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11-20-2012, 12:59 PM (This post was last modified: 11-20-2012 01:01 PM by Delight.)
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Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
I have used the CUPR 3G and Overcome Anxiety then I switched to the CUPR 5th generation. I have used the CUPR 3G for 63 days. I have chosen for CUPR for myself and for my hubby. My Hubby has chronic pain in his back and shoulder.

When I did read about the Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental) I decided to switch as I saw/experienced no change by my Hubby with the CUPR 3G.
Actually I asked my Hubby "If you could change something in your life, what would it be?" He said "I would love to have less pain". That was my decision to switch to CUPR 5th G. For me around the CUPR 3G there where some changes as I found a supplement that helps me balancing my hormonal system.

I have hormonal imbalances and b12 deficiency
Hubby has chronic pain in his neck, in his shoulder and in his back

Day 1 me ->sensations in specific body parts yaw, lymph, throat, heart, head.
Feeling unbalanced, emotional, stressed and fearful
hubby -> relaxed, less pain
Day 2 me->emotional, fearful stressed. In the evening I gave myself a B12 injection
(I have no intrinsic factor to absorb B12 it's a genetic disease)
Hubby ->pain not less not more, he did some psychical heavy work today
i am curious if he wil have muscle pain tomorrow.
Day 3 me -> emotional, frustration and anger about my life in the end of the day huge pain in my back
Hubby ->begin of the day no muscle pain, during the physical work,
in the end of the day pain, also emotional irritated.
Day 4 -> me I woke up mental clear energy to go out of bed, clear mind, my back pain comes and goes during the day.
A happy, good and relaxed mood.
Hubby ->muscle pain, emotional ok
day 5 -> me -> good, happy, relaxed mood, back pain in the evening, in the evening a few fearful thoughts,
in the night a flashback about and adult that I trusted but who betrayed me when I was a teenager
Hubby -> pain level the same, emotional agitated
day 6 ->me sugar levels up and down, tired, emotional ok
Hubby says pain level the same
day 7 ->last night I dreamed again about another adult who be betrayed me as a teenager.
In the dream I experienced fear but also anger.
Today headaches, did a nap in the afternoon had a fearful dream during my nap and woke
up in the midst of the fearful dream. Tonight one client was to late for his appointment
this wasn't the first time. I went home and he called me he was there so I told him in a nice way that he could go home because last week he wasn't here for his appointment without calling and now he is to late. I said in a nice way that I was angry about that.
Yes, in a nice way I have set my boundaries and I dont feel guilty about that. I don't feel
guilty, about saying "stop" you go to far. I don't feel fearful because of rejection when I did
say "stop" you go to far this are my boundaries. In the past I was the one that I feel bad
this time I don't. For me this is a big step forward.
day 8 ->very very bad mood. I went to bed early
day 9 ->I've been sleeping well and woke up refreshed, it still have back pain but
I feel very happy and relaxed today. On a family gathering 1 family member tried to let me feel guilty and in the past I would feel guilty but know I realized there is no reason to feel guilty and I didn't feel guilty so that's great!
day 10->I dreamed about some scary and fearful things
I've been listing to CUPR 5th for 10 days and it feels like I am listing to this sub for a few months. Before I fall asleep I am questioning myself why I decided to do this sub.
A lot of negative thoughts went through my head. Actually the things I want in life is
money and live a "quiet" life. Also I had a lot of pain in my right leg and it took a long time
before I felt asleep.
day 11 ->I woke up early and refreshed, this day some thoughts through my head.
I was thinking about my mom, about how strong she is and I only can remember 1 event when she was very sick. I remember how afraid I was (I was a toddler/child) when she was ill.
Relaxt day today.
update hubby ->pain level the same, not less not more
day 12 ->I woke up not exactly refreshed regarding that I have to say that I did have a great, amazing and relaxt day.
I have to be alert what I am eating. The past weeks I have an enormous desire to eat foods that do not benifit my health. I still have on/off back pain. Today I have set boundaries to 2 businesses. I have given them many chances and today I said "stop' you are going to far.
Hubby pain level the same, not less not more

For me till now I experience with this sub it is also relieving from past deep emotional pain.

