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Ascending to Alpha
11-27-2017, 03:19 PM
Post: #21
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Any advice for someone descending to Alpha
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11-28-2017, 06:54 PM
Post: #22
RE: Ascending to Alpha
(11-27-2017 03:19 PM)Life Wrote:  Any advice for someone descending to Alpha

I don’t think going alpha male is descending unless you’re a god lol. My only advice so far is never be ashamed to be something rare in society, at least so far.
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11-28-2017, 06:59 PM
Post: #23
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 1, Day 18

- Feels like I’m starting to cruise, usually when using a sub I start to feel bored with it at the 20 day mark or so but nope, not with AM6. Maybe because it has so much scripting. I had an urge earlier to indulge in articles that spoke on alpha male qualities and masculine traits.

- somehow my wife and I are slowly reconnecting.

- I speak louder most of the time without consciously thinking about projecting it like I used to have to do.
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11-29-2017, 01:40 AM
Post: #24
RE: Ascending to Alpha
(11-28-2017 06:54 PM)DavisMind91 Wrote:  
(11-27-2017 03:19 PM)Life Wrote:  Any advice for someone descending to Alpha

I don’t think going alpha male is descending unless you’re a god lol. My only advice so far is never be ashamed to be something rare in society, at least so far.

So true
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11-29-2017, 06:12 AM
Post: #25
RE: Ascending to Alpha
This isn’t a daily update but something I wanted to type here as a reminder. For the 2nd time in 7 days I woke up with my headphones off in the middle of the night, it’s not that they fell out of my ears, they were taken out and shut off. No one but me could’ve done this because I sleep alone in a locked room at night. My only guess is this is some sort of subconscious resistance which pisses me off a bit because I’m losing precious listening hours. I literally went into my own mind and cussed out my subconscious for screwing with my self-improvement. Things I said were pretty profane so they won’t be repeated here.

Now obviously this sounds crazy but at times I find myself needling to speak to my own mind like a drill sergeant in order to get it to cooperate, luckily this is a rare occurrence. We’ll see how it goes from here. Thanks to my subconscious I’m 3 hours behind on listening time which means I need to find a way to catch up on listening time between classes and at work. Not so bad when I’m in school normally except I have exams in both classes today so I can’t have my phone out or earphones in. At work I usually don’t have that quiet of an environment to listen until around 7pm or until I work on a weekend day.

Either way I’ll get my 10 hours in before midnight one way or another.
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11-29-2017, 08:14 PM
Post: #26
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 1, Day 19:

Managed to get all my listening in, I’m even doing a bonus hour right now.

- My wife today keeps telling me how much she misses me and actually wants to work things out.

- I came to the realization that I have no idea in what direction to take my life in next. Even though I’m on a certain path, I’m only here because I don’t know what else to do and everything else I’ve tried so far has failed so now I have all this ambition and energy being directed into things that I know I would rather not be doing.

- Momentarily faced the fear once again that my life may end up stagnant and that I may not live up to my potential.

- All these thoughts and yet I reminded myself that my journey isn’t over and that ultimately it’s up to me to make things happen.

It feels strange to just keep going when you don’t truly know where you’re headed. A lot of the material I’ve read about masculinity in the past 2 weeks have stated that a real man has purpose and vision. I’ve definitely had these things before but now, I’m unsure of where to steer the ship due to having all pathways blocked. Seems my next challenge is finding or making a way and a decision.
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12-01-2017, 09:22 PM
Post: #27
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 1, Day 21:

- Energetic all day without doing anything out of the ordinary, eating, or drinking any stimulants.

- I was super unfocused at work and kept making very silly mistakes.

- Every time I spoke to a woman today I made her laugh.

- Starting to notice that I'm more talkative

- My wife seems to be getting more affectionate towards me daily.

- My daughter was super excited to see me today, she usually wants to stay with her mom.

- My voice is getting naturally louder

-I don't care what people hear me say.

- Keep getting looks from women between 20-60 years old everywhere I go.

- Women seemed very pleased when I was in their presence or they spoke to me over the phone today.

3 weeks on stage 1, thought this was going to be kind of boring but damn was I wrong. If anything it just seems to be pushing me to express my true self more each day, as opposed to just showing the calm and composed version of me that I usually do.
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12-01-2017, 09:36 PM
Post: #28
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Day 21 update:

Almost forgot to mention that I'm beginning to feel an extreme indifference towards porn and fapping. This is weird because I have a high sex drive, so high that a couple months back, I seriously considered using both the stop masturbating and overcome porn addiction subs, now I feel like I'd be wasting my money buying them, I barely think about porn, and even when I get an urge to fap, It feels controllable now as opposed to something I had to do just a few weeks ago. Even right now I have an urge, but each urge gets weaker while my willpower strengthens.
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12-03-2017, 03:32 PM
Post: #29
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 1, Day 23:

Got into an argument with someone close to me today. Reason is they asked me to do something small for them and quite frankly I didn’t want to. They got upset and began to express that me saying no bothered them. Here’s where I called them out on their BS because I often have done many small things for this person without them asking as well as big ones. I felt they were being ungrateful. What I noticed during the altercation is that instead of just ignoring what the person said after stating what I had to state and closing myself off, I actually pointed out flaws in their logic in a calm manner and wasn’t the least bit afraid of taking the confrontation to wherever it needed to go. My heart rate wasn’t even as fast as it usually is when I get into conflict with someone. I simply stood my ground and made the other person understand where I was coming from.

