’t realize until after I got home is that 99% of what I bought is all healthy foods and beverages. AM6 is having an unforeseen effect on my dietary choices lately.

I’ve also caught myself having small worries over external validation concerning my next moves in life and what my wife may think of them if things work out between us. Ultimately though I keep telling myself that I have to put my self-Love above all as well as my long-term happiness. I may have forgiven my wife for many things done and said but I won’t let anyone try and control what I do or walk over me. Even if that means not being on good terms any more which is just fine with me considering the fact that I hate drama.

She has to learn at some point that she can’t control anyone and just because she has “control freak” issues at times doesn’t mean she’ll be listened to.
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Benjamin, Determined
01-07-2018, 04:46 PM
Post: #66
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 2, Day 26

- Feeling extremely irritable, almost as irritable as I was as a teenager which in those times, I had a short fuse.

- I’m pushing past procrastination to get things done. I even went as far as to plan out my entire week and gave myself a due date for each individual task I want to accomplish.

- My wedding anniversary is next weekend. I actually do plan to celebrate it. I already chose what to do and knocked reservations out of the way. This is where the maturity programming had to kick in because I could’ve easily used the money on something else. Even now I could still get what I desire but that could put me in a bad situation over the next 11 days. I’m just going to have to delay my personal gratification because I’m not putting myself in the hole for the purchase. It is a tool I’m going to need in the near future and I’ll probably have to wait months for it to be available again but oh well, I’ll just save up for it so when the next opportunity comes around I’ll be ready to buy it and actually be able to afford it in the long term.

- For part of the day I’ve begun to realize that when I lack direction and purpose, I’m easily not at my best. Seems I’ve come to the realization that I have to actually have a reason to do things in order to even act these days, as opposed to in my early 20’s where I literally did whatever I wanted just for the hell of it. I’m contemplating who I am and who I’m becoming, what I truly want, why I want it, what I’ll do once I’ve achieved my goals, and even what I’m willing to give up to reach my goals. I feel lost but don’t want to do what everyone else is because then I feel like I would’ve dug myself too deep into things that don’t make me fulfilled. I’d just be doing them just to have something to do and I’d rather not act at all if that’s going to be the case.

- I’ve decided to start meditating again in order to ground myself and maintain my “zen”, especially as a man.

- I’m questioning all the information from my past and present. Reason is, I don’t want to hold onto or adopt beliefs and philosophies until I know the origin, why and how a particular belief or philosophy came about, and if I feel it’s valid according to my personal experience, and if it can stand up to a scientific method of questioning and observation to distinguish fact from falsehood. I won’t live my life believing what others think just because they believe in something. We all have our personal views and opinions but more often than not, these views were programmed into us and never questioned, which made us into people we weren’t meant to be. After all isn’t that why were using subliminals in the first place? To clear out the junk and replace it all with productive thoughts, beliefs and attitudes, and ultimately actions?

...it’s been a long day.
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01-08-2018, 05:44 PM
Post: #67
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 2, Day 27:

- Noticeable attention from females today.

- A few guys stared at me like I was an alien for no apparent reason.

- Females seem nervous to look me in the eye unless I talk to them daily at work, or they're attracted to me.

- One receptionist in particular kept referring to me as "Mr." today as a sign of respect
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01-10-2018, 12:51 AM (This post was last modified: 01-10-2018 01:06 AM by DavisMind91.)
Post: #68
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 2, Day 28:

- More attention from females. As I walked around my college campus I got a few more admiring glances than normal. In my psychology class I spoke with the girl that sat next to me for an assignment. Towards the end of class as she was walking out, I caught her staring at me.

- One other kind of surprising factor is that my psychology professor took an unusual interest in me. I had a question for her before I left class. Once it was answered, I kept trying to walk away but she would keep saying things to prolong the conversation. She kept telling me the same thing in a different way, and I know it’s not because she thought I was stupid, I know it’s because she seems drawn to me. Mind you she did this in front of 5 other students who were waiting in line behind me to speak to her also. After the FOURTH, yea fourth time of me trying to walk away, she finally let me go, well of course that was after she made sure that she remembered by name by asking me what it was and repeating it back to me. Looks like I may be in for an easy A this semester haha.

- There was also a girl that kept staring at me excessively as I washed my clothes at the laundromat.

- Something strange I noticed is that I feel a bit repulsed towards my wife the past couple days. It’s not actually her fault either. She’s actually being pretty sweet. I just feel annoyed by her presence and her voice. I’m showing only about half of the affection that I have in the past 3 weeks or so. She’s even been asking me if I’m ok.

- Jist noticed that it seems like the manifestation sequence for friends is working. I had 2 female coworkers actually call me yesterday to see if my daughter is ok due to her having a high fever. That’s not why I think it’s working though, it’s because I noticed that these 2 particular females are ones that I share intimate details about my life with to a certain extent and we do each other favors. We’re becoming like the 3 amigos but only with one guy haha. I admit that even though I’m pretty sociable, damn near friendly at times, I don’t socialize much outside of work.
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01-10-2018, 05:10 PM
Post: #69
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 2, Day 29:

- 3rd day in a row with explicit attention from women.

- My other female professor was talking to me today in class and her pupils dilated. She began sizing me up and her eyes said "I want to F**k right now".

- Males have been staring as I walk by, like there's a look of admiration on their faces.

- A female supervisor came to ask me for a favor, at first her hand was balded up and rested on my shoulder, a couple seconds later she began to message my shoulder, and rubbed it a bit.

- I notice more of a take charge attitude and mindset within myself.

- I feel fear dissolving more within me the past few days.
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01-11-2018, 04:09 PM
Post: #70
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 2 Day 30

- Noticing that my body language is conveying more confidence and a display of dominance and personal power.

- I've taken the lead in every group setting I've been in today.

- Humor is still improving.

- I'm talking at a much louder default volume.
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01-13-2018, 08:54 AM
Post: #71
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 2, Day 32:

Finally done with stage 2 and I’ve made 33% progress with the core portion of the program. Stage 2 definitely did what it was supposed to. Stage 1 seemed to be like a .38 special with a small bit powerful impact. Stage 2 was like a 9mm with a much more pronounced result. I’m guessing stage 3 will feel like anywhere from an M16 to a .52 caliber firearm since it’s considered the “big guns” stage.
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Today, 03:38 AM
Post: #72
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 3 Day 4:

Book of the month: The Unchained Man (Alpha Male 2.0) by Caleb Jones - This book definitely puts a new spin on the concept of a new type of alpha male, the book touches on ever life area as well and actually gives actionable advice.

I’ve been sick the past couple days but still kept pushing myself, as of today I’m out of commission and have no plans to even leave the house except to run out and get cold medicine. Gotta take care of myself after all, I’m actually surprised that I lasted so long without getting to this point, and while I feel I could still keep pushing, I rather just take care of myself. Wonder if STC programming has me pushing so hard.

Other than that, nothing out of the ordinary to report from stage 3 yet but of course I’m just getting started.
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