Excuse me for my grammar. English is not my native language.
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11-20-2012, 01:11 PM
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RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
Great stuff Delight.

I'm really excited with how it works out for you and your hubby because i'm looking forward to some people in my life trying this out.

keep us informed. Smile

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11-22-2012, 04:22 AM (This post was last modified: 11-22-2012 04:23 AM by Shannon.)
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RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
Delight, I appreciate your feedback. Can you provide me with more details? Specifically, how many hours per day are you using the sub? Under what conditions? Using what sort of player? At what volume? How much exposure does hubby get compared to you? If English is not your first language, how well do you speak/understand it? How about him, is he a native speaker? If not, how well does he speak/understand English? Is your husband a resistant personality? Are you? Do you get results from my other subs? What do you mean you feel like you have been using this sub for months?

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11-22-2012, 02:51 PM (This post was last modified: 11-22-2012 02:56 PM by Delight.)
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RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
Re Shannon

Specifically, how many hours per day are you using the sub?
During the night 6-8 hours ultrasonic version through e-reader/musicplayer 2 speakers,
during the day through the mediaplayer at our laptop between 4-8 hours (masked version)

At what volume? Volume of the masked version during the day as a background sound.

How much exposure does hubby get compared to you? hubby gets the same exposure as me during the night. During the day it varies between 1 and 4 hours a day.

If English is not your first language, how well do you speak/understand it?
My understanding of English is ok.

For my hubby is also English is not his native Language. His understanding and speaking of English is also ok.

I think we both are unconscious resistant :-)

Do you get results from my other subs? YES :-) I have been listing to the CUPR 3 G for 63 days

What do you mean you feel like you have been using this sub for months? As I experience my life as very intense at the moment my emotions going up and down, past events are going through my mind, low energy.

Till now I experience the releasing of chronic emotional pain, as written above a lot of past events are going through my mind and some gave me an insight in some of my experiences in the now.
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11-22-2012, 02:59 PM
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Day 13 ->I didn't sleep well due to physical pain. I did feel relaxed and good until the parcel delivery came. He said something to me and I felt "small" and tried to defend myself, I felt myself a little child that got a correction for something she haven't done. I felt stupid that felt into defending myself because I was not frustrated he was.
and when I wrote this I remind my self an exact situation with a teacher on my primary school. Wow that's weird..... She punished me for something for I still guessing what it was.
It made me feel insecure and fearful because who can I trust? When I think a bit deeper I
remember that my experiences as a child with adults are not the best and the experience
created within me "a walking on eggshells" feeling and created a lot of insecurity.
It always reminds me of how much fear I have for rejection.

Day 14->Didn't sleep well, bad mood, emotional sensitive today, cried several times, back pain.
This evening I remembered that today it was the day that a special person died several years ago.
Maybe these emotions where unconcious in my mind?
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11-24-2012, 03:12 PM
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I am fascinated by your results because you are getting results that lead off in a direction the program isn't designed to go, and not getting the results everyone else gets in the direction it is designed to go!

And while I think this speaks to great promise for making a program to heal emotional pain... which had not crossed my mind... I really want to understand why everyone else who has reported in gets pain relief from chronic useless physical pain, and you do not. The things that come to me are that you are not native English speakers, and this potentially makes it a misunderstanding of the script; and that you say you may be subconsciously resistant.

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11-24-2012, 04:41 PM
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(11-24-2012 03:12 PM)Shannon Wrote:  I am fascinated by your results because you are getting results that lead off in a direction the program isn't designed to go, and not getting the results everyone else gets in the direction it is designed to go!

And while I think this speaks to great promise for making a program to heal emotional pain... which had not crossed my mind... I really want to understand why everyone else who has reported in gets pain relief from chronic useless physical pain, and you do not. The things that come to me are that you are not native English speakers, and this potentially makes it a misunderstanding of the script; and that you say you may be subconsciously resistant.

Shannon i thought AM focuses a lot on healing emotional pain. its not the case?