The conversation ended with the other person feeling hurt because they felt as if no matter what I asked them for, they’d never say no because of how close we are. I let them know that while their principles were solid, in the situational context, they were being childish. Ultimately through the maturity and wisdom enhancement programming of AM6, I was able to steer the conversation into one where we were finally able to come an agreement and let it all be water under the bridge. Then we went to the gun range to blow off steam lol. This is a good sign that I may not be too crude during stages 2 and 3 when dealing with people, while still playing a leadership role and bringing things to where they need to be at the moment between myself and another person.
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12-04-2017, 06:27 PM
Post: #30
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 1, Day 24:

Lot of attention from females and one in particular that seemed like she was willing to break her neck to look at me as I passed by lol. Not much else besides that.
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12-06-2017, 06:15 PM
Post: #31
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 1, Day 26:

This stage has blown by faster than I thought, only 6 days left of it. Mostly feel back to normal, the only thing that has remained consistent With me the past few days is me speaking louder than normal most of the time, and my wife’s rekindled Attraction towards me. I dare to say she’s even becoming clingy, well actually no she just really misses my company when I’m not around but right now she is pretty focused on getting her own business set up.

One big improvement I see also is that when I REALLY want something, I’ll literally stop at nothing to get it. Even when running into roadblocks my mind automatically goes into problem-solving mode, and I absolutely do not stop until I get or achieve what I want. It’s tough for me to take no for an answer. Before I used to just get frustrated and even temporarily quit at certain things. Not these past few weeks though, persistence has been my middle name.
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12-06-2017, 09:59 PM
Post: #32
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 1, Day 26 update:

STC programming has me wanting to further develop the habit of meditation and further advance my skill and ability to do so. Tools have been purchased to assist with that. Let’s see what happens.
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12-08-2017, 01:07 AM
Post: #33
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 1, Day 27:

Not sure why or how, but it’s official, listening to AM6 on my earphones for 3 hours or more causes me to sleepwalk. I woke up with a almost empty glass of juice on my night stand, the clothes I went to sleep with had been changed, and once again my earbuds had been taken out of my ears. My room light had also been turned on. As I stated in a previous journal entry, I sleep in a room alone at night with the door locked so no one else could’ve done these things. Looks like I’m better off just listening to AM6 on speakers at night and using earphones during the day.
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12-08-2017, 07:00 AM
Post: #34
RE: Ascending to Alpha
I don't mean to downplay it at all, but that's funny.

"We are incapable of designing and building a mosquito, let alone all the species and most of the other things in the universe. So I start from the premise that nature is smarter than I am and try to let nature teach me how reality works." - Ray Dalio
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12-08-2017, 01:22 PM
Post: #35
RE: Ascending to Alpha
(12-08-2017 07:00 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote:  I don't mean to downplay it at all, but that's funny.

No offense taken, just a lesson learned. I tried alternating between the two Bluetooth devices each night but guess I have to do exactly what I didn’t want to do and wear both out daily. I’m kind of surprised that something can make me sleep walk too.
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12-08-2017, 01:24 PM
Post: #36
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 1, Day 28:

Today, people that know me say I sound and look different. While sitting down and eating in public before work, a woman stared at me while she was breastfeeding her kid lol. My supervisor says I seem like I have a lot of “fire” about me today as well. Also got a very long stare from a female coworker. She looked away when I said hello.
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12-09-2017, 02:56 PM
Post: #37
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 1, Day 29:

Pretty open when I’m at work about how I dislike the job but I’m making moves to leave anyway instead of just doing nothing to change it. Won’t get into details but sexual acts were performed between me and the wife for the first time in months. Waking up tired as hell from listening to AM6 all night again and it takes me longer than normal to reach my baseline of energy. Meditation within 15 minutes of me waking up helps speed up the process however. 3 more days to go.
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12-10-2017, 01:04 PM
Post: #38
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Stage 1, Day 30:

- Both a duck and a little boy came within a foot of me and just stared. These were at seperate times during the day, and both were equally weird. Makes me wonder if I’m generating something in my aura.

- Starting to become more health conscious. I’m doing a fast/detox where I’m only taking in water, prune juice, and ginger tea into my body for the next 36 hours. I’m finding it a breeze to control my food cravings so this could be a self-discipline portion of the programming showing itself.

- I’m finding myself being a bit more impatient with my daughter then I have been the past couple months today, but my level of patience is still much better than what I see with most parents.

- I’m picking up on beta male behaviors from other guys quicker and quicker lately, as a matter-of-fact, I see low value behavior in women very quickly too.

- I find myself lusting after women like I did when I was teenager.
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12-10-2017, 04:12 PM
Post: #39
RE: Ascending to Alpha
Quote:Both a duck and a little boy came within a foot of me and just stared.

Big Grin I laughed at the duck part.

Fast forward into a few stages...

"I keep attracting ducks everywhere I go, they really love me and won't leave me alone and groups of them are following me around".

Tongue
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12-11-2017, 02:03 AM
Post: #40
RE: Ascending to Alpha
(12-10-2017 04:12 PM)Benjamin Wrote:  
Quote:Both a duck and a little boy came within a foot of me and just stared.

Big Grin I laughed at the duck part.

Fast forward into a few stages...

"I keep attracting ducks everywhere I go, they really love me and won't leave me alone and groups of them are following me around".

Tongue

Hehe at least I’d never have to worry about being lonely. I’d be the sexiest duck whisperer alive.
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