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we "are," and what we "are" depends upon what we "think."
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11-24-2012, 05:32 PM
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RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
Emotional pain is usually pretty chronic and useless, yes?
Interesting stuff.

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11-25-2012, 05:46 AM (This post was last modified: 11-25-2012 10:50 AM by Delight.)
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RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
Day 15 ->I finally seem to know what is going on in me. I am stuck and I don't know how to get out of. I am demotivated because experiences in the past brought me nothing at all no matter how hard I tried and worked. I am feeling like a ship without a direction. Maybe I am still in a grieving process? I lost my best pet friend 5 months ago. I took care of him and I was living for him past years.....He was my goal for living these past years. I miss my buddy.

Day 16 ->Demotivated, back-pain + leg pain almost gone, very emotional.

Day 17 ->Demotivated, no more back-pain and no more leg pain. Emotions anger and frustration.
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Re Shannon I do understand why I have these intense emotions this is because of my hormonal system. I used to have monthly periods that made me physical and emotional a wreck what of course hinders me in my daily life. This has a huge impact om my self esteem, confidence in my physicality, gives me feelings of shame and guilt and live in general.
Also I believe that I store a lot of underlying emotions in my body that acts out in my physicality.
Emotional pain that manifests in physical pain. I know this sub will work for me , when my monthly periods are getting easier. Because they are physical and emotion a h... for me.

Before I started with this sub I did the CUPR 3 G 63 days. I started with CUPR 3 G for the same reasons. My hormonal system and back-pain. The back was gone and I did have 2 monthly periods during this sub and the monthly periods didn't make me that ill as they used to do.
A nice side effect of the CUPR 3 G was that I used to have spontaneous nose bleeding when the weathers gets colder. I did only have nose bleeding in the first week when I start listing to the sub.

Re Elusive for me it feels indeed that emotional pain is chronic & useless.
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11-26-2012, 11:55 PM
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RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
(11-24-2012 04:41 PM)Yuri Wrote:  
(11-24-2012 03:12 PM)Shannon Wrote:  I am fascinated by your results because you are getting results that lead off in a direction the program isn't designed to go, and not getting the results everyone else gets in the direction it is designed to go!

And while I think this speaks to great promise for making a program to heal emotional pain... which had not crossed my mind... I really want to understand why everyone else who has reported in gets pain relief from chronic useless physical pain, and you do not. The things that come to me are that you are not native English speakers, and this potentially makes it a misunderstanding of the script; and that you say you may be subconsciously resistant.

Shannon i thought AM focuses a lot on healing emotional pain. its not the case?

Yes, but what does that have to do with testing this program?

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11-26-2012, 11:57 PM
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RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
(11-25-2012 05:46 AM)Delight Wrote:  Day 15 ->I finally seem to know what is going on in me. I am stuck and I don't know how to get out of. I am demotivated because experiences in the past brought me nothing at all no matter how hard I tried and worked. I am feeling like a ship without a direction. Maybe I am still in a grieving process? I lost my best pet friend 5 months ago. I took care of him and I was living for him past years.....He was my goal for living these past years. I miss my buddy.

Day 16 ->Demotivated, back-pain + leg pain almost gone, very emotional.

Day 17 ->Demotivated, no more back-pain and no more leg pain. Emotions anger and frustration.
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Re Shannon I do understand why I have these intense emotions this is because of my hormonal system. I used to have monthly periods that made me physical and emotional a wreck what of course hinders me in my daily life. This has a huge impact om my self esteem, confidence in my physicality, gives me feelings of shame and guilt and live in general.
Also I believe that I store a lot of underlying emotions in my body that acts out in my physicality.
Emotional pain that manifests in physical pain. I know this sub will work for me , when my monthly periods are getting easier. Because they are physical and emotion a h... for me.

Before I started with this sub I did the CUPR 3 G 63 days. I started with CUPR 3 G for the same reasons. My hormonal system and back-pain. The back was gone and I did have 2 monthly periods during this sub and the monthly periods didn't make me that ill as they used to do.
A nice side effect of the CUPR 3 G was that I used to have spontaneous nose bleeding when the weathers gets colder. I did only have nose bleeding in the first week when I start listing to the sub.

Re Elusive for me it feels indeed that emotional pain is chronic & useless.

Interesting, so in your case, the sub will simply take longer than expected.

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11-27-2012, 06:54 AM
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RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
(11-26-2012 11:55 PM)Shannon Wrote:  
(11-24-2012 04:41 PM)Yuri Wrote:  
(11-24-2012 03:12 PM)Shannon Wrote:  I am fascinated by your results because you are getting results that lead off in a direction the program isn't designed to go, and not getting the results everyone else gets in the direction it is designed to go!

And while I think this speaks to great promise for making a program to heal emotional pain... which had not crossed my mind... I really want to understand why everyone else who has reported in gets pain relief from chronic useless physical pain, and you do not. The things that come to me are that you are not native English speakers, and this potentially makes it a misunderstanding of the script; and that you say you may be subconsciously resistant.

Shannon i thought AM focuses a lot on healing emotional pain. its not the case?

Yes, but what does that have to do with testing this program?

I'm not fully understanding I guess, I thought u meant you never thought of a program for healing emotional pain? and many of your programs do so I got confused.

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11-27-2012, 01:19 PM
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Day 18 ->Just been thinking that this sub is directing me into (unconcious) actions that supports my well-being and health. I love incence sticks and last week I bought myrrh incence sticks without knowing the positive effects. Myrrh calms the mood and helps with women ailments. Although I don't feel well physical I have a more balanced mood today.
I feel relaxed and calm. I have just a little back-pain and headache but it is not disturbing.
My headache went away and I no brainfog.

Day 19 ->Great day today, no back-pain, relaxed and calm emotions. Motivated to do things. What I forgot to wrote down is that past weeks I had increased food cravings what actually is not typical me. I sence that the food cravings are less yesterday and today.
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11-28-2012, 10:05 PM
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(11-27-2012 06:54 AM)Yuri Wrote:  
(11-26-2012 11:55 PM)Shannon Wrote:  
(11-24-2012 04:41 PM)Yuri Wrote:  
(11-24-2012 03:12 PM)Shannon Wrote:  I am fascinated by your results because you are getting results that lead off in a direction the program isn't designed to go, and not getting the results everyone else gets in the direction it is designed to go!

And while I think this speaks to great promise for making a program to heal emotional pain... which had not crossed my mind... I really want to understand why everyone else who has reported in gets pain relief from chronic useless physical pain, and you do not. The things that come to me are that you are not native English speakers, and this potentially makes it a misunderstanding of the script; and that you say you may be subconsciously resistant.

Shannon i thought AM focuses a lot on healing emotional pain. its not the case?

Yes, but what does that have to do with testing this program?

I'm not fully understanding I guess, I thought u meant you never thought of a program for healing emotional pain? and many of your programs do so I got confused.

This specific program was not intended for emotional pain. That it helps emotional pain is a very pleasant surprise.

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11-28-2012, 10:08 PM
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(11-27-2012 01:19 PM)Delight Wrote:  Day 18 ->Just been thinking that this sub is directing me into (unconcious) actions that supports my well-being and health. I love incence sticks and last week I bought myrrh incence sticks without knowing the positive effects. Myrrh calms the mood and helps with women ailments. Although I don't feel well physical I have a more balanced mood today.
I feel relaxed and calm. I have just a little back-pain and headache but it is not disturbing.
My headache went away and I no brainfog.

Day 19 ->Great day today, no back-pain, relaxed and calm emotions. Motivated to do things. What I forgot to wrote down is that past weeks I had increased food cravings what actually is not typical me. I sence that the food cravings are less yesterday and today.

I noticed that the XM guided me in a lot of subtle and "unconscious" ways. It's very interesting to observe your journey. Do you believe you are trending toward less and less pain?

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11-30-2012, 01:29 PM (This post was last modified: 11-30-2012 01:30 PM by Delight.)
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RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
Day 20->I have dreamed this night about a situation that happened a year or so ago.
I was deeply disappointed about some clients (we have a business). This situation
was still on my mind unconscious. In the dream I told them how I was thinking what happened in that time and I was furious. The dream was like reality and I was very happy that I dreamed about this. It felt like I finally could say to them how I think about it and it felt like a relief of frustration and anger. I woke up very refreshed and I the first part of the day was good and relaxed. Then I did have a client and sometime when I talk to someone I can have that feeling
that it makes difference if I am talking to a wall or to a client. They can't "hear".
After this session my mood went to zero and went to very depressed into "life doesn't have
any sense", emotional pain etc.
No physical pain today.

Day 21->Actually I went to bed early and couldn't sleep well. I woke up tired and the first part of the day the same emotions as the last part of yesterday. A lot of crying and a lot of feelings that I am stuck in my life and I really don't know how to get out of it. I am questioning myself am I taking over the emotions of other people. Is there a possibility that my psychic boundaries are damaged or not strong enough.Why do I have this intense switching of waking up clear and why can it change so fast without knowing why. I don't feel well today. A slight back-pain, mental unclear, body feels stiff and I am feeling very cold. Just questing myself is this the right sub for me. These emotional states is also the same as what I have during and before my monthly period. My period is not yet to come. In the midst of the day I felt much better......felt energized and clear-headed......Great!

Day 22->Perfect amazing day, motivated and did a lot of things. No pain and mental clear.
Yes!!

Re Shannon->Yes I do believe that I am trending toward less and less pain.
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11-30-2012, 10:40 PM
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Excellent. As long as you are moving in the right direction, I am happy. Smile

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12-04-2012, 07:40 AM (This post was last modified: 01-12-2013 06:39 AM by Delight.)
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Day 23 ->Good day today. No pain.
Some anger in the end of the day. As I received some mail from the hospital. They sent me some information about
medication and it triggered my anger. Follow and trust your instincts!

Day 24 ->I've been sleeping well and woke up refreshed. Again intense real dreams can't remind them. It seems
that I solve a lot of unprocessed issues issues in my dreams last nights. No pain. Some tingle near my left eye.

Day 25->Very tired today and I feel down, my body is a bit stiff. The weather is cold, grey and rainy. Not the best weather for my mood :-) So during the end of the day something there was a big shifting in me and a big awareness. I am reading several books about controlling behaviour and verbal abuse. I am attracted to these books because of my experiences with some people in my life. I was reading in one of these books. In these books they are writting about the difference between Power Over and Personal Power. I realized that I am raised in a Power Over environment and that I am still confronted with Power Over environment.
In other words I recognized the Power Over pattern connected with me.
A Power Over environment (or pattern) for me gives me feelings of confusion, sadness, frustration, shame, fear, guilt, hopelessness and depression. So I consciously choosed for Personal Power and decided that no one else then me can define my reality. I am the owner of my own energy field. I visualised my energy field and added the Personal Power pattern. It was like a golden light that slowly but very powerfull filled my energy field. For me this is a great step forward.
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12-05-2012, 04:38 AM (This post was last modified: 01-12-2013 06:40 AM by Delight.)
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Day 26->Great day! During the day I am visualising my own energy field that is full of Personal Power.

Day 27->Energy ok and no pain today. Feeling a little bit "down" because of the rainy grey day over here. Also thinking a lot about a talk I've had with one of our clients last night. The story my clients told me yesterday confirmed my trust issues.
My personality is that I always try to see the "good" and positive in people. When I see something not ok or negative I always thought it was my fault. Now I know there are indeed people with wrong (different) intentions. It also confirms for me the feelings that I decribed on day 21 that I felt that my psychic boundaries are damaged. Further I want to say that I feel great. I am 2-3 days before my period and I feel fysical great. I sense just a little bit of fear for what is coming.
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12-06-2012, 07:18 PM
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RE: Chronic Useless Pain Relief Aid (Type B - Optimus Engine Experimental)
Is this emotional unloading into your journal here helping your physical/emotional pain? Do you think it is a response to the subliminal?

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